Chapter 43 How bumpy is the road to being a scholar
Cai Gen somewhat understood what Tian Lingling said and asked
"Xiaotian, did you commit suicide because you were afraid of spending money at home?"
Obviously Cai Gen guessed wrong, Tian Lingling shook her head,
"I know it's not easy for my parents. I work hard and my academic performance has been improving. I don't want my parents to spend money in vain.
I also naively thought that if I go to college in the future, I can return the money to my parents.
In the first half of my freshman year, I ranked among the top 500. In the first half of my sophomore year, I ranked among the top 100. In the first half of my senior year, I ranked first in all high schools.
I thought this would be good and my mother would be relaxed, but I was wrong."
If he ranks first in the entire grade group of the city's high school, he should have no worries about going to a national key university. Isn't this couple's wish just for their child to have a future? This child is already very promising, so what else is there to be dissatisfied with?
"My mother kept talking about how much debt she had to pay for me to go to school every day. How would I live? It would be a lot of money to support me in college in the future. Then she scolded my father endlessly, saying that he was incompetent and a loser.
, incompetent, useless, like a curse, has been swirling in my ears.
Dad has worked very hard. He has been working in the mines and has no other skills. He can only deliver food.
In order to take more orders every day, I go out at six o'clock in the morning while my father goes out. At twelve o'clock in the evening, I come back and my father comes back.
He spent 18 hours a day eating and sleeping outside. In this winter, my father's face was covered with frostbite, but he never complained. No matter what his mother said about him, he would never refute."
Cai Gen knows how hard it is to deliver food. After he laid off his employees one after another, Cai Gen does the same job every day, including the front office, kitchen, and takeout.
The worse the weather, the more work there is and the harder it is to deliver. The customer's face is the least difficult. Those who are riders will be fined. A few minutes late or a bad review will result in a fine of one to two hundred, one day.
White dry.
Cai Gen heard what the little girl said and combined with Xie An's job introduction yesterday, she felt that there were many more miserable families than this one. She didn't think this was the reason why the little girl committed suicide. She was still too fragile inside. She was born to be a human being.
Cherish, how many lonely souls in the underworld do not dare to go to the wheel of life, and spend hundreds of years not daring to reincarnate.
"Suddenly one day, my father came back very late, his face was covered with wounds, and he bought a roast chicken. It was not a cheap one, but a very expensive one, which cost more than 70 yuan. My mother became angry when she saw it.
Is it too late to buy such expensive roast chicken? I was about to quarrel with my father when my father took out a pile of money and handed it to my mother. He said that he was hit by a car today and he was compensated 2,000 yuan. He did not go to the hospital.
I went straight to buy roast chicken and said it was the most delicious roast chicken and I wanted my wife and daughter to try it."
Well, that roast chicken is really delicious, 38 yuan per pound, more than 70 for a chicken, cooked with secret spices, the chicken skin is crispy, the chicken is very tasty and chewy, especially the chicken head and chicken feet, Cai Gen once
A pair of chicken feet and three bottles of beer. Thinking about it now, Cai Gen was greedy, and he didn't want to buy it for a long time.
"Later, my father often came home with injuries, and he often bought that roast chicken to eat. My mother rarely complained about my father anymore."
Speaking of this, Tian Lingling showed a disgusted expression, as if those roast chickens were disgusting, and it seemed that saying such a thing made her disgusted.
"I didn't perform well in this exam. I dropped from first place to third place. My mother broke down again and started telling me how much money my family spent on supporting me. I'm so unmotivated and my academic performance has dropped. I'm sorry.
Dad, I'm sorry, Mom. She has suffered a lot. When will these days be over?
This is a trivial matter. My mother always said that I didn’t take it too seriously. I didn’t perform well this time. I just need to take the test well next time. I am also 17 years old and I have a certain tolerance in my heart. But this matter
Just the beginning.
We have a male classmate whose family is very rich. He writes love letters to me all the time. I have rejected him many times, but he is still shameless. Then, when the love letters were passed around the class, the teacher discovered them and took me away.
Both my mother and the mother of the male classmate were called to the school and began to attack us indiscriminately, saying that we had brought bad morals and that the college entrance examination was about to take place and that we should be disciplined strictly.
That day, my mother was like crazy. She started yelling at me in the corridor of the school, venting all the grievances, pressures and burdens she had felt over the years. I was a sinner.
I'm sorry for my parents, I'm very sad.
If it wasn't for that sentence, why didn't he write a love letter to others?
It's not because of that sentence, I raised you in vain, you are a white-eyed wolf.
Is it because it is so difficult to live well?
I am only 17 years old, I am only 17 years old. In the 17 years I have been alive, I have never been truly happy for a single day. Since I was 6 years old, I have been studying hard, making up lessons, studying, making up lessons, studying. I am bored to death, and I have lived enough.
But I didn’t think about dying. Just hold on. After the college entrance examination, it’s good to go to college and then go to work. I want to return all my mother’s money to them. I want them to live a good life. I will definitely work hard.
Yes, I think I am destined not to be mediocre in this life."
Looking at the perseverance in Tian Lingling's eyes, she revealed the aura of a domineering academic, which deeply affected Cai Gen who was sitting here. It seemed that he had seen the little girl get into a good university, find a good job, and dominate the workplace.
It’s like reaching the pinnacle of life, returning home in fine clothes, facing the proud eyes of your parents, and wandering in deep happiness.
As she jumped, that happiness was no longer possible, everything had settled, and the little girl's determined eyes became cold, so cold that it seemed as if the temperature of the room had dropped a lot.
Cai Gen was surprised, is Lingdu so emotional? By the way, that male classmate must have been to Wang Si today. Seeing that this girl has very clear logical thinking and is very good at withstanding stress, what will happen to this little brat?
What did you do? Let such a young girl commit suicide?
“What breaks a camel’s back is often a straw, but what breaks a camel’s back is indeed a big tree. I am not as strong as a camel.
That male classmate was beaten very hard by his father when he came home. He always looked at me bitterly when he returned to school, and then told his classmates that my father was a cheater, and that I relied on my father to go to school.
The money he earned from touching porcelain said that his uncle was touched by porcelain by my father."
Could it be that because her parents had done something disgraceful, the little girl felt that her dignity had been hit, so she committed suicide because she resented her parents?
Cai Gen was very confused at this time. If she really committed suicide to take revenge on her parents, then her life was really worthless as she thought, and she would be dead if she died.