This feeling should be called a sense of belonging.
After many years, after experiencing all the betrayals, traveling through mountains and rivers, and facing countless difficulties, Tamamo finally gained a sense of belonging.
If I had known this was the case, why didn't I intercept the teacher in the first place?
Wouldn't it be better to just look for Kui Niu then?
Not only is Kui Niu the best in the Three Realms, at least he has a natural advantage in protecting calves.
Does this mean that no one will let you take the blame?
Is there someone who can support me?
A hypothesis is just a hypothesis, it doesn't make any sense anymore.
Kui Niu expressed his stance, and he should have forgiven himself.
It's not because I deserve forgiveness, it's because there aren't many people like me anymore.
Kui Niu doesn't feel sorry for himself, he feels sorry for people like himself.
No matter what the starting point, I can go to Changbai San because Kui Niu is there.
Thinking back to the beginning, how did you end up on the path of regret all your life?
Regardless of whether we are human or not, it is easy to be confused by those beautiful dreams that are thousands of miles away from us.
Because poetry and the distance are always more beautiful than the current daily necessities.
When Tamamo begins to pursue higher and more perfect values, it is easy to fall into the right kind of emotion.
Instead, another thing that is true is ignored.
Can the true self have beautiful visions?
Practice has proved that I can't.
Even when he achieved all they hoped for, he was still ruthlessly abandoned like trash, as if it was destiny.
Tamamo thought about this question thousands of times, but in the end she couldn't figure it out or why.
Today, Kui Niu's sudden understanding made her understand.
What you are, what you belong to, and where you belong.
As the saying goes, people are not in the same circle. You can't force yourself into it, otherwise you will be embarrassed in the end.
Tamamo's lesson is not as simple as embarrassment, but the price is even more painful.
It seems that after finishing the matters here, I have to go to Changbaisan.
Whether you want to recognize your ancestors or look for someone to rely on, opportunities are rare.
Tamamo felt that after kneeling down today, she got too many things, much more than expected.
Could it be that God has already begun to favor her?
Yes, God has indeed begun to favor her.
Reusing the real illusion and opening up the backward space, I suddenly saw a confused figure.
When Tamamo saw the person, she felt happy.
After Kui Niu's treatment, the injury on his face was completely healed and the pain was completely forgotten.
Opportunities always come to those who are prepared, and Tamamo is ready.
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Kui Niu, Hu Xiaocao and the others stopped when they passed by Meigan Mountain.
"Xiaocao, didn't you say that the spiritual energy is exhausted? This small broken mountain can produce a mountain god without any inheritance?"
Hu Xiaocao quickly stepped forward and explained to Kui Niu.
"The person here is Xiaoer, my friend.
Logically speaking, even if there are famous mountains and rivers, it is impossible to think of a mountain god.
Xiaoer is considered a wild mountain god, and the official does not recognize it.
Back then, someone committed evil here, and many people died unnecessarily, and a large number of evil spirits were created.
In order to ensure the safety of the whole party, Xiaoer was sacrificed and integrated into Meigan Mountain to suppress the evil spirits for decades, thereby accumulating merit and becoming a mountain god.
There is no official registration, but the position of Mountain God was given by God."
Oh, Kui Niu became very interested.
This is how a god should be created.
Only by doing good deeds and meritorious deeds can one have a divine status, enjoy worship, and be respected.
Instead of being appointed by the heaven above, you are like a god, which is too bureaucratic.
"I would like to meet this wild mountain god. You can ask him to come out."
Just as Hu Xiaocao was about to speak, Kui Niu thought it was too troublesome, so he might as well go down alone.
The ban on Meigan Mountain that Tamamo didn't want was just a rare thing, but in Kui Niu's eyes, he still had to be cautious.
It's not a fear of danger, but it's using too much force to destroy the foundation of the prohibition. That's not good.
The cow's hooves tapped the ground lightly, as if the restriction did not exist. In an understatement, they led Hu Xiaocao and the others into Xiao Er's cave.
The waiter was resting, not asleep, just in a daze.
I was trapped in that small magic circle, and I haven't been in a daze for several days. Now I'm finally fine.
The troublemakers have all been sent away, including Tamamo and the others, so take advantage of the time to relax.
I'm going to my boss's place in a few days, so I won't have time to sit around.
During these decades in Meiganshan, apart from literary creation, Xiao Er’s favorite thing was to be in a daze.
Empty all thoughts in your mind, and use your eyes as a display that does not require breathing.
I don't know if it's because Xiao Er is like this by nature, or because he only developed such a hobby after becoming a mountain god, or because life here is just too boring.
The waiter, who was in a daze, suddenly saw a big cow and broke into his home unexpectedly.
This made him panic. Tamamo had tried so hard just now and didn't even come in.
How could this cow be so powerful and come in without feeling anything at all?
The first reaction was to be wary. The smell of this cow was very familiar, and it should be the thing that the great circle was resurrecting.
Now that the cow has found him directly, has the boss failed?
Thinking that the boss also failed, the waiter's second reaction was to give up resistance.
Yes, even Cai Gen failed, so what else do I have to struggle for?
The body that originally wanted to stand up stopped halfway and wanted to lie back down.
The third reaction came out, if the boss was killed by a cow, should I avenge Cai Gen?
Over the years, Cai Gen has never considered himself an outsider, and his sense of dependence has become unreasonable.
I was curious about Cai Gen at first. Is he not afraid of delivering food at night and walking on Meigan Mountain?
Then I was very afraid of Cai Gen. The more than 10,000 powerful souls who had tortured me for decades were just sent away by Cai Gen. They were fine and much more powerful than me.
There is no doubt that Cai Gen can easily send him away, right?
Especially when he saw Cai Gen taking his own skin, the waiter was scared to death.
Later, I was only grateful to Cai Gen. He did not discriminate against the waiter's status, and even spent money and effort to send him back to his hometown to visit relatives and take revenge. Who could do this if he was not a relative or a friend?
Does Cai Gen have any plans for me?
What happened next was one after another. Cai Gen trusted himself for no reason and never treated himself as an outsider.
This affection comes from the past, it's not as superficial as I just get along with you when my head gets hot.
As for why Cai Gen is so kind to him, the waiter doesn't understand. Maybe Cai Gen is a good person to begin with?
Or is it because he looks like a child and is similar in age to his son?
So why do I trust Cai Gen so much?
Is it because of the lack of father's love since childhood?
Did Cai Gen let himself experience the long-lost father's love?
Thinking of this, Xiao Er finally found a reason to avenge Cai Gen, a powerful reason.
That is the hatred of killing one's father, which is irreconcilable. Even if you can't defeat it, you still have to fight for it.
