What's more, there are too many things mixed between them, two children, the bad past five years ago, deception, lies...
And the secret hidden by Xiao Lingyue herself.
None of this can be fully confessed, at least not yet.
Xiao Lingyue refused to speak.
Zhan Beihan didn't want to admit it either.
It seems that whoever opens the mouth first will give more feelings, and it is like losing...
In the final analysis.
Still not trusting enough.
Xiao Lingyue felt a little chill in her heart. She raised her head and looked at Zhan Beihan quietly: "I really don't want you to die."
Surprise flashed in Zhan Beihan's eyes, as if he didn't expect her to admit it.
But before he could react.
She added: "Just like you tried your best to save me in Hulang Mountain and didn't want me to die."
Zhan Beihan: "..."
Xiao Lingyue looked at him: "We are all the same."
Whatever I think about you, you will think the same about me.
so.
You didn't win, and I didn't lose either.
Still a draw.
Zhan Beihan understood what she meant in an instant and almost laughed angrily.
"Is it so difficult for you to admit it? What are you worried about?"
Xiao Lingyue said lightly: "Aren't I worried about the same things as you? Why don't you want to admit it? That's why I am, it's as simple as that."
It was impossible for her to be the first to confess her feelings and let Zhan Beihan take advantage of her.
Think about it five years ago, why did she try to escape from him?
Because she is not "Miss Xiao", she is Wei Shaorong, the enemy Zhan Beihan wanted to kill more than once.
How dare she admit it?
Emotions are a woman's biggest weakness. Once emotions are involved, no matter how hard-hearted you are, there will inevitably be flaws.
And once there is a flaw, Zhan Beihan will find out the clues sooner or later.
How will she explain it then?
Wei Shaorong is definitely from Nanyan, and he is also the major general of Nanyan.
Her hands were stained with the blood of Northern Qin.
Zhan Beihan has always guarded his shortcomings. Given his position, how would he feel if one day he found out that he had two children with his enemy and even wanted to keep her by his side?
The human heart often cannot stand the test.
Xiao Lingyue did not dare to let Zhan Beihan know that the biological mother of his two sons was actually an enemy who had been against him.
She was afraid that she would bring down Hanhan and Beibei, and that they would be rejected by their biological father.
Unless she can hide it for the rest of her life, there is no impermeable wall in the world.
Does Zhan Beihan really have no doubts about her current identity?
She didn't believe it.
Therefore, she can't even say it.
Once he admits his feelings, is it possible for Zhan Beihan to let her go?
He will only invade her more wantonly and control her more powerfully. He cannot tolerate any concealment or deception from her, and cannot even trust him wholeheartedly.
The only possibility is that Zhan Beihan truly fell in love with her. There was deep affection and trust between the two, which was enough to resolve his hatred and resentment towards her former identity. Only then did Xiao Lingyue have the courage to fully confess.
But is this possible?
Zhan Beihan is not a man who is easily tempted.
What's more, there is a lack of trust between them. Zhan Beihan is always suspicious of her, and she cannot fully confess. This is a vicious cycle.
Xiao Lingyue has long seen the gap between her and Zhan Beihan.
It was a fruitless thing from the beginning, so why bother to say it out and expose your weakness in vain?