Fan Ning laughed bitterly when he heard this, remembering the scene when the two of them climbed the snow-capped mountains.
"I said from the beginning that I had less doubts about you and more worries about you. Later, after planting the historical projection, I also helped you to be promoted to the Order Enforcer smoothly. Speaking of which, I also want to thank you for stripping off most of the rights as soon as you were promoted.
A part of my true knowledge showed me the way. No matter what, I definitely want to get you out of this damn trapped place as soon as possible. Even if the risk of contamination cannot be eliminated, at least we can stay in the southern projection to discuss a solution so that the situation will not get worse."
"Oh." Joan in her mind responded with a long response, "It seems that you still have some sincerity, but next time you leave an occasion like this, first of all, you need to speak louder. I will just say 'Thank you sister' before."
Didn't hear anything clearly."
"." Fan Ning couldn't help but opened his mouth and stood awkwardly in place.
Whether it should be the older sister or the younger sister, he felt that it was so difficult to determine. Strictly speaking, neither was right now.
"But you misunderstood. I didn't mean any anxiety, suffering or urging. Just follow your own pace and complete the things you set out to do, such as after the Harvest Art Festival. If you can't make it through, it's up to you."
In fact, at the low point of the seven-year cycle of ups and downs, various forces such as the Special Patrol Office, schools, churches, and dangerous elements will probably turn their attention to the abnormal area this time. Even if Fan Ning does not go, he will be trapped together.
"No, you don't have to wait until the Harvest Art Festival." Fan Ning immediately emphasized, "It stands to reason that the broken window and passage in front of me might be able to be used again."
When we cut through the barrier all the way from B-105 to come here, it was the lighthouse that provided a sense of direction. Now that we are going the same way here, the spiritual connection of the southern projection can also provide a certain sense of direction. There are "navigation marks" available on both sides.
of.
But these flesh and blood barriers and connective tissue are very strange, and the feeling of suffocation and disorientation when I came back was also terrible. I don’t know how far away I am, and I don’t know what I have experienced. In addition, the mutation of Key 1 may be related to the Divine Advent Society.
Fan Ning didn't dare to go back in rashly.
"Hold on for a short period of time, and I will evaluate a solution as soon as possible. If I think about it, staying in that hellish place has no normal color, no external interaction, and is full of things that destroy cognition. Anyway, I don't have anything right now.
Turn around slowly."
But Joan was a little more serious at this time and said: "To be honest, Carol, I don't need you to come to me immediately. First of all, you are wrong. An enforcer does not care about the so-called loneliness and depression.
The lack of the concept of interaction is the feeling of a creature on the surface of the world, and I am now living in the movement. Then, the influence of the 'annular ruins' and the fleeting thoughts of other 'perspectives' are also a kind of pollution.
Right, but what kind of knowledge is not pollution? Their experience is not bad for me, on the contrary, now I am very um, it is not appropriate to say that I enjoy or like it, maybe it is, need. Need! Yes, now
I really need this status and influence."
"Need? I don't understand." Fan Ning said.
"All this makes me calm. I am thinking clearly about which parts of my past make up who I am now - whether it is all or part of it, which ones are the subject and which ones are references. What really matters is what determines what I want to do next.
What do you want?"
"." Fanning was still trying to understand but to no avail.
"Caron, you have contacted Joan, right?" "Sheeran is still with you, right? You might as well ask her a question first."
The first voice was Sheeran's, the second thought was Joan's.
They bumped into each other by chance.
"What are you asking?"
Fan Ning also answered the first question and then the second question in turn.
Then he followed Joan's suggestion and asked the question. He asked Sheeran, as herself, what she currently wants to happen or get based on her past experiences.
"Of course I hope my family can come back." Xilan felt a little sudden, but still thought about it seriously, "I have been living alone for more than two years. My father, mother, sister, and uncle. If they are still there,
My life will be very different from what it is now, and there will be many things that I want them to see or tell them." She smiled when she said this, "You suddenly ask this, do you have any way to help me? It's all in the past.
Actually, I would like to add that I hope you won’t get separated next time.”
"We won't get separated." Fan Ning said, "Well, it's just because suddenly Qiong and I also talked about similar topics."
"If you have any interesting ideas, remember to share them." In response to Fanning's response, Sheeran made a cheerful gesture.
She no longer stood next to Fan Ning, but moved away, put her hands behind her back, raised her waist, and kept changing positions to look at the various displays and decorations in the church.
"This is a relatively pure situation." After receiving Fan Ning's explanation, Qiong sighed again, "But I am much more complicated."
"If the part that 'mainly constitutes me' is Miss Joan Nehemiah, who was born into a small aristocratic family in the empire and lived her first 17 years of life carefree, what I miss most should be the novel city.
Adventure experiences, endless snacks and snacks, as well as the fun music and chief position in your band. Well, in retrospect, you have also brought a lot of new things to my life. You are really interesting.
If everything continues, maybe like what Sheeran said at the end just now, I will say something similar to you one day."
"I know, I expressed a similar meaning on the mountain road." Fan Ning couldn't help but raise his head and glance out the window, "I said I don't know what two or three years of acquaintance means to you, it may be of some importance.
degree, but after reaching a certain limit, the importance no longer increases. Miss Joan Nehemiah may be everything to you at first, but later may be only a very small part of your temperament."
"Yes, things are so 'impure'." The girl smiled pleasantly and strangely, "On the eve of your 'Resurrection' premiere, I chose to let the apostle return, thereby losing everything in the previous 17 years. If I get here
It's just a simple 'loss', and my next desire should be the same as Sheeran's, wanting to go back to the past and have it again."
"The problem is that more of my past self's dormant life has returned simultaneously. As the daughter of the former patriarch of the Bologna School, should I revive the glory of the school and take over the power from the current Marquis MacAdam?
The real name of the school is 'Bologna'? As the 'Purple Bean Cake Lady' who suffered the disintegration of the evil of heaven for no apparent reason, should I let myself rise higher, rise near the door of the dome, and ask my
Father, is he enjoying pleasure or in extreme pain now? Is he completely crazy or intermittently sober? Do you regret it? Is what he did at that time worth it? As the first child born to Vincent in the past,
Should I question what he did in dangerously banishing me when I was a baby? And you, Fan Ning, are you a confidant to me or a passerby? Are you a brother that I should love and care for, or not?
An enemy that constitutes any substantive relationship, but has competed with me for the right to life?"
Sensing Fan Ning's silence and depressed thoughts, she smiled softly again: "Oh, don't get stuck in the last paragraph. I said a lot of 'actions', and that's just
The last paragraph only takes up a small part, and even I feel like there are too many 'perspectives'."
"Having said that, your situation seems to be not 'pure' either. At that time in the mountain road, you even said that you suspected that you were a '0th history' person, saying that in that world you had no contact with mystery or art.
However, it has a different fate with music, and it also has its own harmonious family and career. Is this the apostle you sent? So what you wanted at that time was different from what you want now? Has anything happened since you started your second life?
What about the change? Which node did you switch from? By the way, you later escaped from Tioline, went to the South Kingdom, and then to the Western Continent, and you also switched to the third and fourth very different 'perspectives', right?"
"What parts of your past do you make up of who you are now?"
"Well, your analysis makes sense." Fan Ning finally broke the silence, "I have indeed been confused for many times before, especially after coming out of the abnormal zone. This feeling of confusion was even worse, and I almost made myself suffer from depression.
"
"But my situation is different now. Most people really can't understand it. If you don't reach that level, you won't be able to understand it even if you get higher." Fan Ning said this, and his laughter became clearer.