For Lu Jinyan, Lu Jinyan cannot understand the heartbreaking feeling of love. Perhaps for him, love is a vague thing.
For him, there was too much missing from his family. He could not understand the feeling of mutual support and inseparable life and death, and he could not understand how heavy it was.
Even for his first love Zheng Wenya, it was just a flutter in his heart, so he chose Zheng Wenya, which was the first time in so many years that he disobeyed his parents' expectations of him.
In his eyes, those pretentious ladies were not even as pleasing to the eye as the comely Zheng Wenya. So when she expressed her feelings to Lu Jinyan for the first time, they got together, and everything was so logical.
Soon they lived together. Zheng Wenya came from a poor family and was very familiar with housework, including cooking. Lu Jinyan's apartment, which had always been cold, finally felt like home when he welcomed a guest.
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Although it is still a place dominated by black and white, the smell of home constantly fills the entire apartment. Lu Jinyan's heart also begins to loosen. For a man like Lu Jinyan who seems to be perfect to the extreme, your beauty and your talent
Nothing can impress him.
The only thing that can make this kind of man look at you with admiration is to break through from the inside out and break his ice bit by bit. It is obvious that Zheng Wenya understands this very well. She paid attention to the smallest details and spent four whole days on it.
It took years for Lu Jinyan to accept her.
Although Lu Jinyan didn't understand what true love was, he couldn't refuse a woman who took good care of him and he also had a crush on her.
The matter of marriage was gradually put on the agenda, but the intervention of Lu Jinyan's mother Chen Wanru made everything complicated, especially the marriage of the two people was greatly hindered.
The relationship has not broken down, but in the face of money, all explanations may seem extremely weak. In the face of money, Zheng Wenya gave up their hard-earned love and chose the former to go abroad to become a talent.
Are you disappointed? Indeed, so many years have not been spent in vain. With her intervention in life, everything has changed.
But if we want to talk about pain, it is actually not too much. Disappointment may account for more, but everyone thought that he could not get out. After all, he and Zheng Wenya had such a good relationship when they were together.
Now that Zheng Wenya has left, he should be in the most pain, but what surprised everyone is that Lu Jinyan returned to normal in a short period of time, and even judging from his face, he looked worse than Zheng Wenya
When I left, my mood changed.
Maybe he didn't care that much. It was at this time that the reputation of being ruthless came out.
For Zheng Wenya, Lu Jinyan is more of a habit and more of a responsibility. Although the society here has long since said that I will marry her home if I ruin her innocence, Lu Jinyan has always maintained this commitment.
Although he is not a saint, he has not fallen to the point of playing with her emotions and body.
He is undoubtedly conceited, unlike those idle second generation ancestors who enjoy playing with other people's emotions and bodies.
He disdains it. This is just a manifestation of arrogance to the extreme. Only those who really catch his eye can have this honor. Others are just insignificant ants and are not necessary at all.
There will never be a perfect woman or a completely perfect man in this world. There are always flaws, more or less, big or small. They are all lurking there, waiting to be discovered.
The same goes for Lu Jinyan. A seemingly perfect family background, an unshakable backstage, the youngest mayor, and a group of brothers who are inseparable through life and death.
The appearance and temperament that make women fall in love. Everything seems perfect, but in fact, putting aside everything, he is just a man with ability, ability, family background, good looks, and means, but he is also extremely conceited.
It was because of his pride that he and Jiang Kexin were in the current situation.
Jiang Kexin's heart was full of irritability. She could not deny that Lu Jinyan was really a very good man, but his love was too overbearing, conceited and overbearing, and also conceited and childish. Jiang Kexin could not accept all of this.
, can't face it, not to mention that there are still many unresolved conflicts between the two of them.
So she has always chosen to escape, using various reasons to escape, just like he is pretending to be comatose to avoid facing her mother.
She was afraid, afraid that she would face this exposed reality. How could she not be her father's daughter? How could this be possible? Their family of three had obviously lived happily for so long, why would an old classmate of her mother suddenly appear?
Said he was his father.
Jiang Ke's heart was confused, so she chose to keep escaping.
He was already awake, but he was hypnotizing himself over and over again, lying on the hospital bed pretending to be comatose.
Her mother's crying never seemed to stop, and her father's gentle voice made Jiang Kexin's eyes feel sore again and again.
How many times did she want to get up from the hospital bed and ask her mother why she was not her father's daughter? Why! Why!
But in the end, she still lay on the bed with tears in her eyes, motionless. She didn't want to and didn't dare. She couldn't imagine what the consequences would be like after saying such hurtful words from her mouth, and how distressed her mother would be.
Heartache.
And her father's eyes were full of disappointment. Jiang Ke was afraid, so she could only lie on the hospital bed and continue to pretend to be in a coma. Although she was also full of guilt, she was helpless.
He could only say sorry in his heart over and over again to the people sitting around him who cared about him. Until one night, Jiang Muyuan's words made Jiang Kexin finally open his eyes.
"Kexin, dad knows you're awake." Jiang Muyuan's slightly hoarse voice made Jiang Kexin, who was lying on the hospital bed, stiffen suddenly. His body next to the quilt slowly straightened out of sight of everyone.
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She was waiting for Jiang Muyuan's next words, but after a long time, Jiang Muyuan didn't say a word, as if he was just sitting there waiting for Jiang Kexin's response.
Jiang Kexin's tense body shook slightly, and her tightly closed eyes were slightly loosened.
After a while, after a fierce inner struggle, Jiang Kexin, who had been unconscious for a long time, finally opened her eyes and screamed with her eyes closed.
