Chapter 290 of Xin Zi Juan: Pretending to be mysterious, Yuan Chun is in trouble
No matter how upset she was, Feng Ziying knew not to compete with an emotional woman, and he could also understand Yuan Chun's inner hesitation, helplessness, and even despair at this time. Maybe the other party was simply a result of love.
Only when it is vented will it suddenly burst out.
"Girl, maybe what I said earlier was a bit abrupt, but..." Feng Ziying sighed, he really didn't know how to respond to this question.
"It's not about being rude or not. You're right. I was a little naive before. Su Lingyao is not a good girl. No matter how I help her now, when that time comes, she will only proceed from reality.
And when she finds that I can no longer bring her any help or benefit, she will kick me away without hesitation."
Yuanchun's tone was full of loneliness, and he looked out the window, "What if I don't do this? The Jia family is in such a situation now, I want to do something, my father went to Jiangxi, but I also know that the situation is not the same.
Isn’t that great? What about my future?”
This topic is a bit heavy, but it is unavoidable.
"I don't know what will happen to me in the future. I can only see the present, or I may have some unrealistic fantasies, but Ziying, you have shattered the dreams deep in my heart." Yuanchun said calmly.
Feng Ziying was speechless. He didn't expect that Yuanchun could realize so quickly that all the previous thoughts were just her wishful thinking, or a dream. Now the dream was broken and she returned to reality.
"The dream is shattered, and I can only accept the reality. But isn't this reality too helpless and cruel to me?"
Yuanchun didn't know that these words came out of her mouth so unconsciously. She knew it was inappropriate, but she just couldn't control it, or she didn't want to control it.
Today's events have brought all the depression, anger and helplessness she had felt over the past few years to the extreme. Stimulated by Feng Ziying's unceremonious words, they finally broke out. She vented them out in this way without hesitation.
She could only hide it in her heart, even the words she didn't want to mention when she was holding Qin, and she didn't know why when facing Feng Ziying now, she couldn't suppress it anymore and poured it out.
"I entered the palace as a female historian at the age of thirteen, and became a concubine at the age of nineteen. Later, I was promoted to a virtuous concubine. In the eyes of outsiders, including people in the house, I am a phoenix flying on the branches. I have honored my ancestors, and the Jia family can also be prosperous.
A person who has attained the Tao, a chicken or a dog, ascends to heaven, which makes him famous for a while, but what about the reality? Ziying, you probably know it best, right?"
Yuanchun's tone became even calmer, "Everyone in the palace hopes that I can be favored in the palace and bless the Jia family, but this is an illusory dream, and the reality is so cruel. I don't even want to think about my future."
What will the days be like..."
"My family feels that being in the Jia family can be very glamorous and even show off to the outside world, but what about me in the future?" Yuan Chun's face became more forlorn, "Maybe I can go to Jingyang Palace, maybe I can go to the Third Qianxi Institute, that would be good.
Or let us go directly to guard the mausoleum..."
Jingyang Palace and the Three Qianxi Palaces were both the cold palaces of the Great Zhou Dynasty. Concubines who were imprisoned or abandoned were often placed in these places. Of course, the concubines of Daxing emperors might also be placed in these places if they had no heirs.
"If the new emperor is kinder and allows us to go to the nunnery and Taoist temple to become a monk and accompany the ancient Buddha Qingdeng throughout his life, that would be the greatest favor. After all, we can still be in contact with our family after becoming a monk. Can't we meet?"
These words can be described as sad and desolate, coupled with Yuanchun's expressionless indifference, it made Feng Ziying feel that Yuanchun's previous actions seemed understandable. Anyone facing this kind of future would probably shudder and even take risks. The give-and-take mentality is understandable.
Feng Ziying's words came to her mouth several times, but she took them back. Although he also sympathized with Yuanchun's current situation, this was also the choice of the Jia family and herself. Since she wanted to enter the palace, she would naturally have to face various possible situations. It would be too naive to think that you can transform into a dragon immediately after entering the palace.
Yuanchun didn't expect Feng Ziying to give any tips. For a concubine like himself whose identity was already confirmed, the fate of the concubine was basically determined.
The fatal flaw of having no heirs determines that the last batch of concubines who were made concubines by the emperor will not have a good ending. The only thing they hope now is that the emperor can see that in their lifetime, they will spend decades alone in their youth. , just give them and the families behind them some compensation.
For themselves, it no longer makes much sense. For their natal family, giving them some rewards and edicts is the final satisfaction.
"Girl, it all depends on people. Maybe the situation won't be so bad." Looking at the lonely figure of Yuan Chun getting up and preparing to leave, Feng Ziying said such words out of her mouth by accident.
Yuanchun's plump back trembled slightly, but he did not look back: "Ziying, you don't need to use such words to comfort me. I have already figured it out and will no longer have such unrealistic thoughts."
