Jiang Kexin didn't know when she hung up the phone. Maybe her mother hung up first.
Now she can say that all she can think about is her mother's words. Something happened to Lu Jinyan.
Confused, what I'm talking about now is Jiang Kexin's state. She's out of her mind.
Falling on the cold concrete floor, Jiang Kexin felt that her heart had been dead for a long time, and there was a faint tingling feeling in her heart. It was gradually getting bigger bit by bit. But she could not hear the echo of her mother in her ears.
Serious words.
Lu Jinyan, what happened to him?
With trembling hands, he took out the phone from his pocket and tried several times but failed to press the familiar number.
How can I stand to ask him now? Even the most ordinary greeting from a friend may not be qualified.
He and she were never friends, at best they were just strangers.
You cannot become friends or enemies after a breakup. Because you have hurt the other person severely, you cannot be friends, and because you have loved each other deeply, you cannot become enemies. This sentence became Jiang's
The best interpretation between Ke Xin and Lu Jinyan.
Because we have loved each other deeply, we cannot hate each other. And because we have loved each other deeply, we cannot face each other again and can only become strangers.
The most familiar stranger. You can miss and remember, but you can no longer find someone to care about and hug. This is a very embarrassing existence, but at the same time extremely sad.
The two words "divorce" are like two high mountains that stand between Jiang Kexin and Lu Jinyan. They cannot cross or touch them.
An emotion called anxiety filled Jiang Kexin's heart.
Helplessly, he patted his stiff face and supported his body to stand up from the ground. It was time to go to class and he couldn't be late. Even though he no longer had any desire to attend class.
I stumbled all the way to the classroom, only to find that the entire large classroom was already full of people, even the professor who usually liked to be late had already arrived.
For a moment everyone looked at her.
"Sorry, professor, I'm late." Jiang Kexin hurriedly apologized to the professor, lowered her head, ran to the last row, found a seat and sat down.
The professor's voice was groggy, and Jiang Kexin felt that her body was getting more and more tired. Her eyelids were getting closer and closer little by little.
Everything began to blur, and only the professor's groggy narration accompanied her sleepiness as she fell asleep little by little.
When she woke up again, it was already the afternoon of the third day, and she also got on a plane flying back to Haicheng that afternoon.
Her mother, Du Lanxin, sat beside her and shed tears without saying a word. Her father, however, stiffened his body like a wooden man and did not look at him.
Only his shaking hands revealed his nervousness.
Jiang Kexin's heart ached. Hearing and seeing were obviously not on the same level. She thought she was selfish enough to accept her parents' pain.
But she didn't know until they met that she couldn't do it.
It had only been a few months since we had seen each other, but the face of my once high-spirited father was already covered with wrinkles, and his temples, which once had no trace of gray hair, had turned snow-white.
All this was because of her too selfish behavior. She only thought about the pain of losing her child. She only thought about the heartache when she was forced to divorce. But she did not think about her parents. They lost more than just
A grandson, and a daughter they both loved deeply.
What they have lost is far greater than themselves. How can they imagine the pain they have experienced?
Jiang Kexin couldn't imagine that kind of pain.
She tried hard to lift up her still very sore arms, and firmly held her father's still trembling hands. She used her last strength to express what she wanted to say most now.
"Dad, let's go home."
The scene outside the lathe is still so familiar. After being away for several months, Haicheng has not changed at all. The only thing that has changed is the heart of the person sitting in the car.
Jiang Kexin felt that her life was almost complete. Whether it was relationships or life, she had experienced ups and downs, experienced and had them. Now everything was dull again. She thought that there seemed to be no reason not to be satisfied.
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But when she returned home and saw the thin body at the door, Jiang Kexin suddenly felt that her dead heart suddenly had the urge to come back to life.
It had only been a few months, but time had not made any changes to Lu Jinyan's appearance. He still had those deep eyes, and his gentle gaze seemed to make people drown in his gentle gaze.
"It's so sad." His voice still sounded as pleasant as ever, and it was good to hear tears falling from his eyes.
She still couldn't forget that it was this person who, with the same gentle voice, announced to everyone that their marriage was terminated. She also couldn't forget that it was this person who made her so irritated that she lost herself.
child, maybe she will never have another child in the future.
