Chapter 758 It is a fallacy that the victim is guilty
This hypnosis made Nie Beilou and Xi Jiu feel heavy in their hearts.
Ruan Qi had been sent to the bedroom. With Anshenxiang there, she slept for a long time and didn't wake up until about nine o'clock in the evening.
Because she did not take drugs that suppressed her mental power during this hypnosis, Ruan Qi was in good physical condition after waking up. But on the contrary, it was her emotions.
Ruan Qi's mood is a little bad.
The hypnosis in the morning allowed her to successfully recover the memory of when Jiang Chunian forced her to make a choice. Although the memory was not completely clear, she clearly recalled the despair and pain she felt when faced with the choice.<
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And this despair and pain have now become a knot in Ruan Qi's heart.
She desperately wants to know who she chose back then.
Is it the little boy No. 11, or the kids in the ‘junkyard’?
If she chose one side, what happened to the other side? Did she lose her life because of her choice?
Just as Xi Jiu expected, Ruan Qi, who had believed in saving lives and healing the wounded since she was a child, could not accept that someone died because of her choice.
She sat on the bed and tried hard to recall that past event. But the memories seemed to be covered with an invisible veil. Ruan Qi had a headache thinking about it and couldn't remember what choices she made back then.
She covered her forehead in discomfort, using her head too much to make her eyes feel dizzy.
At this time, the door opened and familiar footsteps came in.
"The baby is awake?" Xi Jiu walked into the room and saw the little girl covering her forehead with an ugly expression.
His face changed slightly and he immediately walked over quickly: "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? Have a headache?"
"Jiujiu..." Ruan Qi grabbed the man's hand and rested her head on his shoulder, "I can't remember who I chose back then."
Xi Jiu heard her words and guessed what she was worried about.
He held her in his arms and patted her head comfortingly: "No matter what choice the baby made back then, it was not of your own free will. Everything is Jiang Chunian's fault and has nothing to do with you."
This is indeed the truth, but Ruan Qi still can't let go.
"Jiujiu, do you think the fire in my dream was caused by my choice of No. 11? Were the children in the 'garbage dump' burned to death because of my choice?
Su said that there were at least twenty or thirty children in that 'garbage dump'..."
So many lives were lost. If it was really because of her choice that she was burned to death, what should she do?
Ruan Qi's face turned a little pale, and the little girl who had always been big-hearted was panicked for the first time.
Xi Jiu felt very distressed when she saw her like this.
He kissed the top of her head and said softly: "Baby, no matter who you chose back then, it was not your fault. You are the victim, not the perpetrator. It is a fallacy that the victim is guilty, but the real guilty person is
Jiang Chunian. So you don’t have to blame yourself for this, you are right.”
Not to mention that Ruan Qi was only nine years old at the time. Even if she were a strong adult, she might not be able to do better in that situation.
Xi Jiu doesn’t think Ruan Qi is wrong at all.
He whispered comforting words in the little girl's ear over and over again, and Ruan Qi's originally uneasy mood gradually stabilized.
"Jiujiu, where is my master?"
Xi Jiu: "Mr. Beilou is playing chess with Master Chu next door. He is worried about you and hasn't gone to bed yet."
Ruan Qi then raised his head and looked at the clock on the wall. It was already past nine o'clock in the evening.
The little girl immediately opened her eyes: "Why did I sleep for so long? Did my grandparents call? I didn't go back so late. They must be anxious, right?"
As soon as he said this, the mobile phone in Xi Jiu's pocket rang.