Traveling through the famine years, the best old woman, I was gnawed into the richest man by my children and grandchildren Chapter 240 Reconciliation that lasted for more than 20 years
Chapter 240 Reconciliation that lasted for more than 20 years
The whole night after that, Li Er seemed to be a different person. He suddenly stopped chattering, and she was not used to it.
At night, Mrs. Xu fell asleep holding Lan Lan in her arms. Li Er suddenly sat up and looked at Mr. Xu and his wife and let out a deep breath.
"Come on, let's go to the door and talk for a while."
Lin Tao got up and went out, lighting the fire at the door.
Li Er tiptoed out and sat next to her.
"Are you worried?" She didn't go around too much and went straight to the topic.
"Mom! My son was so unfilial before, why didn't you beat me to death?"
Lin Tao raised her eyebrows and looked at Li Er, the boy's eyes were filled with fire.
"My son still remembers that you sold your son on the way to Gongjiazhai when he was a child, but then you came back and ransomed me! To this day I still can't understand why you sold me all these years if you don't love me.
Just follow me. Why?"
Li Er sniffed and said: "The third child said that there is no mother in the world who doesn't love her children, you just don't say it! Otherwise, maybe except for the fourth child, our three brothers would have died long ago. We sold them
sold."
"But all these years, you have only had the fourth child for food. It's like we are not your sons. I felt uncomfortable, so when the fourth child got married, I deliberately snatched the fourth child's wife. I thought to myself
, It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me, it’s okay if you hate me! At least I feel that I have existed in your heart!”
"Over the years, my son has done a lot of evil things, for no other reason! I just thought, if you don't look at me seriously, you can just beat me! But today, after listening to Xiao Lizi's words, I suddenly understood.
"
"You love us! You love me! Your heart is full of this family and our unfilial sons!" As he said this, Li Er slapped him in the face.
"What have I done all these years? I am angry with you, blame you, anger you, but completely ignore the hard work and hardship you have put in for us and this family! I, I am so inhumane!"
Is this the twenty-year-long reconciliation between a mother who doesn’t know how to express her love and a child who expects to be loved?
Unfortunately, it seems a little late.
But she still put her arms around the boy's shoulders, put her hands on his head and rubbed him.
"You have grown up! Although it has taken more than twenty years, it is rare that you have finally become sensible and grown up! In this world, the easiest thing to say is love, and the hardest thing to do is also love."
"What is love? It seems like a simple word, but it is a lifelong responsibility and a lifetime of dedication. I never mention it. It's not that I don't love you, but I feel that I haven't done a good enough job."
Li Er burst out crying, shrank into her arms, and wrapped his hands tightly around her waist.
It was as if she would disappear as soon as he let go.
Listening to Li Er's cries of grievance and self-blame accumulated for many years, Lin Tao looked up at the sky.
Based on the memory left by the original owner, she knew that the original owner was also entangled in conflicts because of this.
The child came out of her belly, so how could it not have any emotions?
But the original owner also felt stressed because of this. Life was like a wheel, running over her and crushing her to pieces.
After finally getting over it, the broken bones have grown back, and I thought good times were coming. Unexpectedly, the wheels turned back and crushed you to pieces again.
So the original owner sometimes thought that the crying in life might come from the children!
Without them, she might not have lived so hard and tired.
The food for five people in one meal was enough for her to eat twice.
If she doesn't have children, no matter how well she is dressed or housed, at least she won't be hungry.
That's why, like most people, she sold Li Er when she couldn't survive.
Children! If you want as many as you want in the future, just have them!
But when the original owner thought about it, it was her baby! The baby lived in her belly for ten months and went through hell before being born!
From crying to being able to sit and walk, she managed it day by day!
If she didn't love him, could she really survive the helpless confinement in one breath? Survive the torture of not sleeping for two full years? Survive the years of bending over to help him learn to walk?
How could she not love them?
Because these hardships can only be experienced by mothers.
Some people may ask, don’t you still have a father?
father?
In her last life, those fathers thought it was very hard for him to earn money to support the family, which was great!
Just keep saying that, why don't you just take care of the baby at home! Are you so tired?
Are you that tired?
Yes! And it’s more tiring than you think!
Can you hold your baby and go up to a large size? Anyone who is a mother should be able to do it! Can’t you unbutton your pants with one hand? For a mother, it’s impossible! It’s completely impossible!
Can you get up every two hours in the middle of the night and live a normal life during the day?
As long as you become a mother, you can do it!
Can you be watched twenty-four hours a day, even when you go to the toilet or take a shower without closing the door, and be watched by another pair of eyes?
It’s okay to be a mom!
Can you live without social interaction for three years, except for shopping for groceries and cooking, taking care of the children, doing laundry, and piling up shit and urine?
It’s okay to be a mom!
Can you wipe someone else's butt and flush the toilet while you are eating?
Haha, I guess I can only do it if I become a mother!
Can you pick up poop floating in the water with your hands?
This is really only possible for mothers!
We all have the same head on the same shoulders, and we are all human beings.
Why do you feel disgusted or even disgusted, but all mothers have done the same?
It's very simple, it's because of love!
I love that little thing that comes out of the belly and only cries when it eats and sleeps.
Love that little guy who makes so much noise that you can't sleep, but you can't bear to scold or even beat him.
I love that little nuisance who puts his hand into your rice bowl.
Love that little naughty little kid who used your cosmetics as mud.
If you don't have love, try it!
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That night, Lin Tao suffered from insomnia. In the middle of the night, she heard Li Er talking in his sleep and calling his mother, which made her raise her lips.
Thinking back to every day she spent here, if she had the chance to travel back in time, she would also like to have a child.
Hearing her call her mother for the first time.
Accompany her every time she crawls, walks, and runs.
Watching her sleeping next to her, growing up day by day.
Thinking of this, Lin Tao sat up in excitement.
It’s over! Her belief in being unmarried and infertile has actually been shaken!
Could it be said that this is the reason why she traveled through time into the body of the original owner?
…
The next day, Li Er's face glowed red, and Mrs. Xu didn't understand why.
Lin Tao, on the other hand, didn't sleep all night, her face was blue and black, and her eyes were bloodshot.
Xiao Lizi came again carrying porridge and firewood: "Auntie, our shopkeeper said that he will accompany you to the county government office to register in a moment."
After Xiao Lizi left, Lin Tao lost her appetite.
I drank a few mouthfuls of porridge, asked the second child and his family to clean up the house, and then went out.
Mrs. Xu was a little worried.
"His father and mother won't leave us in this house, right?"
Li Er laughed while cleaning up the snow.
"What a joke! That's impossible!"
"If no one lives there, then why do you want me to clean up the yard?"
Li Ershou kept talking: "My mother said, just do it! If we really want to live in it, then our whole family will move into this house!"
It's still too late, he must be filial to his mother in the days to come!