Wang Zhizao is also lingering in the same place, and the combination with Zhuo Jun just doesn't work out. As an old man who has started many failed businesses, he has a rich life experience. Don't look at others and nod and bend, which makes him look like a concierge, but his personality is
It's not dull at all.
Otherwise, it would be impossible to lead a team of five people to build an app, and people would still have to follow him if he couldn’t pay his salary. Take the case of Chen Yiwen who won an award with intelligent manufacturing software and received an investment of three million. This is not a Chinese without any ability.
Young people can do it.
If it were an ordinary city life, it would not be difficult to perform at the level of a real doorman named Lao Zhao. Wang Zhizao might even surprise people. After all, he had been wandering in the market for the first half of his life, but now it is different.
Because he is going to play Zhuo Jun’s father, a father.
In Wang Zhizao's life, he has been a destitute bookstore owner, a failed second-hand car dealer, and a real estate agent. Although he has failed in all of them, he has devoted himself to them all. The only difference may be his talent and ability.
Ability, and even some luck.
But there is only one identity, which is a failure that he alone lacks and dare not face.
That is the father.
There is a saying that when you pick up your sword and go out to fight, you cannot stay by your side and hug you. But when you put down your sword and come back to your side, you cannot protect you.
For Wang Zhizao, the most fearful thing is that he took up the sword and went to war, but still lost the battle. He was unable to protect the people he wanted to protect and gave them sufficient material support. It was not worthy of his ambition, and he also failed to live up to what he had received.
suffering.
During the years when he went out to earn money and struggled for a living, he could not do anything well, nor could he save much money. He could not give his wife and children a stable life. Also, because he had been away from home for a long time, he failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a father and
His son was alienated from him, and was encouraged by his parents' family since he was a child. He was also looked down upon and despised as a father.
Wang Zhizao used to open a bookstore, and his favorite thing was to hold a book and read it all day long. That was the happiest time in his life. He had made many assumptions about his children, and imagined that he would teach them like the ancients, "The heart is small, the ambition is big."
Big, the wisdom is round, the action is square, the ability is many,
Things are coming soon..." So when his son said to him, "You talk so much, you can't make money even if you have money or not, you don't have the skills, if I learn from you, there will be no way out if I learn from you."
At that time, Wang Zhizao realized that there were many things that could never be made up for.
How could he play a good father in front of Zhuo Jun?
He doesn't even know how to be a real father.
I am a loser.
Sorry, I am not only incompetent as a father, but also have no ability.
I can’t give you what I should give you, and I’ve never even said that I love you!
…
"Both of them can't get along, what should we do?" Liu Yu looked at Chen Yiwen in embarrassment. They didn't expect that it would be so difficult to actually interpret a story.
It was even difficult to act to the lines. At one point, the two of them were face to face and couldn't speak the lines.
Because Zhuo Jun on the other side of the camera didn't regard Wang Zhizao as his real father at all. Wang Zhizao naturally didn't think Zhuo Jun was his son.
At one point, the two of them were thinking about their real lives in front of each other in front of the table, and they didn't even exchange a single line. Zhuo Jun even left the barber shop directly and found a corner next to him, squatting and pulling his hair.
Wang Zhizao hurriedly looked out the window in the direction of Chen Yiwen and other staff, with guilt written all over his face.
The time has already pointed to past nine o'clock in the evening, and this commercial street is almost closing. Some students passing by will look at their posture, but they are no longer surprised. At noon, they saw them filming, and they were onlookers.
There are still a lot of people, but when we get to the back, many people passing by just stop and look at what they are doing behind.
Hu Lijing said, "Let me go and persuade Zhuo Jun again... It's almost ten o'clock, and we can't waste our time doing this."
"Wait a minute." Chen Yiwen shook his head.
Everyone stopped and looked at him. Wang Zhizao in the barber shop over there was also at a loss because he found that Chen Yiwen did not pick up the intercom to issue further instructions. He did not know what to do next. Since there were no further instructions,
He felt guilty again.
Chen Yiwen looked at the two people over there and said, "Wait."
"Just leave them two there?" Zhao Jiajia said, "Why don't we let them do it again."
Chen Yiwen said, "The story has been written, and it's right there. They have all seen it, and they all know their own roles. They can't take it in now, probably because this story is also related to their life experiences. What they can't digest is the past.
emotions, not drama.”
"It's up to them themselves to know what they really want to play."
Zhao Jiajia said, "What needs to be digested is their life experience and understanding of their respective roles... It's so profound!"
"Really...is it okay?"
…
Zhuo Jun initially held the script handed over by Chen Yiwen. When he saw the content, it was written by himself. In the script, a middle-aged man had accomplished nothing and was guarding a barber shop. His father came to see him, and the relationship between father and son
There was a knot in my heart that couldn't be untied. In the past, my son didn't want to talk about it, and my father knew about it and never asked.
