Chapter five hundred and eighty second inadvertently
Jiang Kexin didn't expect that things had developed like this. Lihua's face lifted up and looked at Lu Jinyan. He was still looking at her eyes without any dodge as usual.
"Are you serious? Do you really not mind those things about me in the past?" Jiang Kexin asked very carefully, fearing that Lu Jinyan's eyebrows would frown after asking, even if it was just the slightest inadvertent move, it might make him angry.
Now my extremely sensitive heart is being hit.
"What do you mind? Do you mind that you are too beautiful, so you let so many people sink because of you? Turn all living beings upside down? No, that's just their pettiness. If you want to fight everything against yourself, then you will live a lot longer.
Tired!"
Lu Jinyan's gentle comfort didn't include a frown at all. Instead, he seemed to have a doting smile, which actually made Jiang Kexin feel a lot more comfortable.
Looking at it, tears turned into laughter. Seeing Lu Jinyan's smile getting wider and wider, in the end, only the most heart-warming warmth was left, which melted Jiang Ke's heart-warming whole person.
She reviewed herself in her mind, why should she doubt Lu Jinyan's intentions? Shouldn't she trust him? But her thoughts were shaken because of an outsider, and she was a woman with whom she had already had a profound disagreement.
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"How should Du Jinyun deal with it?" Jiang Kexin felt a little sad when she thought of Du Jinyun. After all, it was also a story in her own memories, and it could even be said to be too unforgettable.
Although she had never been involved in this matter from beginning to end, after all, everything started because of herself. Although it was invisible, she never thought that everything would turn into a tragedy because of herself.
"Don't worry, she has mental problems. Even if she is really sentenced, she will not spend time in prison in the future." Lu Jinyan wiped away the tears on Jiang Kexin's face. The face without tears looked like
Just like a porcelain doll looking for love and affection.
"She has a mental problem?" Jiang Kexin was a little surprised, but when she thought about it, there seemed to be nothing surprising about this. Compared to herself, she had passed through far more things than herself. If it were him,
How much more can he endure than her? Jiang Kexin didn't dare to think about it.
"Yeah, don't you know?" Lu Jinyan was confused.
"I don't know. Since Xiao Ping came in, I deliberately cut off the relationship with the past and didn't want to think about anything about them, so I didn't care about anything about Du Jinyun. After all, she is so sensitive to my existence."
As soon as she mentioned the past, Jiang Kexin felt a deep sense of powerlessness. She let go of Lu Jinyan and sat on the soft sofa, letting herself sink in.
"At that time, they were such a happy couple, but it was because there was an activity at school at that time that Xiao Ping and I happened to be organizing together, so we spent more time together, and in many cases it could even be said that
When they are alone together, their relationship is very good at that time, which makes people feel envious."
"But he and I were both aboveboard. I don't know why Du Jinyun became suspicious later on, and then got into trouble with Xiao Ping. Finally, the relationship ended with the most tragic ending, and their respective lives ended.
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Jiang Kexin spoke lightly, every word came from distant and painful memories, and every word was engraved with regret.
Lu Jinyan didn't want to talk about such a deep topic with Jiang Kexin. Her whole body felt very heavy, "But Xin, these things have passed. Let's not think about it, okay? You just need to remember that I will do it."
I won’t give up on you, and don’t doubt my confidence in you in the future. Haven’t we integrated each other into our blood?”
I don't know if he said a lot of sensational words today, so Lu Jinyan spoke very smoothly, or maybe these words have been echoing in his heart, but he has never said them out properly.
The last sentence shocked Jiang Kexin's heart and integrated the other person into her blood. Did Lu Jinyan always love her like this? Suddenly she hated herself for doubting his heart, and her heart twisted with guilt.
On the one hand, it was the deep-seated hatred she had towards herself, and on the other hand, she was the tender tolerance towards herself. The two most extreme emotions blended in Jiang Kexin's heart, and the fierce collision made her feel distressed and moved at the same time.
Emotions that are too heavy can turn you into madness or evil. Du Jinyun and Xiao Ping both ended up like this, which made Jiang Ke feel sad.
Getting back to the subject, Lu Jinyan had to mention Du Jinyun's abnormal behavior, "When I talked to Du Jinyun yesterday, her whole state was very wrong. Sometimes she was normal, sometimes she was crazy. She knew your phone number, and it didn't matter where we lived.
It’s strange, but why can she still come in?”
Jiang Kexin had been busy feeling sad all morning, so there was no time to think about this problem. Lu Jinyan mentioned it at this time, which made Jiang Kexin feel suspicious.
