What was happy was that Shi Sun Rui clearly stated that the emperor had no possibility of treating him like Yuan Shao. He didn't have to worry about being ruined and losing his reputation like Yuan Shao.
What he is worried about is that he also needs to reflect, not as an individual, but as a member of the literati.
As one of the eight heroes and a royal family, he was definitely not an ordinary scholar-official, but a very representative scholar-official. If he could reflect on the gains and losses of scholar-official, it would have an immeasurable impact.
How to reflect on it has become a problem he must consider.
Shi Sun Rui couldn't give him an answer, and no one else could help him, so he could only do it himself.
If the emperor does not complete this task, the emperor will not forgive him.
Liu Biao had a headache.
Just as Liu Biao racked his brains and thought about how to reflect, Yuan Shao set off and left Luoyang.
He was unable to meet the emperor in the end.
Shi Sun Rui and Liu Biao did not go to see him off.
Shi Sun Rui sent someone to send Yuan Tan a letter, asking Yuan Tan to send Yuan Shao back to his hometown first. If Yuan Shao's health improves, Yuan Tan will rush back to Luoyang and become a general in his army. If Yuan Shao unfortunately dies, then only
If you can wait, at least you have to wait until Yuan Shao is buried.
But Yuan Tan doesn't have to worry. Even in three years, he can give Yuan Tan a chance.
Yuan Tan breathed a sigh of relief after receiving the letter from Shi Sun Rui.
With Shi Sun Rui's promise, his future finally had hope.
After discussing with Xun Chen and Guo Tu, in order to ensure that everything is foolproof, Guo Tu decided to send Yuan Shao back to his hometown with Yuan Tan. Xun Chen and Feng Ji did not have to go, and stayed under Shi Sun Rui's command, which was also considered as Yuan Tan.
Make preparations.
Of course, if Yuan Shao can get better, it would be the best.
Shortly after leaving Ping Leguan, Yuan Shao, who had been lying in the car, suddenly woke up, called Yuan Tan to the side of the car, and asked him where he was going.
Yuan Tan hesitated and dared not answer.
Guo Tu waved his hand and signaled Yuan Tan to walk away. He whispered: "Lord, let's go back to Ruyang."
"Return to Ruyang?" Yuan Shao was silent for a moment and smiled bitterly: "Can the fierce ghost agree?"
"With Mrs. Yuan coming forward, there must be no problem." Guo Tu said.
So far, he has not told Yuan Shao about the apology. Yuan Shao should have guessed something, but it is impossible to guess what was written in the apology.
Both sides maintained a tacit understanding, not talking about one and not asking about the other.
Yuan Shao was silent for a long time and said softly: "Go to the old house, I want to see it."
Guo Tu was stunned for a moment before reacting. "Is it the old house in Luoyang City?"
Yuan Shao nodded and closed his eyes.
Guo Tu blinked, pulled up the curtain, turned around and discussed with Yuan Tan.
Yuan Tan frowned, wondering why Yuan Shao had to go to the old house in Luoyang City to take a look. As early as when Dong Zhuo moved the capital, the old house in Luoyang was burned. There was only a broken wall at present. What's so good about it?
Considering that Yuan Shao was dying, he probably wouldn't have the chance to come to Luoyang again after returning to Ruyang this time, Yuan Tan finally agreed.
The carriage changed direction and entered Luoyang City.
It was deserted and there were almost no figures. However, foxes and rats appeared on the walls and even on the roads that were blackened by fire, looking at Yuan Tan and his party in a big way.
Yuan Tan came from the grief.
He remembered the prosperity of Luoyang when he was a child, and the pleasure of riding the streets with Yuan Shu. When he grew up, he was full of guests. Now everything has become a phantom, leaving only the ruins in front of him.
Whose sin is this?
No matter who was guilty of the past, after having that apology, Yuan Shao became one of the sinners.
The fire burned Luoyang City earlier than Dong Zhuo, and it burned the palace.
The carriage passed through half of Luoyang City and stopped in front of the old house of Yuan.
As one of the three masters of the four generations, Yuan's house in Luoyang is astonishing as it is, and its luxury was once not as good as the imperial palace. Now all this has been gone, and even the Zhu Zi gate has been removed, leaving only the only one left.
The door frame with black holes.
The three signs in front of the door are still there, but they are incomplete.
The three-out of the emperor was originally used by the emperor, but in the late years of Xiaoling, he was confused by the eunuch party, and the government was in chaos, and there were countless cases of overcoming the system. Although he knew that Yuan had overcoming the system, no one reported it.
In fact, when it comes to violating etiquette and law, the scholar-officials and the eunuch party coincided with each other, let alone the Yuan family who had originally crossed the aristocratic family and the eunuch party, they were naturally even more fearless.
Because of this, there was a debate within the Yuan family. Yuan Hong, the grandson of Yuan He, felt that doing so would violate the virtues of his ancestors, and he would definitely be ruined and refused to come to the door, so as not to be affected.
The car window opened, Yuan Shao sat up in the car, looking at the ruined old house in front of him, his expression was muddy, only two lines of turbid tears poured out, wetting his clothes.
Yuan Tan and Guo Tu stood beside each other, feeling depressed.
The doctor invited was a little nervous and grabbed the medicine box hanging around his waist, ready for first aid at any time.
But Yuan Shao had no reaction, neither excited nor sad, just watched hunchedly.
Just as Yuan Tan was about to close the window and set off again, a crow scream suddenly came from above his head.
Yuan Shao, who was like a puppet, suddenly lived, reached out and pushed Yuan Tan away, and poked out half of his body.
Yuan Tan was also stunned, looked up and found the crow for a long time.
The crows were standing on the quid, but the quid was soaked in black by the fire. The crows were also black, and they didn't even see it.
Under their gaze, the crow screamed twice, spread its wings and flew away, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.
Yuan Shao twisted his neck, looked at the direction of the crow's news, squinted his eyes slightly, and a trace of nostalgia appeared in his eyes.
"Public Ze, is this Guo Youdao coming to see me?"
Guo Tu looked back at Yuan Shao and said perfunctorily: "It should be like this." He thought for a while and said: "Is it the intention of being with the light?"
"With the light and the dust?" Yuan Tan looked at Guo Tu in confusion.
What does Guo Tu mean when he said this?
Guo Tu blinked without explanation, but said to Yuan Shao excitedly: "Lord, this must be Guo Youdao. He once said that Zhan Wu Yuanzhang, who is the house? Now he is here to give you it again, which shows that he still looks forward to it as always.
You are here to show signs that will make you patient for a while.”
Yuan Shao's eyes flashed and he didn't say a word.
But Guo Tu said again: "My lord, take good care of yourself and see the world, there may be a turning point."
Yuan Shao blinked and smiled. "Mr., when things have come to this point, you are still comforting me. Thank you so much for your hard work."
As he said, he returned to the car, lay down again, closed his eyes, but his breath became much more stable.
Guo Tu closed the car window, gave Yuan Tan a wink, walked to the side, and whispered: "Take good care of it, if he can live for an extra year or two, it will be great."
Yuan Tan understood it and nodded repeatedly.
Even if it is a lie, as long as Yuan Shao can arouse hope, it will be good to persevere for a while.
The Battle of Jizhou is the best opportunity, and it would be a pity to miss it.
As long as Yuan Shao can live, he can return to Luoyang, join Shi Sun Rui, participate in the war, accumulate military merits, overcome the seemingly difficult threshold, but must be crossed, and become a general of the court, rather than suffering any more.