The news of the death of a famous singer was played on the TV, and the singer's songs had occupied and inspired his son throughout his youth. Because of this, he once skipped school to participate in a singing competition, but was caught red-handed by his father, who cut off his hair.
His hair was shaved, and the shameful and angry son no longer dared to sing in front of the stage in the face of the ridicule of his classmates. His resentment towards his father also led to him moving away from home.
After struggling for many years, he finally returned to his hometown and opened a barber shop. The father and son returned to a normal relationship, but the cracks that had grown up were never healed. Until this day, the son had his head shaved and was beaten, and the singer passed away.
When the father arrived, he saw his son bursting into tears while watching the news on the TV. He handed over a folded sheet, which was a flyer for a singer selection program.
That's what this scene is about.
Zhuo Jun scratched his head, his eyes red, and he suddenly understood why he had not been able to enter into this story that was almost a template for his life.
He understands.
That's because in the story, Zhuo Xiaoshuai's father, decades later, saw his own unsatisfactory life. In this way, he expressed his guilt and self-blame as a father for interrupting his pursuit of his dream.
The father and son in the story still long for reconciliation after all.
But in reality, he and his family are enduring the tragedy that happened in the story. But in the story, the father and son spent decades experiencing all kinds of dissatisfaction in reality, and finally they could sit down and talk about their dreams.
.
In reality, he would probably never be able to sit down with his father and discuss his desired life and dreams, because it was not his business alone.
He understands.
In reality, there is no way to follow the path of the story. No one knew that he actually envied "Zhuo Xiaoshuai" and finally got his father's reconciliation. When his father came, he folded the leaflet and put it in his heart.
, that was the care for his dream, even though it was too late, even though when he got all this, Zhuo Xiaoshuai was no longer young and his years were gone.
He envied Zhuo Xiaoshuai, because in reality, his father Zhuo Xiangshan would never be like Wang Zhizao in the story, with such compromise and relief.
Then let Zhuo Xiaoshuai live in the story! Let Zhuo Xiaoshuai complete the things that you can't do and the things that you can't complete!
So I have to keep acting!
We want Zhuo Xiaoshuai to truly live in the story. He sees the helplessness of his youth gone, he sees the panic and loneliness of his idol passing away, and the chance of success that his final persistence in his dream may bring to him.
Let the story be perfect!
Because in reality, we can no longer do it...
Zhuo Jun suddenly stood up, tearing at his clothes and ruffling his hair.
Seeing his sudden change, everyone looked at each other in shock, Liu Yu said, "Is Zhuo Jun going crazy?"
Chen Yiwen's eyes lit up, "Here we come!"
"Wait a minute, look at Uncle Wang!" Fang Lei also exclaimed softly. She was from the drama club and could tell at a glance that something was going on.
Wang Zhizao also left the barber shop just now and was wandering outside the door. No one disturbed him. On the contrary, he understood that Chen Yiwen did not want to put pressure on them.
Wang Zhizao went out and thought again about how he should express his role as a father.
He should carry the prepared lunch box from a hundred meters away. Because he suffered a leg injury in the war when he was young, his legs and feet were not flexible and he had to limp towards the barber shop.
The rice in the lunch box was actually cooked by him today. He remembered that his son liked the dishes he cooked when he was a child, but others said it was oily and tasted the way he cooked it in restaurants, so he asked his children to eat less. And he also really
I don't go home often, so I really want to cook for my son many times, but in the end I can't often do so.
One foot deep, one foot shallow, holding the lunch box, Wang Zhizao saw his own appearance in the reflection of the glass.
He found that his lame right foot seemed to be getting heavier and heavier.
In the story, the lame leg was injured by the enemy, but in Wang Zhizao's eyes, this was not the same failed life he had endured.
He still remembers that the business of bookstores has become increasingly weak after the impact of the Internet. He remembers that his son was about to pay tuition at that time, but he couldn't pay it, so he once considered selling the store and working out. He thought of reselling second-hand cars.
He thought of the days when he would fry crayfish on the street until two or three in the morning. He thought of those moments when he was beaten by life and raised his head to prevent tears from falling.
He is the lame father in the reflection of the glass, and the lame father is him.
I watched my son being rebellious and wandering around in the society. Finally he came back to open a shop and smoothed his edges. He was helpless and embarrassed when he was beaten by customers. In the end, he lost money and squatted on the ground with a swollen face. After a while, he got up and put his clothes and hair back on again.
The moment you tidy up and lick your wounds like an adult.
Zhuo Zhidao's eyes turned red. He waited until his son inside the store had tidied up the store again and was sitting there watching the news in a daze. Then he picked up the steps, opened the door, and walked in carrying his lunch box with a smile on his face.
During the whole process, Chen Yiwen and the people outside held their breath. No one told them when to start, and there were no instructions, but the story just unfolded in front of everyone.