After all, the people living in this community are not ordinary people, and the community security personnel are definitely not ordinary security guards. Such omissions are very inappropriate.
"Then are you suspecting something?" Jiang Kexin asked seriously.
"Don't you think that a lot of things have happened recently? Since Tan Yu was kidnapped, a series of things have happened, and there is almost no chance for people to breathe." When Lu Jinyan thinks of this, he doesn't know why, but he always feels...
A feeling of being closely watched.
Is there a pair of invisible hands really controlling something behind all these appearances? Lu Jinyan didn't dare to think about these things in detail, otherwise he would feel chills running down his spine.
If he were alone, he would not be afraid, but looking at Jiang Kexin and her belly, he suddenly felt that he had too many worries and ties, which prevented him from letting go.
"I don't think so even if I don't say it. I just feel that there are a lot of things. When I think about it, they are almost connected one after another. I don't know how many dangers are lurking. So aren't you in great danger recently?"
The first thing Jiang Kexin thought about was not her own safety, but Lu Jinyan, who was running around outside almost every day.
"It's okay. If something happens recently, I will probably be with Li Zaixuan and the others. You don't have to worry about me. It's just that it's really inconvenient for you to go out recently."
When I think of Jiang Kexin being in jail at home because of her own affairs, she feels a little uncomfortable. All of this is caused by herself. Jiang Kexin likes to go out and relax, bask in the sun and so on, but now he doesn't
It can't be done anymore.
Jiang Kexin didn't want to put too much burden on Lu Jinyan, so she smiled relaxedly and said that she had no problem.
"I'm fine. Fortunately, after Director Shao was arrested, Li Zaixuan can take over. Otherwise, there is no reliable person in the police station, and many things will be done with some constraints after all."
Of course Lu Jinyan understood her little thoughts, but he felt very happy in his heart. Even if these things were still not handled well, whenever he thought of Jiang Kexin at home waiting for his safe return, his heart would inevitably be filled with joy.
of happiness.
"Well, after going through these things, the biggest gain is that you got a good friend in Tan Yu, and I got a capable stopper in Li Zaixuan. I think if you are bored at home, I will ask Tan Yu to come over and talk to you.
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After all, Lu Jinyan is not only a eloquent person, but also a careful and considerate person. Every detail he can think of for Jiang Kexin, he hopes to do it for Jiang Kexin himself, but after all, time and energy are limited, but
Even so, he will do his best to find a replacement for Jiang Kexin that he thinks is the most reliable.
Thinking of having to trouble Tan Yu again, Jiang Kexin was still a little reluctant, so she was a little pushy, and she thought she could stay at home alone, although she was also a little unwilling to be alone, especially when she didn't know how long it would take.
within the time.
"I think it's better to forget it. In this situation, if you bring her here, she will suffer the consequences. It's not a good idea to bother others. Don't worry, it doesn't matter if I'm alone at home. I have an aunt, so you don't have to worry about it."
Here I am, I’m not a child anymore.”
"Even if you are not a child, I still hope that you can be protected by me under my palm, instead of choosing to let you protect yourself, which makes me too incompetent, you know."
Lu Jinyan politely rejected Jiang Kexin's excuse. He really couldn't let Jiang Kexin handle this matter by himself, otherwise he would definitely have to shoulder everything by himself.
"This is purely because you are overthinking it. If you are really worried, then let Tan Yu come over to accompany me. But if she doesn't have time, forget it. Don't bother her too much. After all, she owns
Her career has just started, she has her own life, and our affairs are quite involved."
Jiang Ke felt a little coquettish when he saw Lu Jinyan didn't agree.
"Okay, I understand. I'm free and appropriate, so you don't have to worry so much. I may have to go out later, so I'll go get you something to eat now."
Lu Jinyan changed the topic, otherwise if Jiang Kexin really wanted to deal with him by acting coquettishly, then he would have no choice but to surrender.
Seeing that Lu Jinyan was still cooking for him before leaving, I felt very moved in my heart, so I really didn't want Lu Jinyan to be busy with him anymore.
"No, I'm not hungry. It's still early. If you have something to do, go ahead and get busy. You believe I'll be fine. I'm fine at home. I'll wait for you to come back, and I have the baby."
His own official duties now involve private affairs, and all these worries are enough to keep him busy. Jiang Kexin thinks that he is not and will not be a person who causes trouble for him, so he calls Lu Jinyan, who continues to walk to the kitchen, to
Stopped.
Then he almost pushed Lu Jinyan and threw him outside the house, "Jinyan, I'll wait for you to go home, bye."