Chapter 83 of the Five-character Volume: The Awareness of Starting a Family (First update, please vote for me!)
Feng Ziying laughed. It was obvious that this girl was not in a daze like those over-nervous women who could only huddle in the bridal chamber. She probably heard her push the door and quickly put the hijab on.
This made Feng Ziying a little funny and a little happy.
He originally knew that Shen Yixiu was not a woman who got married blindly, and after being exposed to such an opportunity, he exchanged several letters and had some understanding of Shen Yixiu's temperament, but this girl was still uneasy in the bridal chamber. It was a bit surprising to him.
Shen Yixiu is not a particularly lively and outgoing person, but overall he is quite cheerful and very generous in dealing with others. More importantly, he was born in a scholarly family like the Shen family and developed a good upbringing and upbringing. Moreover, the character of his father-in-law Shen Jue is also relatively rational and realistic, which will inevitably affect Shen Yixiu.
There must have been many gentry children from high-ranking families in the capital who wanted to become the sons-in-law of the Shen family, but in the end the Shen family chose themselves, and they chose themselves as Shen Yixiu, who was already seventeen and almost eighteen, and logically speaking at this age There are many girls in this stage who have become mothers, but it has been delayed until this time, which shows that Shen Jue has made a cautious decision on this marriage.
And after choosing her, even if there were some twists and turns in the marriage due to her own reasons and because of the marriage, the Shen family did not change their decision in the end.
Feng Ziying didn't know what Qiao Yingjia told Shen Jue, but the decision was definitely made by Shen Jue. Choosing herself also showed that Shen Jue was optimistic about her.
In addition, Qiao Yingjia and Shen Jue get along well with each other, and people and things flock together. Qiao Yingjia and Shen Jue both have realistic and rational personalities. Feng Ziying feels that this will have some influence on Shen Yixiu.
However, Shen Yixiu's attainments in poetry and painting surprised Feng Ziying. She once thought that maybe Shen Yixiu had a literary personality, but after being exposed to it for so long, she discovered that Shen Yixiu was really well balanced in this aspect. .
This is also the reason why he is not particularly worried about Daiyu and Shen Yixiu meeting.
But tonight Feng Ziying seemed to see another side of Shen Yixiu.
He didn't say anything, walked over slowly, and sat on the other end of the bed without saying a word.
Shen Yixiu sat on the bedside, silent.
She was indeed a little impatient before. The coming and going, toasting and drinking did make her a little upset, and it was impossible to say that she was not a little nervous at this time. Fortunately, she was relatively familiar with her future husband, so she would not be nervous. When we got married, we didn’t even know what kind of person the other person was.
But when I think that this man will become my husband, and they will be together for the rest of their lives from now on, and I will have to raise children for him, serve my parents-in-law, and manage the house, this drastic change in the living environment will inevitably make me sad. She feels stressed and nervous.
So after being sent to the bridal chamber, she took off her hijab and sat on the bed for a long time. Then she got up and stood outside for a while, but didn't dare to go out. Finally, she went to the window and quietly opened the window lattice to take a look. After walking outside for a while, I heard the sounds in the house gradually getting quieter, and then I returned to the house and looked up and down at what might be my lifelong residence from now on.
Who would have thought he would come so quickly?
When she heard Feng Ziying talking to Qingwen outside the door, Shen Yixiu subconsciously wanted to hide on the bedside and sit down, but she found that the other party's footsteps seemed to have stopped at the door, and her curiosity made her unable to help it. She stopped at the door, wanting to listen to the conversation between her husband and Qingwen.
It's not that he is jealous of Qingwen. The fact that the other party sent Qingwen to him is a sign of trust and respect for him. Shen Yixiu feels that he should be worthy of this trust and respect.
No matter how much the husband dotes on this woman, she is just a maid. Even if she becomes a maid of intercourse in the future, it depends on whether she can give birth to a boy and a girl before she can be called a concubine.
Shen Yixiu never thought that he needed to compete with concubines, maids and the like for favors and jealousy. That would lower his status too much.
Just like the two Hu girls that her husband raised outside as foreign wives before marriage, she had known about it for a long time, but never cared about it. She even planned to take the initiative to offer to her husband to bring these two Hu girls back to the house after marriage.
This is not intended to show generosity, but it is really unnecessary. Sooner or later, you will have to enter the house, so how can you be more calm?
