Zhuang Qi stayed by Zhuang You's bedside, holding his little hand tightly with both hands. Her eyes fell on his fleshy but pale face, and her heart was full of guilt.
She was a derelict mother. She even gave birth to Zhuang You because her body was not suitable for abortion. If she did not give birth to Zhuang You, she would most likely lose her qualifications to be a mother.
For such selfish reasons, she stubbornly gave birth to him regardless of Zhuang You's wishes. After that, she left him to Granny Wen, almost missing from Zhuang You's life.
Although, she can use "the difficulty of not having to do it" to convince herself that all this is forced by the situation and she has no choice.
But she still couldn't convince herself that she felt at ease and didn't feel any guilt at all.
Reaching out and touching Zhuang You's face, Zhuang Yu whispered, "I'm sorry, Youyou, my mother is so bad and didn't even protect you, I'm really sorry..."
Zhuang Yu's voice was a little hoarse. She looked at Zhuang You's fragile face and felt uncomfortable when she thought of his genetic disease.
She has not studied Zhuang You's genetic disease in detail, but she can preliminarily judge from the report that Zhuang You's physical condition is not optimistic.
At this moment, Zhuang Yu actually felt a little helpless.
Her sister and her son both suffered from this disease that traditional medicine could not explain, but she, after researching and researching, could not even find a medicine.
Zhuang Yu was at a loss, frustrated and at a loss.
At seven o'clock in the morning, the door to the ward was pushed open.
The person who came in was Jing Yuke.
When Zhuang Yu heard the voice, he looked towards Jing Yuke and stiffly twitched the corner of his mouth, "Brother, why are you here?"
Jing Yuke handed the breakfast to Zhuang Yu and said, "Such a big thing happened and you didn't even know to tell me. Why didn't you just send it to me?"
Zhuang Yu said: "Since the ambulance called by Granny Wen has been sent here, I will stay here."
Enkang Private Hospital is quite far away from where Zhuang You and Granny Wen live. If they were sent there, the situation at the time would not allow it.
Jing Yuke said: "Fortunately, you don't really dislike our hospital."
Zhuang Yu smiled helplessly at Jing Yuke and said: "How could it be possible, senior brother, you are teasing me again, Yangyang is still at your place, is it possible that I am treating one favorably?"
Jing Yuke chuckled and said, "I am teasing you, but I am serious about it."
Zhuang Yu looked at Jing Yuke helplessly, feeling really helpless towards his bad taste.
Putting aside his jokes, Jing Yuke communicated with Zhuang Yu about Zhuang You's condition.
Zhuang Yu did not tell Jing Yuke about Zhuang You's genetic disease. It wasn't that she didn't trust him, but she was not 100% sure yet and didn't want Jing Yuke to worry with her.
After listening to Zhuang Yu's words, Jing Yuke saw that her expression was still tense and said: "If it's just pesticide poisoning, it's not a big problem. It was discovered in time and handled quickly. What are you still worried about?"
With Zhuang Yu's ability, it was impossible for her not to know about Zhuang You's situation. With such a frown on her face, it was obvious that there were other problems.
Zhuang Yu lowered her eyelashes and said very bitterly: "I just feel that I am really a failure as a mother. I have always been missing Youyou's life, and let him suffer this kind of sin. I owe him too much."