"Dad." The voice that had not spoken for a long time was a bit strange, but to Jiang Muyuan, no matter how unpleasant the voice was, in his heart it was the sound of nature.
Jiang Muyuan's hanging heart was finally relieved. He knew his daughter Mo Ruofu. Although Jiang Muyuan was not Jiang Kexin's biological father, after so many years of getting along day and night, it could be said that Jiang Muyuan knew Jiang Kexin very well.
Especially his daughter's habit of avoiding unacceptable things. He was not so clear about it.
So after getting the diagnosis from the doctor that Jiang Kexin was fine and should have woken up, but he didn't wake up for some unknown reason.
Jiang Muyuan had a bold guess in his mind. Jiang Kexin had actually woken up long ago, but because he couldn't accept everything, he chose to escape.
Among them, the one she has no way to face is probably herself. After living under the same roof for so many years, although Jiang Kexin is not her biological daughter, he has long treated her as his own. Now.
He couldn't understand what Jiang Ke was thinking.
The daughter is upset, blaming herself, and heartbroken because she is not his daughter.
At the same time, he was also fighting for his father's injustice.
She didn't know whether her mother had told her father that she was not her father's biological daughter, and she didn't know if her father had really been kept in the dark for so many years. She couldn't imagine how cruel it would be when the truth was revealed.
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She loved her family, and she didn't want her parents to divorce and become enemies. He even thought about whether everything would be different if he suppressed the matter secretly.
But she didn't dare, so she could only struggle hard with her father and family. She didn't want to give up on any of them, and none of them were crucial to her now.
So the moment she heard her father's voice, all Jiang Kexin's defenses were defeated. All she could think about was her father.
Tears kept flowing down her cheeks, and all the pain and grievances she had suppressed for so long were vented at this moment.
Just because the other person is her father, a father who doesn't care about blood relationship.
It would be a lie to say that you don't feel distressed. No matter what father you are, you will feel distressed if you see the daughter who is close to your heart crying like a little tearful person. Jiang Muyuan is no exception.
The moment Jiang Kexin sat up, he was already in front of Jiang Kexin and held her tightly in his arms. His hands kept patting Jiang Kexin's back, trying to comfort Jiang Kexin.
An exciting emotion.
That is to say, in her father's doting arms, Jiang Kexin's tears fell even more fiercely. Until now, Jiang Kexin still thought that her father did not know that she was not his biological daughter.
What reason does such a self have to covet things that don't belong to him in the first place? Just like Lu Jinyan, they don't belong to him.
Thinking of this, Jiang Kexin hugged Jiang Muyuan tightly. Since it didn't belong to her, I was afraid that she would never have the chance to do this again, so while she still had the chance, Jiang Kexin greedily enjoyed her father's care.
The last time! Thinking of this, Jiang Kexin gradually distanced herself from Jiang Muyuan. Although her heart hurt, she knew she had to do this.
Rather than asking my mother to tell my father this fact later, I might as well tell him now, maybe because the two have been married for so many years, maybe they won't get divorced.
"Father, there are some things I want to tell you. I hope you won't blame your mother after you know it." Jiang Kexin's face was full of grief, and her tone was more serious than ever before.
This was the first time Jiang Muyuan had seen such a fragile daughter, and he suddenly felt very distressed.
No matter how old she is, she is still a little girl who has never experienced big storms. Her heart is still so pure and clean.
In a daze, Jiang Muyuan suddenly regretted his behavior today, but since he had already reached this point, there was no use in regretting it.
Jiang Muyuan stopped him for a moment, and wanted to tell Jiang Kexin in the least harmful and concise language that no matter what, you are daddy's baby, daddy's daughter, and daddy's pride.
But Professor Jiang, who has been teaching for most of his life, has never said such disgusting words, and the person is still his daughter, so he was at a loss for words for a while.
I finally wanted to speak, but was blocked by Jiang Kexin again.
"daughter……"
"Dad, I'm not your biological daughter." Jiang Kexin's words were like a thunderbolt, resounding in the empty ward, and Jiang Muyuan was stunned.
Obviously, he didn't expect his daughter to tell the matter so directly.
But in Jiang Kexin's eyes, his shock completely changed into an inability to accept this reality.
Jiang Kexin's mood became even lower. She lowered her head and said nothing. She really didn't know how to continue talking. Her heart was also full of regret, why did she say everything so suddenly!
It's too late to take things back now. The words have already been spoken. How can there be any room to take them back?
Her heart suddenly felt cold to the bottom.
However, Jiang Muyuan was the first to return to normal. Seeing his daughter's dejected look, he suddenly felt very funny, and he actually laughed out loud and rubbed his daughter's plush head happily.
"Dad knows, I have known since you were not born." Jiang Muyuan's tone was very calm, and there was no hint of emotion or anger in him. There was only a trace of sadness. Jiang Kexin suddenly felt so sad, but she didn't know how to comfort herself.
My father could only open his eyes and look up at him.
It seemed that doing this would give him the strength to persevere. Seeing this scene, Jiang Muyuan couldn't help but smile and rubbed his daughter's hair more vigorously.
"Don't blame yourself, and don't blame your mother. Things are not what you imagined. Lan Xin has also suffered a lot these years."
"Dad." Jiang Kexin's voice was still trembling, obviously she hadn't digested this shocking fact yet.
Her father has always known that she is not his father's biological daughter, and has known it since she was not born.
How is this possible!
Although she is clean, it does not mean that she is stupid. No man would be willing to raise that man's child after knowing that his wife cheated on her and had another man's child.
This is a man's dignity, but when all the reality was placed in front of her again, she was really confused.