"Plum blossoms must first experience the bitter cold before they are fragrant... But I still am not a plum blossom now. In fact, I don't know at all." Ding Shimei said after hearing this.
The girl in front of her usually seems to be wearing a mask. She is the captain of the Super Shadow Team. When playing games, she commands a group of people to surround and kill her opponents. Her intelligence and confidence are all concentrated in her. However, these are not the same.
Protective coloration.
Under these protective shells, what she really hides may be her proud and inferior personality.
If she hadn't said it herself, how would Chen Yiwen know that this young goddess in everyone's eyes had actually experienced cold violence on campus in middle school, had been affected by the family environment, and had even been bullied behind the scenes by the children of Shibo, whom the family relied on?
Chen Yiwen finally understood where her maturity and calmness sometimes came from. He also understood why she, who was not familiar with her when she was playing games, stepped forward to rescue Wang Kai and Liu Yu when they made things difficult for them. And
It was not about being aloof to avoid helping "outsiders" and affecting her cohesion in the Qingdao community. Perhaps at that moment, it was her empathy for the possible exclusion that might also occur.
Chen Yiwen felt some pity for Ding Shimei, whose shirt was wrapped around her knees, as if she was putting herself in a shell.
Her personality made her keep all this hidden, and she might never tell anyone about it, and Chen Yiwen was most likely the only person to witness this side of her.
I was trusted by her.
Chen Yiwen said, "Compared to these, what your uncle's children did to you is what makes people angry. Don't you ever think about coming back with revenge? Just give them a good look... Are they still like this now?
?”
Ding Shimei described the experiences she suffered at Shibo's house in a calm and relaxed manner, but when hearing this from Chen Yiwen, it was particularly harsh. There was an evil fire in her heart.
Ding Shimei was startled for a moment. She had never thought of such a thing as revenge, and of course her situation did not allow it. She shook her head, "After all, that was something in the past. They are not that excessive now..."
It's not that extreme now, which means that there may still be oppression against her, but most likely it's not the physical bullying that happened when she was a child. In fact, it is also conceivable that Ding Shimei's parents rely on that family, so they may inevitably be treated with cold words.
It's just that she has become accustomed to making sacrifices for her parents and the family behind her, and the tough emotional intelligence she has developed has learned to reduce the hard edges and corners that must be avoided in life.
"Then next time, if the other party still bullies you, I will help you." Chen Yiwen said.
Ding Shimei looked at him in shock, but after a moment she laughed, like the snow melting in spring, "Okay. Then you have to become stronger. I will also become stronger. Let's do it together."
Of course she wouldn't expect Chen Yiwen to really help her. Chen Yiwen didn't know what kind of person her uncle was, and who his eldest son and second daughter were now.
It's just that what she needs is not really this kind of help, but someone who can hear her talk and say such things because of her. Whether it is a whim or young and frivolous, that's all.
enough.
Her mood improved, and she was about to get up from the ground. She tried hard on her knees, but they were numb because she had been folding them for too long. As a result, she did not rely on the strength of her waist and abdomen to drive her legs to push her body up for the first time. She sat back on the grass again, still waiting.
When he changed his position and stood up, a hand was already stretched out.
The man's long and powerful fingers spread out and hung in front of her.
Ding Shimei actually had two choices at this time. She could actually turn around and put one hand on the ground to support her body. The second option was to grab that hand and let the boy opposite her drag her up.
In her past, it seems that she has never held hands with any boy. Oh, it seems that she has, when she was in elementary school. When she was in that small city, there was a large old house, and Shibo had a yard there. Once
During the summer vacation, Shibo's eldest son and second daughter abducted her into a strange alley, and then the two of them ran away. She walked for a long time without getting out of the maze-like alley. She was sad and crying all the way, and suddenly the third brother
He appeared, held her hand and led her out of the alley. At that time, she felt that his back was very reassuring.
What about the future? Never mind. Before junior high school, boys probably approached her just to bully her. After high school, boys didn’t dare to approach her. The only ones who had the courage to pursue her were cut off by her in advance.
.
Ding Shimei chose the second one, stretched out her hand, and was pulled by him. Then a force came from Chen Yiwen, and she was pulled up.
When she stood up, the two people's hands did not let go immediately, but held them for about seven or eight seconds.
In the end, they let go because of the conversation between the two parties.
What were they thinking during those seven or eight seconds?
Even though Chen Yiwen was holding her hand, Ding Shimei found that she did not let go immediately, nor did she have the intention to let go immediately.
Chen Yiwen probably had a richer experience. She felt that this hand was warm and cool. A comparison of the touch revealed that her palm was rough as a boy's, while her fingers were slender and slender, and her skin was much more delicate and smooth. I just touched it.
…
"Thank you for listening to me." Ding Shimei didn't look at him, but kept to herself.
Chen Yiwen didn't ask what was going on. Ding Shimei vented her emotions today and said, "I will keep it a secret for you."
Ding Shimei nodded and asked, "Can I come to play with you more often in the future?"
"Of course. You are very welcome." Chen Yiwen said.
"I'm back to school."
"I'll give you a ride."
Chen Yiwen sent Ding Shimei to the bus stop. He watched Ding Shimei say goodbye to him while looking at him on the bus and those waiting for the bus next to him. Then he walked onto the bus to Qingdao University and closed the door with a click. Through the glass window, Ding Shimei did not see her.
She waved to him again, but looked at him, nodded and smiled.
The lights of high-rise buildings, shopping malls, and office buildings are bright and brilliant at night. None of the lights in this city are lit for them, but the starlight from her eyes behind the glass window of the bus is like two people who have experienced today and
Only he can see the tacit understanding of expressing one's true feelings.
Chen Yiwen returned to the dormitory, looked at his hands, closed them and rubbed them, and sure enough, they were still rough...
I still have more to say...
Ding Shimei returned to Qingdao University and stayed in the dormitory for a while. Huang Li came in, looked at her, went to the bathroom to remove her makeup, came out and looked at her again, and finally couldn't help but said, "Sister Ding, you are looking at the palm prints."
? Do you have any new theories? Tell me about it and help me look at my palm..."
Huang Li sat over and stretched out her hand in front of her.
After a moment of daze, Ding Shimei said, "If you have a successful career, you will have no worries about food and clothing throughout your life. If you are popular and have many friends, you will find people you like and people who like you. As long as you work hard, your life will go smoothly."
Huang Li was overjoyed and tilted her head to look at her suspiciously, muttering, "Really or not... Why do I feel like you are absent-mindedly fooling me..."