Facing this embrace that she once filled with hope and love, Rong Jiajia now only felt waves of fear.
What did she do? She became a bad woman. She did something that was despised by others. For the first time, she felt that love can not only bring hope and happiness to people, but also in many cases it can also bring people hope and happiness.
It can bring a lot of pain and sadness.
Wen Wanwan moved back bit by bit. Those big eyes that were once full of hidden love for Shi Mingxun were now filled with endless pain and tears.
"Don't come close to me, don't come close to me." Looking at her pale face and sad expression, Shi Mingxun was heartbroken for a moment. He just wanted to hug him, just want a hug.
But she was so afraid of herself. Could it be that all the tenderness and gentleness just now were her illusion? Could it be that she has not forgotten the pain she had caused him yet?
"Wanwan." Shi Mingxun raised his hands feebly, trying to hold his lover tightly who was getting further and further away from him.
However, they found helplessly that the obstacle between the two people was not the distance, nor the difficult crossroads. They were separated by time. Although they loved each other, they were getting farther and farther apart at this moment.
Shi Mingxun tried hard to run in the direction of Wen Wanwan, but Wen Wanwan fled in the opposite direction to him at a faster speed.
Her tears fell on his heart one drop after another. The past scenes flashed before Shi Mingxun's eyes like a movie. It was not until this moment that he discovered that before he knew it, this thin and determined woman
The woman has already secretly lived in her heart.
"Give me a chance, okay? Even if it's the last time? Give me a chance for us to be together and give Shi Shi a complete family." This is something Shi Mingxun never imagined. One day he would actually kneel on the ground.
With tears in his eyes, he begged a woman whom he had hurt so badly.
Obviously, everything that has happened in the past few days has greatly changed many of Shi Mingxun's thoughts and opinions. Even his inner emotions.
But maybe it's too late, or maybe it's not appropriate to say this now. It's obvious that Wen Wanwan is still immersed in the horrific facts she just discovered. Shi Mingxun's tears of regret were not found at all.
Not even knowing what Shi Mingxun said, she only vaguely heard the words "together". And it was these three words that severely stimulated Wen Wanwan's already sensitive nerves.
Like a madman, she suddenly stood up from the ground and rushed directly in front of Shi Mingxun. She looked at Shi Mingxun who was kneeling on the ground with red eyes.
"I don't! Shi Mingxun, what do you think of me? What do you want, Shi Mingxun. I used to love you so much, but what about you? What have you done? Shi Mingxun, do you think we can go back to the past? This is not true.
Maybe!" Wen Wanwan stood in front of Shi Mingxun and yelled like a madman.
As if she wanted to vent all the grievances and sorrows she had felt over the years. The weak fists fell on Shi Mingxun again and again. Her fear, her anger, her worry, her pain.
One by one, use this simplest and most direct method to pass it on to Shi Mingxun, and pass it on to his heart. Tears drop by drop, let us have an ending like this. Shi Mingxun, Brother Shi, let us end like this.
Holding the woman he loved deeply in his arms tightly, listening to her crying and complaining, Shi Mingxun felt tired.
This is the first woman he likes so much in his life, and the first woman who makes him feel so guilty. Maybe she will be the last woman he loves in his life.
But it was such a woman who was extremely important to him that he was hurt to such an extent. Did he fail too much?
"Let's go." A gentle and slightly crying voice came from Chongshi Mingxun's arms.
Shi Mingxun did not answer directly, but just hugged the thin woman in his arms harder. After a long time, Wen Wanwan heard an answer that almost gave her no hope.
"good."
If my appearance at the beginning was a mistake, then I hope that my leaving can minimize the harm to you. If my concern makes you feel guilty, then I can only say sorry in vain.
It was my fault.
Because my reasons changed and destroyed your life, I am willing to return everything to the original point. Just for your flowery smile.
"Wen Wanwan, please remember, I love you. I just love you, that's all."
After leaving these words, Shi Mingxun left, as if he had appeared in a hurry. Wen Wanwan was left standing alone in the small and shabby kitchen, crying bitterly.
Shi Mingxun, I love you too. But I don’t want to be a bad woman who destroys other people’s families. I’m sorry Shi Mingxun. I love you.
It’s not just that I love you, you love me. We can be together. There are too many sorrys in this world, too many dissatisfactions, and too many things that you don’t understand. Not every one
Sincere feelings can get the response they deserve, and not every apology can get it. It doesn't matter.