Just thinking of this gentle voice made Jiang Ke's heart tremble with pain and his heart became stiff again.
"Drive!" Jiang Kexin heard her cold voice. She tried hard not to look at Lu Jinyan's expression, but everything about him had already been firmly remembered in her heart.
He is thinner than when he saw it on TV. His once angular face now has high cheekbones and sunken eye sockets. The only thing that remains unchanged is his gentle eyes that can drown people.
What Jiang Kexin couldn't accept the most was his gray hair. He was only in his thirties and in his prime. Why did his gray hair appear so early? And his thin body. All of this was because of himself.
?
She had millions of questions she wanted to ask him, but she thought of Lu Jinyan's sad expression. She held it back. She could neither look back nor look back.
"Drive, leave!" Jiang Kexin raised her voice again, urging the vehicle to leave.
While she was speaking, Jiang Kexin's eyes were always tightly closed. She was escaping, always escaping, just like she did when she left Haicheng.
The car finally started slowly under Jiang Kexin's expectation, but Lu Jinyan's expression outside the car became increasingly sad.
Those gentle eyes were always looking at the vehicle where Jiang Kexin was, until he could no longer see it.
Only then did he take back his tenderness and smile to himself.
As long as she lives a good life, I will be satisfied.
What extravagant expectations do you have? Everything is your own fault.
Lu Jinyan had a self-deprecating smile on his face and walked slowly towards the bar step by step. Now he is no longer the high-spirited mayor. Now he is just a divorced man who lost his child.
A failed man.
"Don't you go and take a look? She finally came back." Han Hao grabbed Lu Jinyan's hand and dragged him to his car.
He really couldn't figure it out. Although two people clearly loved each other deeply, why did they torture themselves like this? Could it be that it was really because of the cowardice in their hearts?
Lu Jinyan didn't speak for a long time, maybe he was also thinking.
"She won't see me." After a long time, Lu Jinyan's hoarse voice came from the side. Han Hao felt that there was a little moisture on the back of Lu Jinyan's hand that he firmly grasped, burning his lips drop by drop.
Heart. Everything about him.
Han Hao couldn't remember how long it had been since he cried. It might have been a long time.
"Why don't you know if she will see you if you don't try?" Even so, he still didn't want to give up. He really couldn't accept that this person was so decadent now.
He is not his elder brother at all.
Since everyone who hurt Jiang Kexin received their due punishment, he resigned from the position of mayor and completely became a walking zombie. What he does most every day is to go to Jiang Kexin's house, one stop away
a few hours.
People are losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. The already thin body now has nothing but empty clothes.
Even Han Hao can no longer stand it.
Lu Jinyan did not speak, but shook his head gently, signaling Han Hao to put him down and leave.
For a moment, Han Hao felt that all his anger was ignited at this moment. He screamed and threw himself on Lu Jinyan, grabbed his collar and shook the walking corpse in front of him vigorously.
"Why! Why do you let yourself be so decadent? Don't you love her? Didn't you say you can't live without her? Didn't you say you would protect her forever? Why don't you dare to face it after knowing all the facts? Wrong
It's wrong, but what can we do? Tell her you love her with your sincerity! Ah!"
Han Hao's roar echoed in the small space in the car. In the end, Han Hao himself couldn't tell whether he was scolding Lu Jinyan or himself.
We love you so deeply, we can't forget you, we are right in front of you, why do you have to force yourself to forget and give up? Isn't it good to be together?
Isn’t it good to start over? Why are you so timid?
Tears flowed down Han Hao's distorted face and wetted the velvet doll next to the seat.
Han Hao still remembers Rong Jiajia's proud expression when she brought the velvet doll in front of him.
She happily told them that this would keep her safe and that she would definitely take it with her when driving.
And what was my expression at that time? It was probably disdain. How could I believe such superstitious things? I must have hurt her severely at that time. I was such a scum, how could I tell her that I
Like it very much!
I really like it. No one has ever done anything to me, not even her.
However, it can be seen from the poor stitching of this doll that it must have been made by a woman named Rong Jiajia. Who else but him could make such an ugly doll. This chapter has been completed!