He was once the fiancée chosen by his great-grandfather.
He is knowledgeable about the past and present, and is especially good at traditional literature.
He is good at appreciating delicious food, which makes Qin Yanan feel like a close friend.
His calligraphy is breathtaking.
He is capable of both literary and military skills, and even a famous figure like Pu Shougeng has no chance of winning against him.
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Liu Changan is eighteen years old this year.
Qin Yanan glanced at his little cousin in front of him and shook his head. He had been exhausted for a while and was in a somewhat disordered state both physically and mentally. However, he felt much more at ease when he returned to Junsha, even though he was not interested in this city at first.
I'm happy, but after I came back this time, my recent state of depression has eased a lot.
Especially when cooking this afternoon, I was in a very engaged and quiet state, even looking forward to Liu Changan's comments. The feeling of being appreciated and recognized will always dispel a lot of darkness and negativity that surrounds me.
Lost energy.
Thinking about it carefully, this kind of mood makes Qin Yanan a little confused. From May to August now, she has known this little cousin for only three months, and the number of meetings during this period was not too many. Before she was willing to obey her great-grandfather
From the beginning, An Xin was engaged in an ordinary relationship between brother and sister, and there were not many moments where they felt particularly close psychologically.
But after all, the relationship got better, mainly because I had a simple and admiring feeling towards him. It had nothing to do with the relationship between men and women. It was just an admiration for an eighteen-year-old boy, and a feeling that it was good to have such a younger brother.
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That's all, but why does such a not very deep emotional foundation become an oasis to relieve my chaotic and depressed emotional state at this moment?
Generally speaking, when ordinary people encounter a crisis, only their family, parents, the people they trust the most, the people they love the most, and the people they respect the most can give them a sense of peace of mind and relaxation.
Liu Changan, this eighteen-year-old boy, is not a member of her family, nor is he a close relative, so why would he let her ease her mood?
Although at this moment he tore off her defensive shell and faced her secrets, making her panic again, she surprisingly didn't feel scared or worried because there was a kind of trust that she didn't know where it came from, which made her feel
It doesn't matter if he finds out about the secret that he least wants others to know.
Qin Yanan's dreams these days are not only related to Ye Sijin, but also a man appears. This is something Liu Changan did not guess. Qin Yanan doesn't know who this man is, but the gentle and casual impression of the man in the dream is similar to the one before him.
There is some overlap among the teenagers.
But he is only an eighteen-year-old boy.
The man in the dream had nothing to do with him. When he dreamed about him, he only dreamed about some scenes between him and Ye Sijin.
He is not an eighteen-year-old boy like Liu Changan. Some of the scenes between him and Ye Sijin make people feel ashamed and hot.
The first scene where this man and Ye Sijin appeared was in a dream. Qin Yanan thought he was his great-grandfather, but he was obviously not.
Later I thought it was Ye Chenyu, but Ye Chenyu is Ye Sijin's biological brother. How could he do those embarrassing things in the scene in his dream?
Qin Yanan absolutely did not believe that these two seniors would be so disrespectful of human ethics.
Who is the man in the dream? Does Ye Sijin have an unknown love history? This possibility is possible, and Qin Yanan will not think it is an insult to the Qin family, as long as it is just a marriage discussion between Ye Sijin and her great-grandfather.
Just do it before you get married.
But why does it overlap with Liu Changan's image... Qin Yanan has become a little numb to this doubt, because she has accumulated too many doubts and torturing mysterious phenomena in her heart recently.
"That's right." Qin Yanan put down his chopsticks, as if he finally relaxed after taking off all disguises and no longer had to work hard to hide it. He looked at Liu Changan calmly, "I think I will disappear sooner or later and become someone who has disappeared from this world long ago.
Another person."
"There may be some mysterious phenomenon in you that is hard to understand, but you will definitely remain you and not become someone else." Liu Changan said with great certainty.
Qin Yanan smiled bitterly. Although Liu Changan could see the problem in her, he didn't know how serious it was.
"I know what you are worried about." Liu Changan's judgment was not disturbed by Qin Yanan's reaction, "If you were Qin Yanan, you would not become Ye Sijin."
"That's what you didn't say, unless I am Ye Sijin." Qin Yanan knew that Liu Changan might be thinking about the same thing as he was worried about.
"Yes." Liu Changan nodded.
"I am Qin Yanan!" Qin Yanan pointed at herself excitedly, "I am not anyone else."
"Don't get excited." Liu Changan shook his head, "I know you are Qin Yanan, who you are, and what kind of existence you are. After all, only you can decide. The recognition and label of you from the outside world are just
A kind of auxiliary cognition, but these auxiliary cognitions can strengthen your sense of existence as Qin Yanan."
"I just want to be myself and don't want to become someone else. In your eyes, no matter what, I am still Qin Yanan, right?" Qin Yanan grabbed Liu Changan's hand and looked at him expectantly and nervously.
This was a poor person who was very afraid of losing herself and her independent personality. Liu Changan looked at the back of her green and white hands and did not break free as he was used to.
"I don't think you will become Ye Sijin, you are just disturbed by the magnetic field left or recorded by Ye Sijin." Liu Changan does not believe in reincarnation, even though the so-called magnetic field theory itself is also based on a method that seems to have scientific significance.
, in fact, it is explained by a confusing word like "Jingyuan".
For example, many people used to be unable to understand why the earth revolves around the sun. When the concept of gravity appeared, everyone took it for granted, "because of gravity."
A phenomenon like Qin Yanan's can be easily explained by casually inventing a word similar to "gravity" before thoroughly studying it.
This is the basic operation of the magic stick, but there is no way. If you want to explain unknown phenomena in a seemingly scientific way, this is the best way.
"The magnetic field left or recorded by Ye Sijin?" Hearing Liu Changan say this, Qin Yanan's mood eased a lot.
"Did you see a lot of scenes when you came into contact with that coffin last time? That's the image that the magnetic field recorded on you." Liu Changan pointed to the coffin behind him.
Qin Yanan nodded slowly, "But before I started dreaming about Ye Sijin and imitating Ye Sijin while sleepwalking, I had no contact with this coffin."
"Didn't you send this?" Liu Changan shook his head, "It doesn't have to be direct contact... From the time you were responsible for transporting this coffin, it may have had an impact on you. The key point is the impact this coffin has on you.
Why is it related to Ye Sijin?"
"Could it be that..." Qin Yanan thought of an incredible possibility.
Liu Changan shook his head. Of course he knew that the person inside was not the person Qin Yanan was thinking of.