Maybe it does matter that after you say you're sorry, you're still waiting?
The only thing we can do is to speak clearly and don't keep everything in your heart. Love needs to be spoken out loud!
That night, it rained heavily in the mountains, and it was dark and slippery. Shi Mingxun stumbled and groped forward along the way. But at this time, all he could think about was Wen Wanwan in the village not far away.
Although some decisions are said to have been made, it is too difficult to let go of someone. It is not a good idea to just let go of someone.
Standing at the door of her home, Wen Wanwan looked anxiously into the rain. How she hoped to see a familiar figure inside, and how she also hoped to see Shi Mingxun's face.
She even told herself that if Shi Mingxun appeared in the rain like this, she would never leave him again. Even if she had to bear everyone's curse, she would admit it. As long as he could come back safely.
The rain was so heavy, where could he run? After several struggles, Wen Wanwan wanted to rush into the rain to find Shi Mingxun, but after much hesitation, she decided to stand at the door and wait for Shi Mingxun's return.
It was already evening when he left. Let alone walking to the road, it was difficult to even walk out of the mountain. It can be said that Wen Wanwan regretted it to death now. Why did she force Shi Mingxun away at that time! Yes
Why do you say no the next morning? You have to force people to leave when it is almost dark.
Now it's like looking for a needle in a haystack. I don't know how to find it.
Wen Wanwan was so anxious that she was like an ant on a hot pot, spinning around in circles, but she did nothing. She tried to rush into the rain, but she didn't run far before she retreated.
The rain was so heavy that it was impossible to walk, and the mud on the ground was so slippery. Wen Wanwan's heart sank to the bottom of her heart. She stood blankly at the door looking at the rain chain in front of her, wondering what she should do, what should she do.
Next to the hill, Shi Mingxun struggled to climb up. A lot of water had accumulated in the valley, and as the rain fell heavier, the water level in the valley was also increasing. Shi Mingxun had to climb up as soon as possible.
Raindrops pattered on Shi Mingxun's body, and streams formed by the rainwater continued to flow down the hills, making it even more difficult to move forward on the already slippery mountains.
Every time Shi Mingxun climbed a certain distance, he had to slide down the mountain due to the slippery nature of the mountain. But even so, he still had to keep climbing higher, and the water below was getting higher and higher. And he didn't have much time.
.
After falling down, fortunately, Shi Mingxun's physical fitness was not too bad and he finally climbed up the hill. By this time, it was already dark.
The rain was still falling, with no intention of stopping. The temperature dropped sharply, and the raindrops hit my body like small ice cubes, making it cold and painful.
Shi Mingxun was going to find a place to hide from the rain for a night. After all, being soaked in the rain like this was not a long-term solution.
He carefully looked for a place to take shelter from the rain, but it was dark and the road was slippery, and he was not very familiar with the current terrain. Everything did not go smoothly. In other words, it was very difficult.
From time to time, stones rolled down from Shi Mingxun's feet. He was walking unsteadily, and the road under his feet became increasingly difficult. He walked slower and slower, and became more and more unstable.
However, at a turning area, he failed to step on it properly, and the stones under his feet became loose. Running around in the rain for several hours had consumed too much of his energy. But Wen Wanwan and what happened to him today made him feel nervous.
Became trance-like.
He fell. Unfortunately, there was a particularly abrupt stone in the direction where he fell, and unfortunately the back of Shi Mingxun's head hit the stone. At that time, he fell into a coma.
That is to say, at the same time that Shi Mingxun's accident occurred, Xiao Shitou, who was supposed to be sleeping particularly sweetly, suddenly sat up from the bed, crying and looking for his father.
The cry was extremely shrill, and it woke up everyone in the Foer family for a while at night. Except for Nashu, who had already taken medicine and fell asleep.
Fule tried every means to coax Little Shitou, but Little Shitou, who was originally obedient and easy to coax, was particularly difficult to coax today. No matter what Fule said, he always responded, he wanted daddy.
Faure was really at a loss to deal with this request. Today was the last day of the three-day period. Shi Mingxun had been unable to be contacted until now. He also felt vaguely uneasy.
Could it be that Shi Shi's crying was because something happened to Shi Mingxun? This chapter has been completed!