The conversation between the husband and Qingwen was short and touching. It’s no wonder that the husband likes this girl so much.
Qingwen has been with him for less than half a year, but Shen Yixiu has completely accepted this girl, and even did not choose one or two other maids from the Shen family when she got married. This is not only a trust in Qingwen, but also a trust in himself. Full of confidence.
It was not until the moment before he opened the door that Shen Yixiu rushed into the room like a rabbit, grabbed a hijab and covered his head. Even Shen Yixiu was surprised that he could react so sensitively in an "emergency situation". Swift.
Seeing the rapid rise and fall of the chest next to the curtain of the hijab, Feng Ziying couldn't help but laugh to herself. Was this girl too nervous and excited, or was she moving too hard before entering the door?
Although she was wearing soft-soled embroidered shoes, it was not easy to escape the ears of Feng Ziying, who had practiced for several years. She clearly heard subtle footsteps in the room after talking to Qingwen. If it weren't for this room If there are other people, then it can only be the bride making some small moves.
"Why, did you eavesdrop on my conversation with Qingwen?" Feng Ziying moved her body, quietly approached Shen Yixiu, and put her lips close to Shen Yixiu's ear.
When Shen Yixiu felt the other party's approach, and even the heat of his breath flowed by his ears, inner tension and embarrassment enveloped his whole body. Suddenly hearing such an unexpected question, his body froze and he subconsciously denied it: " Where is it? I didn’t hear anything."
Feng Ziying snorted and reached out to take off her hijab, only to see the shy Shen Yixiu looking at him with big eyes, "You still said no, look at how short of breath you came in, and look at the way you answered the question. , I can’t even lie, how will I manage the house in the future?”
"Ah?" Is it so obvious? Shen Yixiu lowered his eyes subconsciously and glanced at her husband's chest, which was staring at her fiercely. The fluffy breasts were folded under the scarlet brocade embroidered coat, and then he realized that his secret was exposed, "I'm just sitting there. My whole body was stiff, so I went out for a walk, and I happened to see you coming in to talk to Qingwen. Also, why did the housekeeper still need to lie?"
"It's not that you have to lie as a housekeeper, but if you are a housekeeper, you will definitely learn to recognize lies from the people below. Well, you lie like you, blushing, heartbeat, and at a loss. You can tell lies at a glance, but in the future you There are so many servants and servants to take care of these things in our house, and all of them are weathered. If they want to fool people, they won’t blink an eye, and they can talk faster than anyone else. If you can’t understand If it’s true or false, then just wait for them to have fun.”
Feng Ziying had already put her hands around Shen Yixiu's waist. Shen Yixiu's body stiffened again, but when he heard what Feng Ziying said, his mind was immediately attracted, "Ah, isn't the wife and concubine in charge of the house? So what should we do?”
Feng Ziying also felt Shen Yixiu's nervousness, so she used these topics to distract Shen Yixiu's attention.
As my fiancée, I am afraid that except for her brother, I have not seen many other adult men in the house. Although I have met her a few times and passed a few letters, the communication is more verbal and spiritual. , but now they are about to sleep together as husband and wife, so naturally they are extremely nervous.
Although such a day has to go through, Feng Ziying is not willing to let her wedding night turn into an arduous pioneering journey overnight, so it is necessary to relax the other party's spirit and divert the other party's attention.
"What should we do? When soldiers come, we will block the water and cover the ground with the earth. If you don't know how to do it, just learn to do it. Whoever is born can do it. Our family is still small now, and there are not many people to deal with. In the future, if we add more children, things will only get worse. The more I have, the sooner or later my wife and concubine will have to hand it over to you..."
"My husband shocked me so much that I thought..." Shen Yixiu finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Feeling that her stiff body seemed to become softer, Feng Ziying knew that her method was effective, "You thought that when we come together tomorrow morning, my wife will hand over the keys and account books to you?"
Hearing the teasing tone in Feng Ziying's words, Shen Yixiu was so embarrassed that he couldn't help but punch the other person. Feng Ziying's heart trembled, but she could still hold back, so she hugged the other person and pulled him into her. In arms.
Seeing the jade face with sword-shaped eyebrows and bright eyes coming towards him, and the hot mark on his lips, Shen Yixiu only had time to say "ah" before Feng Ziying stretched out his hand under his knees and hooked one hand on his back to hug him.
