Yiyin felt that he was going to be doomed. He was like sitting on a truck with the accelerator fully depressed, rushing towards the cliff at full speed, but he didn't know what to do to stop the car.
In desperation, he had no choice but to shoot bullets into Uesugi Teruatora's belly again and again, hoping that the seed would take shape and that he could use the reins called children to hold the savage dragon Uesugi Teruatora.
As long as she doesn't get into trouble until the end, when she is so desperate that she wants to die with him, then that's a good outcome.
After thinking for a long time, Yiyin sighed helplessly and resigned himself to fate.
Teruhora Uesugi worked hard for most of the day, and it was already afternoon when he left.
She came and went as she pleased, no matter what, but her silver was left messy in the wind, and extra manpower had to be dispatched to escort her back to Numata Castle.
Terutora Uesugi went out with a dozen flags. Seeing that it was getting dark, she was so bold that she ran around, but Yoshigoshi was afraid that she would have an accident on the way, and he couldn't even cry.
When everything was arranged properly and the lights were on, Yoshihiro had to go to Shima Katsuo's place to see if the scandal between him and Uesugi Teruhora was revealed.
———
Indoors, Shima Shengmeng was immersed in papers and sorting out the affairs of Kanto Shiba Territory.
Suddenly, she raised her head and shouted towards the sliding door.
"who?"
She subconsciously reached out to get the knife on the knife rest, but there was no movement from Hatamoto outside the door. Did something happen?
At this time, Yiyin's voice came from outside the door.
"it's me."
Shima Sheng suddenly felt relieved and quickly walked to the door and opened it. He saw Yoshigoshi standing on the porch alone. The attendant Hatamoto who was originally guarding the door was no longer there.
She bowed and saluted.
"Tsuda-den, why are you here? Why don't you summon me to the residence hall to serve and take orders if you have something to do?"
Yiyin walked into the room and asked.
"What? I can't come and see you?"
Dao Shengmeng glanced outside the door again to make sure there was no one, then closed the door.
"That was not what I meant."
Yiyin walked to her seat, glanced at the pile of documents on the desk, and sighed.
"I just wanted to come and see you. The people outside the door were the ones I ordered to go out and guard the outer courtyard.
I didn’t expect that it’s so late and you’re still busy. It seems like I’ve disturbed you.”
Shima Sheng replied with a fierce smile.
"It's nothing, I'm just worried that this place is rough and rough, and I've wronged you.
Isn't it going to be the beginning of spring soon? The spring plowing and production in Dahu collar are about to be put on the agenda, and everything is a bit messy.
There has been a drought in Kantung for two years, and it doesn't look like it will be much better this year. Although Kantong Sibo Territory relies on the blessings of the master, it will not be short of food and drink, but it is always good to be able to get more food. "
Yiyin took advantage of the situation and sat in front of the document, clicked on the document, and said.
"Farming is the foundation of the country, and you have done a great job.
This place is indeed shabby, you are already an important member of the party, even if you give up your residence to me, you won't live in a place like this, right?"
Dao Shengmeng sat down across the desk, bowed and thanked his master for his approval, and said something.
"This is the closest to the residence hall."
There was an inexplicable silence between the two. After a while, Yiyin said quietly.
"Before, whenever you and I were alone, you would never block me with a desk, and you would definitely sit next to me."
Dao Shengmeng's body trembled slightly and he said bitterly.
"My lord... Your Majesty, I was in trouble before."
Yiyin smoothed his short hair and said calmly.
"You noticed it when you were at the residence, right? Did you think I was dirty?"
Dao Shengmeng did not expect Yiyin to point it out directly. He was immediately confused and shouted subconsciously.
"No!"
Yiyin sighed but said nothing. Dao Sheng lowered his head fiercely and said nothing.
I don't know how much time passed, but Dao Shengmeng slowly raised his head and carefully looked at Yiyin, but he was frightened.
Yiyin just sat there, shedding tears silently, saying nothing, but the tears couldn't help but flow down.
Daosheng Meng said in astonishment.
"Tsudaden, you..."
In a daze, she stretched out her hand to wipe away Yiyin's tears, but Yiyin violently pushed her hand away.
"Do not touch me!
They are all like this, all of them! They say they love me and want to be with me, but they never consider my feelings or my difficulties.
Ashikaga Yoshiteru is like this, Uesugi Terutora is like this, you and your colleagues are like this.
