Jeanna's heart moved and she said: [Old man? Are you back?]
The thin old man with white hair appeared in front of him: [Hmm.]
[I feel like you are not in a good mood.]
[It’s not some martial arts with unique design ideas...] Zhu Xiangshan sat next to Jeanne. From the physical sense, it seemed that they were working side by side: [When I was young... in what year? It was very early. Very early.
I just met that guy. He was a good guy...probably not anymore.】
[His Royal Highness King Zhengtian.] Jeanne laughed out loud.
【Laughing fart.】
【No.】 Jeanne continued to laugh very impolitely.
Zhu Xiangshan shook his head: [You really deserve a beating now - I almost believe you are my biological child.]
[From an ethical and biological perspective, you are now my biological child.]
Zuo Xiangshan was a little surprised: [Is this also my influence? I was tired of this kind of "taking advantage of the opportunity to advance in seniority" joke when I was young. 】
[I don’t know either.] Jeanne shook her head: [I just feel...very strange.]
【Very strange?】
[I don’t know, I have never experienced this kind of emotion...]
Jeanne looked above. It was pitch black and nothing could be seen. A sense of emptiness and closure coexisted in this darkness.
Jeanne changed the topic: [Old man, how did you do it then? 】
【Huh? Which one do you mean?】
[Manipulate my prosthetic body to block the magnetic link weapon.] Jeanna said: [Even if I allow it, you can't do it to that extent. Then, what I saw at that time... that... those... that was you
memory, right?]
The tumor was caused by mutations in lower functional areas such as Jeanne's basal ganglia and part of the limbic system, and slightly invaded the higher cortex during the process of deterioration. Just as people are easily controlled by instincts and emotions, Jeanne never paid attention to it.
There are many things Xiangshan can do in this place.
However, although Jeanne's consciousness does not have a high "operation priority", it still occupies a high authority. Moreover, the first generation of brain-computer interface is directly connected to the high-level cortex.
Zhu Xiangshan controls Jeanna's prosthetic body, causing Jeanna's consciousness to be a huge disturbance.
No matter how calm Jeanne was, she could not eliminate this interference.
[Ah, this...] Zuo Xiangshan paused, seeming to be a little hesitant. But he still said: [I adjusted my mental state to make myself closer to your spirit.]
[How did you do it?] Jeanne was very surprised.
[Nothing.] Zuo Xiangshan has no complacent emotions. [You are already accustomed to the "helpless" mentality. So I forced the program to recall the memory of the most helpless moment in my life, and let me enter a mentality similar to yours.
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Jeanne said: [So that is...]
[I am fighting in space and heard that a huge biochemical disaster has occurred on the earth. I pray that my brothers can find a way and hope that I can drive the thieves out of the earth's gravitational circle as soon as possible so that I can deal with this matter with peace of mind. Wait until I go back
When the time came, nothing was gone.] The tumor raised its head towards the mountain and said in a calm tone: [But at that time, there were no microorganisms that could decompose the corpses of the baseline humans. So the corpses of the instigators were still there, none of them rotten. I was right there with them.
In the laboratory that destroyed the world, I sat in front of their corpses for two days and two nights, until they came to the launch base to find me and said that the rocket to take me back to space was ready. I couldn't figure it out. Why did they
Do you want to do such a thing? Although my memory is very blurry, I must have had a lot of vicious thoughts in my mind at that time...]
【Big infection? But it wasn’t your fault.】
[I wish it had never happened, but I can't do anything about it.] Xiang Shandao: [The core is actually "powerlessness" and "helplessness". The same was true for my mother's funeral. At that time, if I poured resources into Homo sapiens In terms of cryonics, there is a slight possibility of prolonging the lives of a few elderly people, and there may be a few of them who are related to me. But if I maintain my previous style and invest all the resources of society into " The great cause of "humanization of human beings" has a high probability of benefiting more people. It would be a great merit to be early... In fact, I didn't want to choose at all. For a moment, I even expected to have an authority to order me. Choose this side or choose that side.]
Jeanne was stunned: [Huh?]
She really, never thought...
The Martial Ancestor Xiangshan who is praised by the world, that great man who re-opened a world on top of the natural world, could actually...also...
The authoritative person who once symbolized the top of the world, and the god of thugs who symbolized resistance, actually had moments when he longed to obey others?
[Also, a little earlier... a friend of mine, a very powerful person, and a good person. In order to prevent a racial vendetta, he died in a place that had nothing to do with him. And then... tsk, I It was then that I realized that he also had such an abnormal side. He actually remembered the matter of body donation at that moment. Among the humans who stayed in the cesspit area at that time, he was definitely one of the people who should not die the most. 1. But he is dead. I can't do anything about it... It is obviously right in front of me. My new era. If I wait a few more years, the attack that kills him will be difficult to kill...]
【That's it...】
[I forcibly evoked these memories, and then took over your spirit. We are in sync. It’s that simple.]
Jeanne felt dumbfounded: [So I am such a coward...]
[You are not cowardly, but you are too accustomed to despair and helplessness.] Xiang Shan said: [When you first started, the education you received was that the Father of All Opportunities is supreme, King Agni is the most powerful in the world, and civilization and protection represent everything. Suddenly. One day, this power that represents "everything in the world" betrays you. But to you, knights are thugs and enemies. You are not sure whether they are reliable - the war gods of all ages may be the product of conspiracy, and the world they opened up is really Is the sky clear? I am a disease that may take away your life at any time. If others know your situation, they may arrest you to promote some evil plan. The whole world is not your help.】
[For more than ten years, we have been running away. From one place to another. In your eyes, all our successes are "successful escapes". We are just struggling. The girl named Asga, in her heart You have been reliving the day when your partner died, unable to escape. But in your heart, you feel that since you coexist with me, encountering these things is natural and normal.】
Speaking of this, Zhu Xiangshan paused for a rare moment: [Well, to put it this way, I'm actually quite an asshole. We obviously share a considerable part of the neuron network that produces emotions, but it took me such a long time to understand this. .I lack the understanding to detect other people's inner feelings - from this perspective, I am an unfit companion, Jeanne.]