Zhuo Jun was sitting there in the hospital, he was numb. Many people think that at this time, people will have many rich emotions, maybe sentimentality, worry, worry.
But at this moment, for Zhuo Jun, he was just waiting for his fate to be pronounced in a blank mind, not even daring to think about the consequences.
Zhuo Xiangshan has been in the operating room for three hours. Time is passing by little by little. They said that this operation can be completed in one and a half hours.
Zhuo Jun knows that for surgery, the longer it takes, the greater the variables and the worse the subsequent results.
If he can't get out by then, that person may stay there forever.
Anxious, right? It's more of a daze, confusion, and a slight chill in the body. It seems that there are still many things that have not been said between the father and the son, as if he is hiding many things from him, as if he is filming a movie here, and letting his classmates fight over there.
Cover, and the moment of hide and seek in the bamboo forest, just yesterday.
Hide and seek.
Yes, when I was a child, I always loved to hide and seek with him.
He ran to the creek to play, fell into a muddy pond, and was afraid to go home. Later, his father found him angrily on the grass slope. He still remembered the branch he grabbed in his hand, and his voice trembled because he was so angry, "You son of a bitch."
...You are running around, Wildfoot Pole, calling you if you don’t agree, why don’t you agree!?”
He remembered that he was playful at that time and lied that the school had to pay for information fees. He often asked Zhuo Xiangshan to count out a few coins from Yan Baba's wallet. He lied about going to play football, but in fact he hid in an Internet cafe with his friends because he was playing
It was too late, Zhuo Xiangshan's family was looking for him one by one, and he climbed over the wall and ran away without giving him any clues. As a joke, as he grew up, his and his hide-and-seek skills became more and more sophisticated.
However, the devil is always taller than the Taoist, so one time he managed to catch him without anyone noticing. He still remembers that Zhuo Xiangshan was like a cat catching a mouse, bending his back and jumping in front of his machine.
It was so scary to catch him red-handed. So my friends later said, "Your dad must have practiced ninja training."
At that time, I received two slaps in the face. I felt extremely embarrassed in front of my friends. I hated him to the core and wished that he would be hit and killed by a car tomorrow, or that he would be hit and killed when he went out, making him regret it.
After that, I started to hide and seek with him on the study he expected most. I didn’t want to learn anything from him!
"Invite parents every three days, and invite parents every three days. I have been embarrassed by you. Now that I receive a call from your teacher, my feet are shaking. When will you be able to make a difference..."
"I'm so bad in the test again this time. I don't understand. I can get full marks every time. I don't ask you to give me a higher score. You can't even pass it? How stupid are you? You
If you can't go to college, will you go to the construction site to move bricks in the future? What will you do in the future? Other families have wealth, but our family doesn't have that condition! You can only rely on yourself?"
"I don't even count on you anymore. If you can get more than 450 points this time, it will be great if you can go to the fifth middle school!"
"You can't even get into the fifth middle school... How can your family raise the money for you to study for such a huge school selection fee... Why are you so unsatisfactory!"
"You kid, you haven't given us any worries since you were a child..."
"What time is it now? You are still thinking about the right path. You are still listening to these random songs and reading these novels! Why are you such a person? You have no blood! What future can you have? You said you grew up
What future can there be!?"
Four hours have passed since the surgery.
Time has become the most terrifying thing to perceive.
Zhuo Jun clutched his cell phone, with images playing on the screen, but he did not turn on the sound, fearing that it would affect the suffocatingly quiet atmosphere in the waiting room outside the operating room. Only the work in front of him, to which he was devoted, could keep him from going.
Consider the future you may face and the results that may be pronounced.
He looked at the screen of his mobile phone over and over again. In the eyes of others, probably no one would think that this child was careless in guarding the operating room. Because everyone saw him staring hard at the screen of his mobile phone with red eyes.
All the things I couldn't say and couldn't do after being estranged from my father for many years are all in this work.
He still remembered that when he was admitted to the Business School because of his sports skills, the corners of his father's densely wrinkled eyes were no longer downturned in bitterness, but raised in surprise.
"Well! Your son actually got admitted to college this time! I thought your little son would have to move bricks in the future! This time you are trying to live up to your expectations!"
He still remembered the way his father took him to report to the Commercial College, made his bed, and did not let him touch his luggage during the whole process. He also carried a large box of oranges from his hometown that had been brought to school, and delivered it to the class teacher's office humbly and carefully.
