"Mengdie, Chu Mengdie. Just call me Mengdie." Her face still had a warm warmth, like the spring breeze from ten miles away, like the clouds in the sky.
Mengdie, Chu Mengdie, her name turned out to be Chu Mengdie. I remembered it and finally knew her name. Xiao Fan was happy at this moment, like a child who had just gotten his name.
"So, what's your name?" Mengdie bent down and asked kindly.
"Xiao Fan, Xiao He's Xiao, mortal's Fan." Xiao Fan replied.
"It's annoying, haha." She said with a slightly teasing smile.
Xiao Fan also laughed, "Why didn't I think of that? Hahahahaha."
Then they both laughed at the same time.
The atmosphere has never been so pleasant, it has never been so comfortable, it is no longer full of mysterious exploration, and it is no longer uneasy tossing and turning.
Xiao Fan never thought that their meeting again would be in such a pattern.
Mengdie walked to the edge of the bed.
"You don't mind?" She pointed.
Xiao Fan nodded. "Please sit down."
The person he had been looking forward to for a long time was sitting next to him, but Xiao Fan suddenly felt at a loss. He didn't even dare to raise his eyes. He just stared straight ahead, not daring to turn his head and look at the other person.
Xiao Fan suddenly felt that he was too hopeless. He did not dare to seize this rare opportunity.
To be honest, since Xiao Fan became an adult, oh no, since he was born, he has never been in love once, and he has never even had serious close contact with a girl.
Except for my deskmates when I went to school, because it was forced by the class teacher, it was within the normal psychological range of following the steps.
Of course, there weren't even a few private conversations throughout the semester. They were all about asking each other for advice on study, and occasionally some gossip among the class.
Xiao Fan is the kind of person who has difficulty getting along with the opposite sex, he thinks. Even if he wants to get along well, he can never take that step.
But now this embarrassment syndrome has occurred again. Although he is very eager to have good contact with the other party in his heart, he does not even dare to make direct eye contact. Xiao Fan is almost defeated by himself. He is struggling extremely in his heart, but on the surface
He still has a calm face.
Xiao Fan always fell out of control at the most critical moments. Xiao Fan hated his own psychological symptoms.
Chu Mengdie was also facing forward at this moment, and the two of them were sitting side by side on the edge of the bed, both looking at the window. The window was open, and it was pitch dark outside. The two of them had nothing to say for a while, and they were silent to each other.
This scene really resembles an ancient ritual involving two people, a man and a woman.
Xiao Fan didn't know what the other person was thinking at the moment. Was he very disappointed with himself?
Have you never seen such a strange man?
In short, he doesn't know what the other person is thinking.
Now it's purely a battle within one's own mind.
In fact, Chu Mengdie was just looking out the window quietly, with a very calm expression on her face, and a sense of tranquility between her brows, as if she was happy to maintain this state.
After Xiao Fan went through an overwhelming inner struggle, he finally secretly clenched his fists, slowly turned around, faced the other person, and prepared to look directly at the other person.
Suddenly, Xiao Fan opened his eyes.
Looking up at the sky, in addition to the mottled ceiling, there is also bright light.
There is no light in the room because it is daytime now.
It turned out to be a dream!
Just like waking up from a dream, everything is just a passing cloud.
Xiao Fan stared blankly at the ceiling, as if he couldn't believe that this was just a dream, because everything was so real, as if it had just happened.
How could I suddenly have such a dream?
Is it a reflection of subconscious thought activities?
Xiao Fan tilted his head slightly and stared at the window. The window was also closed, and the sunlight only shone in through the cracks in the window.
Xiao Fan suddenly felt a little disappointed.
With blurred eyes, Xiao Fan got up.
I found a toothbrush and towel from my bag and started washing myself.