If he had known that such a moment would come, Shen Yixiu could only close his eyes shyly and shrink into a ball.
Before putting on makeup and eyebrows yesterday, my mother took a few picture books and told her to read them as soon as possible. Then she told me some things that I needed to pay attention to, and the ladies in the house also whispered in my ears. There were so many that Shen Yixiu was so embarrassed that he didn't even sleep well yesterday.
Accompanied by heavy breathing, Shen Yixiu slowly softened, only to feel that his lips seemed to be a little painful. The stubble of his beard rubbed his cheeks and pricked the flesh slightly. He took off his embroidered jacket and shirt. Only the bellyband is left...
"Ms. sir, will you treat Mr. Wan forever?"
When the sword reached her feet, the beauty, whose cheeks were red with embarrassment and had been keeping her eyes closed, suddenly opened her eyes and stared at Feng Ziying.
Feng Ziying was stunned for a moment without any hesitation, "Of course! You are my wife and my true love. We will stay together forever and love you deeply."
For Feng Ziying, such words would be simply bad cliché love words in later generations, but in this time and space, men are very stingy about saying love words, and all they can say are some promises.
Shen Yixiu's sudden whim was actually just a murmur when she was in deep love. She who originally liked poetry and songs was particularly emotional at this time, but she didn't expect that she would get such a passionate love from her husband. respond.
At this moment, Shen Yixiu felt that his whole body was numb and numb, and he didn't know where he was. He completely forgot that he might still face Lin Daiyu's challenge, and just wanted to enjoy this most beautiful time.
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The crowing of the rooster woke up Shen Yixiu from his deep sleep. She was still a little dazed before she could adapt. It was not until the tearing pain in her lower body that she suddenly recalled the madness last night.
Now a woman, Shen Yixiu thought silently in his heart and wanted to struggle, but was hugged by a strong, warm and solid embrace behind him, "Are you awake? You should rest for a while, it's still early."
Shy, surprised, warm-hearted, and a certain kind of relief and relaxation, the body softened, turned slightly sideways, suppressed the discomfort in the lower body, curled up into the husband's arms, and let the husband's hands rub tenderly on her shoulders and back.
The past year of getting married has actually been a torment. Shen Yixiu is very aware that he is seriously "overage". In this era, it is rare to be unmarried at the age of eighteen. He is already nineteen and approaching the age of twenty. 10. If he were not already engaged, he would definitely be ridiculed and ridiculed by the high-ranking families in the capital city.
Fortunately, the person he was engaged to was enough to make anyone jealous and shut up. Xiao Feng Xiuzhan's reputation was known to everyone in the capital city.
But until the final moment of marriage, Shen Yixiu could not feel at ease. His husband was too troublesome, and the various turmoils often involved him in his marriage.
Shen Yixiu even heard that if he and the daughter of the Lin family hadn't been engaged one after another, it was said that both King Zhongshun and the Emperor would have intended to recruit her as their commander's horse and consort.
It is definitely an exaggeration to say that the emperor sought out Lang Jun as his consort. As was customary in the Zhou dynasty, a consort was not allowed to serve as the six ministries, nine ministers, or local chief officials. He could only hold vacant posts in some idle yamen. With Lang Jun’s future, how could he possibly accept such a position? It seemed like a marriage of wealth and status, but it was actually a marriage of imprisonment, but there were no such restrictions on the prince's horse, and King Zhongshun did have a close relationship with his husband.
However, all of these are just the words of extremely bored people in the market, so naturally they cannot be taken seriously.
It's just that for girls, who doesn't want to settle their lifelong affairs as soon as possible.
Feng Ziying also had some different insights and touches in her heart.
Shen Yixiu is not the first woman he has met since he came to this world. Xiangling and Jin Chuaner, well, Eryou, while they are enjoying themselves, Feng Ziying does not feel like home, but more like a game of life. .
But after last night, Feng Ziying felt something different. A great sense of responsibility enveloped him, which made him feel a little stressed.
Even the faces and figures of Daiyu and Baochai flashed through my mind one by one, including several other girls. They seemed to have become a part of my life. I could not let them down, but should be responsible for them. Here comes the responsibility.
Maybe this is the sense of responsibility that comes with having a family? Have you matured?
No, it should be that I have some kind of realization.