He still remembers that after his father accompanied him to register, the father and son found a fried rice restaurant outside the school, and finally had a portion of fried rice together. Later, when he went home, he told his relatives that the fried rice in that restaurant was filled with raw materials and was so unpalatable that even he couldn't eat it.
He swallowed it down, but his son finished it all. The baby is very adaptable to being outside. According to the mother, his eyes were still wet when he talked about it.
It turns out that he actually wants to find his own strengths every moment, and doesn't let go of anything that can surprise him.
It's just that since he was a kid, he always seems to let him down time and time again.
Although he didn't turn on the sound of that song now, as soon as he closed his eyes, the song seemed to be sung clearly in his ears. It was a song called "Father" written by Chen Yiwen for him, and he sang it solo at the end of the film.
That song.
That was the song he most wanted Zhuo Xiangshan to hear.
【Always asking for things from you but never saying thank you
It’s not easy to understand you until I grow up
I always pretend to be relaxed every time I leave.
Smiling and saying "Go back", he turned around and had tears in his eyes.
I wish I could hold your warm hand like before
But you are not by my side to ask the breeze to carry you well...]
The operation time was four hours and thirty-two minutes.
The operating light is still on.
Didn't stop.
The cell phone rang. It was a call from my roommates. It was Chen Yiwen's voice, Liu Yu's voice, and Hu Lijing's voice.
"Zhuo Jun, you are awesome! Best Actor in the Film Festival Original Film Competition!"
"The invitation letter has come, inviting us to the capital. We are going to attend the awards together!"
"We are the best feature film, we are the best feature film! This is the highest award at the film festival! You succeeded! We succeeded!"
The voices on the phone have faded away.
Zhuo Jun looked at the door of the operating room, and he still remembered what Zhuo Xiangshan said that evening, "Xiao Jun, I watched you grow up. When you were a child, you invited your parents every three days, and used your family's money to sneak out for medical treatment.
Game, every time I hold a parent-teacher meeting to announce the results, I can’t help but shrink my head, remember?
You have been such a child since you were a child, and you have not followed the direction I expected... Sometimes I worry. You said, Dad is not capable, and he will not be able to help you in the future. You have to go your own way.
, as for me, I just want you to be down-to-earth, find a good job, and be somewhat successful.
I don’t know if I will ever be able to see the day when you succeed in this life.”
Dad, did you hear that?
We are the best! I won a prize! I won the highest prize in the national competition! Your son has a future! Your son has a future! He has a future, at least he can see the future!
Dad, don't sleep!
Come out and take a look!
How can one illness defeat you!?
Dad, I don’t want to hide and seek with you anymore!
I will never play hide and seek with you again.
Don't hide from me either...
Come out, come out.
Is it good?
…
…
The operating light goes out.
The automatic door slid open, and the surgeon came out covered in sweat.
"Where are Zhuo Xiangshan's family? Are Zhuo Xiangshan's family here?"
Zhuo Jun trembled and rushed forward, his feet almost falling.
"The operation time is five hours and fifteen minutes! Let me show you..." The attending doctor held up a photocopy of the picture in his hand, "The tumor is compressing the aortic vessel wall. I thought it was invaded before, but it looks very different on the pathological picture.
It looks like it's malignant, but it's actually wrapped around the aorta, so we have to be very careful when we peel it off..."
Zhuo Jun was still confused, with a numbness on his scalp that had not gone away. He opened his eyes, "Are you okay... are you okay..."
"The tumor has been removed and is benign. The operation was successful. The clinician will tell you later that you will be transferred to the bed and returned to the room. Pay attention to the postoperative situation. You can sip some water after four hours and record the amount of fluid infused.
The amount of urine collected must be recorded...just wait here for the patient to come out."
The chief surgeon was a famous surgeon in the hospital and might be very busy next time, so he left immediately after explaining.
Zhuo Jun stood at the door and soon saw the bed pushed out from the back door of the operating area. He could also see the weathered face with his head wrapped in a surgical cap.
Looking at the face that was sleeping soundly, wondering if he had a good dream, Zhuo Jun's whole body seemed to be exhausted, and he leaned against the wall.
Life is indeed like a ruthless storm at times, causing waves of destruction.
But sometimes life will take twists and turns, giving people hope that everything can still be done in time.