Zeng Tiejun's words sounded like thunder in Cai Gen's ears.
It seems that Zeng Tiejun is not telling lies, although Cai Gen subjectively did not do or think that way.
However, the past few experiences of absorbing despair have been really enjoyable.
He said he didn't want it, but his body was very honest, and he really seemed to crave that desperate emotion.
Could it be that you really did it yourself?
Or is it the work of the god of suffering?
This speculation made Cai Genlei completely confused. Could he be a devil?
Torturing people just to enjoy that kind of despair?
Even though it was unconscious, did you really do that?
Cai Gen quickly got rid of his self-blame and calmed down. He had to calm down.
"Brother, tell me clearly, why did I enjoy it? Why didn't I let you die?"
Zeng Tiejun didn't seem to be able to explain clearly. He smoked a whole cigarette before he could sort out his thoughts.
“I don’t know exactly how it is implemented.
It was a feeling that you came and shared my despair.
Just like my despair is a seed, we work together to let it grow wildly, and then draw strength from despair.
Finally, my despair reached a level where I could no longer grow. You felt that it was of no value and left, and I died."
Cai Gen knew the feeling of absorbing despair. He was sure that he was definitely not very comfortable or enjoying the night when the old man selling bean buns came.
It was completely different from the feeling I had at Naiman Bridge and Dichi.
If we follow Zeng Tiejun’s seeds of despair.
That is, for the first time, the seeds of despair came from him.
In the future absorption, development, growth and expansion, did your own subjective consciousness participate?
So what is the role of the old man selling bean buns?
"Brother, can you make it clear that we absorbed it together?
Is the old man in black also involved?"
Zeng Tiejun was very sure about this and rejected it directly.
"That's not true, he has been watching from the side.
It's like a deliveryman, delivering you here and sending you away again.
If you don’t participate, you just watch us cultivate despair together, absorb despair, and don’t dare to be contaminated at all.”
Delivery?
This description was so good that Cai Gen finally seemed to have found a breakthrough.
As for my life experience, I am quite confused. Things just happened like that. I don’t know why, and I never have a reasonable explanation.
Now combined with Zeng Tiejun's statement, Cai Gen formed a vague concept in his head.
It's like the truth of the matter is right in front of you, only a layer of window paper is missing.
On the contrary, it was this layer of window paper that blocked Cai Gen's prying thoughts, making it difficult to see what was going on inside.
Cai Gen felt that his brain was running out, so he smiled at Zeng Tiejun sheepishly.
"Brother, please wait a moment. I have something small and need to ask someone else."
Zeng Tiejun seemed to have also fallen into memories, memories that cultivated despair and absorbed despair, and ignored Cai Gen.
Cai Gen ignored the numbness of his legs and crawled to the auditorium, looking at the audience squatting in a circle.
"I don't have enough brain power. I can't understand many things. Can you help me explain it? What's the whole story?"
Cai Gen was afraid that they didn't understand what they just heard, so he quickly told Xie An'an and the old man who sold bean buns to death.
Now combined with what Zeng Tiejun said, the amount of information obtained is very large. It really requires many people who are more knowledgeable than Cai Gen to brainstorm together.
Several seemingly unrelated things are definitely connected, Cai Gen firmly believes.
Xiao Sun came earlier, knew everything in detail, and was the first to express his thoughts.
"Third uncle, the cause of that incident is that Xie An used you to raise meat as a substitute, and then asked the old man selling bean buns to scare you."
Cai Gen nodded quickly.
"Yes, the abnormal things started from that day. This is the beginning."
Zhen Shuiyin refined Xiao Sun's idea and analyzed it more specifically.
"The specific trigger is that the old man selling bean buns and Brother Cai had physical contact, and then they were transported to Zeng Tiejun's body, and they felt despair together."
By the way, this is the specific trigger. Everything started when the old man scratched his neck with his hand, and things started to go abnormal.
Xiaotmall is good at these aspects of souls and has given professional judgments.
"Generally, the dead belong to the Yin body, and the perception of the Yin body is many times stronger than that of the living.
Is it because of the physical contact that the owner's induction is more sensitive and has a wider range?"
This analysis is so reasonable. Cai Gen feels very lucky. It is good to have a few cobblers around him.
If he were to think about it on his own, he would never be able to figure it out.
"What Xiaotian said is very reasonable, so what's next?"
The three cobblers were silent at the same time, as if something was missing, making it impossible to explain the matter satisfactorily.
Cai Gen was furious, why was he still stuck?
At the critical moment, the chain was lost. I really regretted not giving them more walnuts. What's the use of saving money?
Suddenly, a large group of people appeared in the peripheral vision. They had been listening there, saying nothing, and even scribbling something on the ground with their fingers.
Isn't this a stone fire bead?
Isn't he a researcher?
Could it be that he is that Zhuge Liang?
Why don't you say anything?
Do you consider yourself an outsider?
Or is it that he is afraid that Cai Gen will treat him as an outsider? This topic is too secretive and he dare not participate?
"Brother Shi, what do you think? It's your turn to speak, and we are not outsiders."
Cai Gen was furious now and urged Shi Huozhu.
Shi Huozhu kept listening and did not interrupt.
Based on many years of research habits, he pays more attention to the logical cycle of things. There is no closed speculation, it is just speculation without any practical significance.
Since Cai Gen said that he did not regard himself as an outsider, he was giving himself face. This must be continued, and then he must show the attitude of not treating himself as an outsider.
Still didn't speak, but looked at the three unconscious kings beside him. The meaning in his eyes was obvious, we are not outsiders, but there are outsiders present.
Xiao Sun and others understood at the same time, and like dragging a dog to death, they loaded the bodies of the three kings into their travel trailer and closed the door.
It's fine this time, there are no outsiders, so I can say it with confidence.
Cai Gen also gave Shi Huozhu a thumbs up for his caution. He was worthy of having fought with the Heavenly Society for many years, and had rich experience and thoughtful thinking.
Although there were no outsiders, Shi Huozhu lowered his voice in order to match the seriousness of the matter.
"Brother Cai, after what you said, I think there is one who may be more reliable.
The awakening of the God of Suffering is very rare. This does not mean that there is no God of Suffering. The God of Suffering has always been in the human world. There is no doubt about this.
The reason why there is no awakening may be that the conditions for awakening are relatively harsh, so it is difficult to encounter.
If the energy of despair is a prerequisite, then the reincarnations of the suffering gods have not encountered suitable triggering opportunities, so they have not awakened."
Cai Gen liked this angle of analyzing the problem from the root cause. It was more logical and he listened more carefully.