Several guards in the palace rushed into a room full of talismans and cinnabars, but only saw their extremely awe-inspiring national master trembling under the table.
"This is a big monster. I don't have enough Taoism and cannot deal with it."
The national master with long beards was lifted up from under the table, shook his head repeatedly, not daring to face the manure-cutting A Si who entered the palace.
"Eunuch Huang!"
And between the temples outside, many people finally found that the old eunuch was heading against the current, as if he was actively heading towards the direction where A Si was picking up the manure.
"That's a demon. Eunuch Huang, don't go to die." Several officials who were familiar with the old eunuch shouted repeatedly, but the old eunuch just shook his head at them and smiled slightly.
No one could stop A Si from taking out the manure, and all the guards surrounded him, but kept retreating like a tide.
Only the old eunuch's voice sounded, "You guys retreat first, I'll talk to him."
"you……"
Although this old eunuch is in charge of many things in the palace on weekdays, he will not be able to order the imperial guards and guards in the palace. However, looking at his extremely calm face, many of the big guards who have been scared by A Si and
However, the Imperial Guard generals involuntarily made a move.
"You guys retreat a little further."
The old eunuch said to several imperial guards, walked not far in front of A Si, and then continued: "I have never entered the palace, want to come in and take a look?"
A Si, who was taking out the manure, stopped.
He looked at the old eunuch in a daze.
In fact, since he killed the fat maid, he has been a little dazed. He had obviously wanted to come in here to see, but he couldn't say what he saw.
At this time, he looked at the old eunuch with a calm face, but he felt that the other party seemed to be different from other people in the city.
The old eunuch looked at him who had no response for a moment, shook his head slightly, and said softly: "Isn't it actually nothing good to look at?"
A Si, who was taking out the feces, still didn't know how to answer, so he just nodded subconsciously.
"The mind has no place to go, so everything feels as if it is someone else's, especially everything in the past is false, and there is actually no definite judgment on the so-called good or bad." The old eunuch said softly.
A Si's body was slightly shocked, and he looked at the old eunuch and said, "Who are you?"
"You and I should be the same type of people." The old eunuch said: "My name is Huangtang. I feel that I am more unlucky than you. In your memory, you are only in your twenties and thirty years old? But in my memory, I
He has lived in his seventies in this palace."
A Si, who was taking out the feces, looked at the old eunuch blankly, and he didn't know what to say.
The Imperial Guards and Guards surrounding him and the old eunuch watched him stop and seemed to calm down under the persuasion of the old eunuch. They felt that the old eunuch was calm in the face of danger and that the persuasion might work, so they were not brave enough.
Go out, follow the old eunuch's instructions, and then quietly retreat.
"Do you have a name?" The old eunuch looked at A Si who was taking out the feces and said, "I know it's hard for you to accept, but you should understand what the words I said to you mean."
"My name is A Si. They all asked me to take out the feces before." A Si, who took out the feces, looked at the old eunuch, and his breathing became a little difficult, as if he was forced to turn himself from an illusory world.
The spirit of the mind is brought back to reality, "You mean, are our previous memories all fake?"
"You have also seen the strange scene in the sky before." The old eunuch nodded calmly and said, "In fact, we may have lived for countless years, but we are always influenced by others.
Give us life.”
"How could this happen?" Ah Si, who was taking off the feces, looked at the dark red bamboo strip on his hand in pain and said, "We don't know what's going on, don't others know?"
"Because you can be A Si who takes the manure, A San who writes books, or Lao Wu who raises geese." The old eunuch looked at him and said, "You can stay in this city for many years, maybe
I just changed a few streets and alleys and changed my face, and I may also stay in another city for many years. Anyway, people like you and me will soon be forgotten if they die or disappear one day."
"What about you?" Ah Si was shaking all over, and he looked at the old eunuch in pain and asked.
"I am Eunuch Huang here. If this royal city is gone, I may be Eunuch Huang who is wandering outside. Maybe I will become someone elsewhere by then. Who knows?" the old eunuch sighed.
"How could this happen?" A Si's face turned pale, and he understood more and more in his heart, but he became increasingly unacceptable.
