"I thought about it carefully. If it were me, I would probably be unhappy because you brought up that past that I have no memory of and even feel I had no part in. Are you feeling lost?"
"You're not wrong, it's my problem. You don't need to apologize to me, not now or in the future."
"But if you are unhappy, then it must be my problem. Now that I know it, I won't mention it in the future, okay?"
The more Hua Yanxi behaves like this, the more uncomfortable Ye Yibai feels.
Ye Yibai's eyes were full of hidden ambiguity. He put his hand on the arm around his neck and had an idea that he wanted to express: "Yanyan, do you like me before or now?"
When Hua Yanxi heard this, her face showed such an expression.
This guy is getting into trouble again.
"Aren't you the same person you were before and you are you now? You were silly and innocent before, and you are smart and obedient now. I like them both."
Ye Yibai was not very happy when he heard this, and even felt a little panicked in his heart: "But what if the way you like it now is because of me?"
Hua Yanxi was stunned, loosened her arms, and turned to look at him, trying to see clearly what he meant.
Ye Yibai closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were filled with evil spirits, and he pursed his lips and said: "You don't know the real me at all. You would rather call me smart than cunning, and you would call me obedient, but...
That's just what I'm pretending to do to please you. I'm not kind or generous. I'm even selfish and murderous. I think everyone deserves to die! I can't wait to destroy everything!"
"Xiao Bai?" Hua Yanxi was completely stunned. Ye Yibai looked particularly strange at this moment.
What was on his handsome face was not a smile, but a look of madness, even a bit ferocious.
Ye Yibai gritted his teeth: "Do you still remember that you asked me how I should retaliate when the fourth and sixth children once bullied me? I told you that I didn't care. They didn't take advantage. They were just clowns in my eyes.
Actually no, I want them to live a life worse than death. I want to cut off their hands and feet, dig out their eyes, soak them in a jar and make them suffer every day. And those who have harmed me, a
Don’t even think about it.”
"In fact, I am not grateful to the people who have helped me. I even have resentment. If you can't completely save me, why don't you just keep me in the dark? I don't care about the so-called warmth at all.
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"I told you that it's true that I want you to do what you like, but I don't like you hanging around others at all. You can only watch me and accompany me, and you can't be nice to others."
Hua Yanxi never expected that the hatred hidden in Ye Yibai's heart would be so strong. She had not even noticed it before.
It turns out that he has never forgotten the memories of the past, and the pain has not been forgotten, so how can he let go of the hatred.
What she didn't even know was that what Ye Yibai said was not the imagination hidden in her heart.
He really did this in his last life, and those who harmed him did not end well.
There is no forgiveness in his world, only killing.
Ye Yibai looked at her with eyes that were dazzling. He stretched out his hand and held Hua Yanxi's hand. His eyes were full of longing and fear: "Will you still like me like this?"
"Xiaobai, you..."
Ye Yibai wanted to hear the answer, but the moment Hua Yanxi called out his name, he regretted it again.
Ye Yibai interrupted Hua Yanxi: "Yanyan, I know my thoughts are wrong, I will control it, I will not do those things, I will stay by your side and will not hurt anyone,