"No, it's not..." Feng Ziying couldn't help but want to give herself a mouthful.
Why is this mouth so weak that you have to strike up a conversation or show off?
If there is really a way, then that's it. The problem is that such a sentence came out of my mouth purely on impulse, but it aroused Yuanchun's mind. What should I do now? You can't say that you are talking nonsense and making random nonsense. ?
"Not really?" Yuanchun finally turned his head, his eyes filled with resentment and a bit of expectation, "Then Ziying, tell me, what hope do I have? Is there any different path I can take in the future? ?”
Feng Ziying lamented in her heart that she was really held back and could not answer, or the answers were simply unreliable.
Yuanchun's fate has been doomed for a long time. Is there any chance of reversal now? Feng Ziying doesn't think that she is so capable that she can actually change Yuanchun's fate. That's it for others. Yuanchun is a noble concubine in the palace, how can she reverse the change? Li Daitao is so stiff. impossible.
But now that the transformation has been exported, even if it is to maintain her own image, Feng Ziying has to struggle a bit. She pondered for a while before slowly saying: "Miss, the affairs in the palace are complicated to say and simple to say. What you said before
It is natural to say that this is the normal situation, but I am afraid that the current situation in the palace is not simple. In other words, I am afraid that it will not be like normal in the future. There may be many variables that are difficult for us to predict, and even we have not imagined before.
All kinds of things may not become reality,..."
Yuan Chun was confused by Feng Ziying's words. She had no idea what Feng Ziying was talking about, but at first glance it seemed that there were indeed many unknown inside stories inside, but she couldn't explain it clearly at the moment.
In fact, even Feng Ziying himself was confused by his mysterious words. He was simply forced to say such words that he couldn't understand, so as to stabilize Yuan Chun's mind.
An explanation of what I said earlier.
"Ziying, are you saying that there will be some unpredictable drastic changes in the situation in the palace?" Yuanchun began to think about it on his own, and his face suddenly changed, "Is it the Supreme Emperor? Or the Shou Wang?"
Feng Ziying blinked. He really couldn't take up this topic. His Majesty, maybe. With such a big news, it was definitely impossible to say that it had nothing to do with him. Even if he wanted to stay out of it, it was impossible.
As for King Shou, Feng Ziying didn't understand. Why did Yuanchun suddenly think of King Shou?
The reason why Yuanchun thought of King Shou was because Feng Ziying said that King Shou was the eldest son after all. Once something unexpected happened and the appointment of the heir apparent was uncertain, the civil servants in the court would definitely be more inclined to uphold the patriarchal principles, so it would be natural for the eldest son to ascend the throne. She was worried about Feng Ziying
Could the variable mentioned be a change in the emperor's body?
Feng Ziying has deep connections and well-informed information. What if she really finds out some unknown inside information?
"Everything is possible. It's too early to say that now." Feng Ziying could only continue to play tricks on her, "But what I want to say is that girls don't have to give up on themselves. Everything is possible. Just keep your mind calm and watch with cold eyes. If it is true,
If something unexpected happens, you can deal with it calmly."
Yuanchun listened. Could it be that the Emperor really has any other ideas? But the Emperor has been on the throne for ten years. In these ten years, especially in the past few years, the Emperor's voice has almost disappeared. How could it come out again now?
It was a bit unbelievable, but Yuan Chun didn't dare not believe what Feng Ziying said. She was astonished by Feng Ziying's current words.
Or is it King Shou? Thinking of the cruel and frivolous behavior of King Shou when he met him at noon today, Yuan Chun thought, isn't it because King Shou is out of power and is being left out in the cold, and is living with his tail between his legs?
But it doesn't look like it at all today. Could it be that he also kept it secret and only showed his trump card at the end?
Feng Ziying's mysterious words successfully confused Yuan Chun's mind, which diluted the previous desolate and tragic mood. His trust in Feng Ziying rose to a higher level, and he even relied on him as his backing.
"Then Ziying, you will help me and won't let me fall into a desperate situation and be unable to extricate myself, right?" Yuan Chun stood still, just a few steps away, looking at Feng Ziying intently.
Feng Ziying couldn't avoid it, so she could only nod her head in front of the other party's gaze, "Don't worry, eldest lady, since I said it, I will naturally have someone to rely on, and I will definitely give the eldest lady a happy future."
"Okay, Ziying, I believe you." Yuan Chun was overjoyed, his eyes sparkled with sparkle, and he was looking forward to the sky. He was no longer as gloomy and lonely as before. It seemed that all the troubles and worries were swept away by Feng Ziying's promise.
Looking at Yuanchun's retreating back, Feng Ziying was unspeakably depressed. This was really good. He had dug such a big hole for himself without knowing it. Even if it was just a trick, he could still fool him now, but what about in the future?