"There is no way, because as those people in the picture said, we were originally the puppets that were placed inside at the beginning of the construction of this world, and we lived a pre-set life. We were like rolling from one end to another
The marble at one end is always like this." The old eunuch Huang Tang looked at him and said.
"So even if I like a girl, is it fake to save money for her?" Asi couldn't help but scream hoarsely.
"It turns out that this is a blow to love. If I have to judge, it is indeed fake." Huang Tang said with emotion: "Because you may have any preferences and what kind of girls you like before are all in advance.
Arranged for you. Perhaps among all the girls in the city, according to the established arrangement, you will only like which kind of girls you will like."
Tears were flowing in A Si's eyes, but he opened his mouth but couldn't speak.
Huang Tang looked at his appearance, shook his head with some sympathy and asked, "What happened to you and that girl?"
"She deceived me to help her redeem her, but in fact she had an affair with someone and was about to elope. She deceived many people, and I was just one of them." Ah Si closed her eyes in pain, "I had killed her before I came."
"Then these are all fake." Huang Tang thought for a while and comforted him: "Maybe according to the established arrangement, as the manure-cutting A Si, you will only fall in love with such a girl, and then be destined to be deceived by her, maybe as the original one.
You will take risks in the future, but you will not have such ability. Maybe in the original arrangement, you may also commit crimes, and then you may become a murderer in the memory of the people in this city.
, fleeing to become a murderer. But in fact, at some point, you may become someone in the city and live the life arranged by others. Since it is all fake, the past should have no meaning, and you don’t need to be sad or angry
.”
"Can what has happened behave as false that does not exist?" Asi looked at him and said.
"That's not the real yourself, neither A San A Si A Wu nor you are real yourself. From the beginning when you discovered that the past was fake, you are the real yourself." Huang Tang nodded and said, "You have
Do you hear the voice in your heart?”
"Heard the voice in my heart?" Ah Si couldn't understand.
"Is there any words in your mind about your ability at this time?" Huang Tang looked at him and said, "For example, my current methods seem to have words in my mind, called Sunflower Book."
A Si came to his senses and subconsciously said, "It seems to be the supreme sword realm."
"It's true." Huang Tang smiled with emotion and said, "Even after this strange change, the skills we have developed seem to be pre-arranged by those who built this world. Even if we are sober, we are still not yet
Get out of the arrangements others have given us.”
"Then what should we do?" A Si stayed for a long time and said.
"I can't answer your question." Huang Tang smiled bitterly. He looked at A Si seriously and said, "We are like babies who have just been born in this world, but all the babies don't have that long memory at the beginning.
All babies will not have the ability to go far beyond everyone around them at the beginning. Including now, I just feel that I have lived here for many years, and I don’t know that after leaving this palace, I will do it for a while.
What. Because if you can't believe that this is a real world and think that everything is fake, then it doesn't seem to make any sense to possess something."
"If everything before was fake, I'd better not remember anything. If I don't remember, I wouldn't feel pain." A Si looked at Huangtang and said, "Do you think there are a few people in the picture?
Could it help us?"
"It depends on what you want to do. If you want others to help you, you must at least know what you want to do." Huang Tang smiled bitterly: "Do you want to forget everything, or do you want to figure out who arranged such a life for you
?”
A Si took a deep breath, closed his eyes, thought for a moment in pain, and said, "I think they will help me at least not repeat the fake life. At least I can have my own memories in the future."
Huang Tang said: "Since you have figured it out, then you can try it and ask them if they can help you."
Ashi said, "Then where are they?"
Huang Tang said: "I don't know either, but as long as I go and look for it, I can finally find where they are."
Asi looked at the old eunuch with a calm face and suddenly felt infinite gratitude in his heart. He couldn't help asking, "What about you? Don't you go to find them?"
"I want to do nothing, and I still work as my eunuch general manager here." Huang Tang said.
"Why?" Asi looked at him in surprise.
"Because I think the reason why I am sober is probably someone's arrangement. He makes us sober and has such ability. Maybe it's just to make us do something." Huang Tang laughed and said, "It's true."
, with such invincible skills on earth, how can you not do anything big? But I just don’t want to follow his arrangements, I just want to be the same as before."
A Si looked at him blankly and said, "I don't understand very much."
Huang Tang laughed at himself and said, "Who can understand?"