Ruan Qi thought about the scene of Xi Jiu rushing to the stage to hug her in front of the national audience...
No, it’s too suffocating.
But I feel a little inexplicably excited.
The little girl gradually became abnormal in the suffocating and exciting emotions. She restrained the raised corners of her lips and whispered to Bai Li in the system: "Uncle Bai Li, I really want to make it public."
"Then try to accumulate faith points." Bai Li, who was playing games, replied.
Ruan Qi is tired of hearing this answer.
She sighed in frustration, "But I want to make it public now."
I no longer have to fall in love secretly, but I can hold Jiujiu’s hand in front of the whole world. It feels really good.
The little girl looked forward to it.
Bai Li raised her eyelids and glanced at her, "Want to make it public now? Okay."
Ruan Qi's eyes lit up.
But then, she heard Bai Li say again: "But you have to be mentally prepared. If you make your relationship public now, the whole world will know that Xi Jiu and you are more in love than Jin. If one day you don't have enough faith, you will be in trouble."
, then Xi Jiu will become the number one widower in the world."
"At that time, everyone's eyes will be on him. After you die, if he wants to marry again, someone might scold him, 'Ruan Qi has only been dead for a few years and you married someone else. Xi Jiu, you have no intention'!"
Bai Li glanced at the little girl whose expression changed, "How about thinking about that scene? Is it fun?"
So cool!
Ruan Qi almost couldn't hold back her tears when she thought that Xi Jiu would become the target of public criticism.
She quickly lowered her head to prevent the camera from capturing her.
Shen Wenqian on the side noticed something strange about her and asked in a low voice, "Ruan Xiaoqi, what's wrong with you? Does the wound hurt?"
Ruan Qi was afraid that he would see the red circles under her eyes, so she didn't dare to raise her head. She just said angrily, "It's okay, I'm just a little sleepy."
Shen Wenqian's hanging heart fell back.
"I was shocked. I thought your wound hurt. But this kind of awards ceremony is really tiring. If you can't hold it in, just close your eyes for a while and I'll help you block the camera."
Ruan Qi let out a low "hmm" and felt a little depressed.
Maybe it was because she had been so happy in the past six months that she almost forgot that she could die at any time.
At the moment when she took the stage to give her acceptance speech, she really had the urge to ‘just make it public’.
Until Bai Li's words completely shattered her unrealistic fantasy and brought her back to reality.
Bai Li is right, she hasn't saved enough health points yet.
Now that it is public, if one day Xi Jiu dies, then Xi Jiu will be pushed to the forefront.
In fact, Xi Jiu will be kidnapped by public opinion in the next five, ten, or even decades, and will not be free.
She can't be so selfish.
Ruan Qi closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and suppressed those impulses and expectations deep in her heart.
Wait a moment.
Wait until she becomes popular enough.
Wait until enough health points have been accumulated.
Wait until she has enough life to accompany Xi Jiu for the rest of her life.
By then, she will tell the whole world loudly——
‘This is my favorite lover, his name is Xi Jiu.’
……
The show on the stage is still going on, with explosive music and screams intertwining into a state of ecstasy.
The camera panned over the guest seats from time to time, and the artists who had already sat until their bodies ached were forced to straighten their backs and face the national audience with stiff smiles.
Xi Jiu, who was sitting in the first row, kept staring at the big screen of the live broadcast guest seat.
He was not interested in anything performed on stage. The only thing he looked forward to during the entire award ceremony was to see Ruan Qi.
However, the camera has already scanned the guest seats seven or eight times.
However, the little girl's figure was strictly blocked by Shen Wenqian, with only half of her shoulders and long hair exposed.