Everyone told me how much they were willing to pay for me, but no one asked me if I wanted anything, let alone how much pain I was in.
Did I ask you to pay? I obviously didn’t say anything, so why was it me who was wrong!
Do you know? I can’t afford to pay back what you gave me. I know very well that I can’t afford it!
I was given the identity of a direct descendant of the Kawachi Genji family, but Ashikaga Yoshiteru died, leaving her sister to fight against me! Uesugi Teruotora let me take over the Echigo Kingdom, but he wanted to use half of the family fortune to tie me up!
I just want to revive the Shiba family and let the Shiba family continue. Am I wrong?
So are you, you are just like them.
You said you would be loyal to me. I value you and rely on you. To this day, I cannot do without your help.
What's the result? You think I should belong to you alone. Once you find that things are not what you imagined, you will change, isn't it?
Have you ever thought that I am just a poor man, I only have this body for you to abuse!
You are all rushing to help me and give me hope of reviving the Sibo family, but you are forcing me to repay you one by one. How can I afford it?
I don’t even know how long it will take for you to be disappointed and leave me. Then the dream will be shattered and the sky will fall.
It's obviously you who want to be nice to me, but I have to thank you and sleep with you, and then you despise me as a slut who can't do anything but be a woman!
Tell me, is it my fault?"
Yiyin was obviously talking about Green Tea's shameless logic, but under the system's special effects of not making mistakes in life, Shima Shengmeng had a different feeling.
Dao Sheng fiercely stretched out his hand and caressed it in mid-air, as if comforting the crying Yiyin from afar, touching his cheek.
She said sadly.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!
But I'm not willing to give in. I don't want to be just a monarch and a minister with you, I want more.
That year, my village was destroyed, my sister died unexpectedly, and everything in the Dao family was about to be destroyed at that moment.
It's you, it's you who saved me, it's you who gave me new hope. Let me be reborn, so that I can stand here proudly and display my talents.
I love you, and I will never forget that night in Dao Village, when you rode past me on horseback and killed the enemy with great prowess."
Shima Sheng fiercely took his hands back, covered his face with both hands, and choked in a low voice.
"You told me that the Sibo family needed an heir. I was really happy that you favored me. At that moment, I felt that death was worth it.
I also know that you can't help yourself.
Even an ordinary Ji warrior would have a hard time living in troubled times. What's more, you are reviving your family business as a man, and how many people are coveting your identity, bloodline, and body.
I don’t resent you, I have only gratitude and love for you. But today in the residence hall... I feel... I have woken up from a dream..."
Yiyin overturned the document that was standing between the two of them with one hand, and the documents on the table were scattered on the floor.
He stepped forward, knelt down in front of Dao Shengmeng, and pulled away her hands that were covering her face.
"Look at me! Shima Katsuki! Look at me!"
Yiyin stared into Dao Shengmeng's eyes and said slowly.
"Do you wish to wake up?"
Daosheng looked fiercely at Yiyin's fairy-like face and his eyes filled with endless sorrow, his lips trembling and speechless.
Then, she cried.
"No...I don't want to wake up...I don't want to...I don't want..."
Yiyin hugged her body tightly and whispered in her ear.
"Don't wake up, okay? I beg you, don't wake up, okay?"
Yoshigan's tearful plea echoed in Shima Shengmeng's ears, Uesugi Teruhora's domineering and proud face appeared in his mind, and a surge of overwhelming anger arose in his heart.
Why should I give in! Why should I quit! Everything can be discussed, but only on this matter, I will not! Never!
Her stiff body and stretched hands seemed to have triggered a mechanism, and instantly came to life, responding enthusiastically to Qi Yin.
The two made fire and burned together.
———
Yiyin groaned and slowly opened his eyes.
He once again confirmed that Shima Katsuo was the one who played the craziest among all the Hime warriors he had ever experienced.
What a Girihime warrior, as the name suggests, fierce, really fierce.
Looking around, Yiyin saw Dao Shengmeng collecting scattered documents on the floor. Hearing Yiyin's groan, she turned her head over. When their eyes met, she couldn't help but lower her head shyly.
Yoshiyin wanted to get up, but his legs and feet felt weak and he almost fell back. Shima Sheng, with quick eyes and quick hands, held him up and said with concern
"Tsudaden, are you okay?"
Yiyin glanced at her and said angrily.
"Something happened, because who could cause harm?"
Dao Shengmeng froze on the spot in embarrassment, but Yiyin used her support to sit up straight and looked around. The documents were scattered all over the floor, and some of them were even stained and wet. It looked very difficult to clean up.
Yiyin said embarrassedly.
"It's too messy. Let me help you clean it up."
Shima Sheng shook his head violently.
"You are a man of wealth, how can you do these chores?"
Yiyin rolled his eyes at her and complained.
"The body of ten thousand gold has been made weak by you, and I haven't seen you feel distressed when using it."
Dao Shengmeng's cheeks were filled with clouds, and he was speechless.
Yiyinshun picked up a piece of paper on the ground, shook it, and said.
"Let's sort it out together, but..."
He paused, glanced at the handwriting that was somewhat blurred by moisture, sighed that Dao Shengmeng was indeed made of water, and said.
"In some places, you have to make a new copy. You can't blame me for that."
Although Dao Shengmeng was shy, the resentment she had previously hidden in her heart was swept away. She looked at Yiyin, who was holding her waist to pick up paper, with a hint of tenderness in her eyes, and she couldn't help but hug him from behind.
Yiyin froze in fright, thinking that Shima Shengmeng wanted to play in the second half, but his old waist couldn't bear such a game.
But Dao Shengmeng put his little face on his back and said softly.
"Lord."
"Um?"
"I love you."
"Um."
"I hate Terutora Uesugi."
"Know."
"I hate Yamanaka Yukimori too."
"understand."
"But I won't give up, I won't give you up to them."
Yiyin was silent for a while and sighed.
"I'm really dirty. I've slept with many women. I'm not the kind of good man you want. I only have eyes for you."
Dao Shengmeng put his arms around Yiyin from behind, tightened his arms, and said sincerely.
"I don't care. It's not you who's wrong, it's this troubled world. But if there weren't these troubled times, how could I have the chance to meet you?
In fact, I have been worrying, am I still considered a Girihime warrior now? I have fallen in love with my master and am jealous, am I still qualified to claim to be loyal?
Countless times, countless times, questions have been swirling in my mind. I have thought about giving up. Maybe after giving up, it will not be so painful anymore.
Now, I seem to have found the answer."
Yiyin relaxed his body, curled up behind him, squeezed between her arms, and asked leisurely.
"So, what's your answer?"
Daosheng lowered his head suddenly, sniffing his short hair, feeling his taste, his voice was soft but firm.
"never mind.
I just want to be by your side, I want to protect you, and protect the family business that you have gone through so much hardship to revive. Even if I cooperate with those annoying guys, I will endure it."
Yiyin sighed, finishing off Shima Shengmeng did not make him happy, but rather disgusting.
I am such a disgusting person.
Uesugi Teruhora's wishful thinking and Shima Katsuru's humiliation into the grave did not make him feel proud, but instead made him hate himself more and more.
The system gave him an unparalleled appearance and special effects that ignored the rules, but also put a heavy psychological burden on him.
He is an ordinary person with simple moral values in modern society, not an animal with an antisocial personality.
Love is positive and uplifting, and is one of the most cherished emotions between people. And what Yiyin does is always taking advantage of other people's love for him.
Even though he has cheats at his side and the power of the unreasonable system to twist other people's wills and convince others to accept his shameless explanation, he cannot convince his own conscience.
Even though he has come to this day step by step, there are thousands of compelling reasons. But as long as he still has a conscience, he will not be able to calmly face Warrior Ji who loves him deeply.
Men and women from two worlds, and concepts from two worlds, collide in this troubled world, causing both parties to endure different torments at the same time.
The Ji warriors are unwilling to let go, so why are Yiyin willing to let go? The most wonderful thing in this world is that the person I love loves me too.
Yiyin's love for the Ji warriors who love him is like a hedgehog's love. Even if he can't bear it, he can only carefully keep a distance and cannot show his true self.
Because exposing himself is completely useless. The system's special effects are the help for him to dominate the world, and they are also the resistance that prevents him from doing human affairs.
The special effects given by the system are like a thick hedgehog armor covering his soul. Even if he is willing to reveal his true feelings, he cannot take off the shell.
Only the densely packed outer thorns will hurt the Ji warriors he loves if he gets too close.
He, Shiba Yiyin, Kenshin, was destined to be a charming and sinful bad man who had attracted countless heroes and heroines to their knees.