Chapter seven hundred and sixtieth the so-called love
As a mother, she was ashamed of this title. She had always felt that she had given him the most maternal love over the years. But when her son put everything she had done before in front of her, she realized that she had been like this all these years.
bastard.
She is not worthy of being Han Jun's mother, because none of the things she did to him were hurting him, and there was no love for him as she said.
Han Jun looked at his parents who were deeply regretful in front of him. After what he said today, they must have really realized that their so-called love for him over the years was actually a kind of torture for him.
, a nightmare that made him want to do everything possible to get rid of it.
"I want to go to London to further my studies."
He stared at them for a long time and finally revealed his current purpose. If they really felt that they could not interfere with his future love life, then this would be a good breakthrough.
"no."
When Han's mother heard Han Jun say that he was going to school in London, she instinctively stopped him. In her opinion, when Han Jun said that he was going to London, he was just looking for that vixen Shen Yu.
She finally managed to get them to separate, and now her son actually wants to find her again, which she absolutely cannot agree to.
"Ha ha ha ha......"
"Didn't you just say you would stop interfering with my lifestyle? Why did you change it in less than ten minutes?"
When Han Jun heard his mother deny his request without thinking, he suddenly realized that his mother was not truly repenting at all, and it was impossible for her to change her.
He felt that all the efforts he had made with them were completely in vain. It turned out that they still regarded him as a tool in the family, and he would never have the life he wanted.
"You didn't even ask me why I wanted to go to London for further study, but you directly opposed it. This is what you said about not interfering in my life anymore."
"It seems that you are not really repenting at all, and you do not regard me as your son in your heart."
Han Jun closed his eyes, and his heart felt like it was being cut open by a blunt knife. Is this his family affection? Is this his mother who he took out his heart to treat?
In their eyes, he has always been a tool for the development of the Han family, and he will never be able to get the freedom he wants with them.
"Jun'er, mom didn't mean that."
Mother Han regretted it from the moment she voiced her objection. It turned out that her desire to control her son's future life had reached the point where she was deeply rooted in her bones.
"If you want to study abroad, why do you have to go to London? Can't you go to other countries?"
"Of course, mom is not saying that the schools in London are not good, but she really feels that you are helpless in London, and she is worried."
Although Han's mother has realized that she is interfering in her son's life by objecting to her son going to London, there is a very strong voice in her heart telling her that the reason why Han Jun chose to go to London this time must be because of that little vixen Shen Yu.
of.
Although she promised not to interfere with Han Jun's feelings in the future, she couldn't accept Shen Yu as her daughter-in-law, so even if her son thought she was breaking her promise, she still couldn't accept it.
I absolutely do not agree with him going to London for further studies.
"Haha, you don't regard me as your son at all. In your subconscious, I am just a pawn you show off to others."
"So as long as anything I do goes against the route you have arranged, you will definitely intervene."
"Please stop telling me these lies for my own good."
After Han Jun finished speaking, he closed his eyes again. He felt that he was really ridiculous. How could he be so naive and think that he could change his parents.
After saying that, he didn't care how his parents felt now. He didn't even have the slightest appetite for the delicious breakfast prepared on the table. He turned around and was about to leave. He thought he would never return to this home again.
"When do you plan to go?"
Just as Han Jun walked out of the restaurant, his father's voice suddenly came from behind him. He didn't believe he heard it wrong and quickly turned around to look in his direction.
When he saw his father looking at the direction he left, his eyes looked at him unblinkingly, waiting for him to answer his question.
Han Jun felt like there were countless fireworks blooming in his brain at this time, making his brain buzz. He never expected that his father would really agree to him.
Originally, he just planned to raise this question, and wanted to use this question to test whether what they just said to him was really effective. However, his mother's reaction was what he expected, but his father's reaction was
beyond his expectation.
"Dad, what did you just say?"
Han Jun asked Father Han again in disbelief. He wanted to confirm again that he heard correctly. Did he really realize what he had owed to him over the years?
"When are you going to London?"
Father Han listened to his son asking him some incoherent questions, fearing that what he just heard was false, he looked at him with a smile and gently opened his thin lips again to ask him.
"The sooner the better."
Han Jun answered him happily. At this time, he had really confirmed that his father had really given up everything. It seems that he had really listened to what he said today.
It seems that what he said today is not completely meaningless. At least his father has recognized him now. It seems that there are still people in this family that he misses.
"Okay, then you should study hard for me during this period of time at school, and don't cause any more messy things."
"I'll let you know when the matter is done."
Father Han watched his son suddenly change from a sad mood to happy, and he realized that his son really only wanted a little bit. Why had he never realized this problem before?
It seems that he has been really incompetent at all during his more than 20 years with his son. He has never discovered that fulfilling his son's wishes as a father makes him feel so comfortable.
Only now did he realize that as long as the interaction with his son was done carefully, there would be no barriers between father and son.
"Okay, thank you Dad."
Han Jun was so moved that he almost shed tears. It turned out that this was the feeling of father's love. This feeling of being understood and loved by his father was the first time in more than 20 years for him.
No wonder so many people looked proud when talking about their father. In the first twenty years of his life, he could never understand why they cared so much about the love his father gave him.
Many times the care his classmates mentioned about them was so trivial that he couldn't understand why they felt so happy, but now he really felt it.
It turns out that the love given by a father should be so small in the first place. The love he gives does not require much material things from him or how much wealth he earns for himself. It turns out that it only needs an understanding look or a simple word of concern from his father.
Make him feel happy.
"Then I'm going to school."
Han Jun looked at his watch and was so happy that he forgot the time. At this time, he was still surrounded by the feeling of happiness he had just gained, and he felt that his whole heart was sweet now.
It's a pity that his mother still can't understand him, but he is actually not greedy. As long as he can get a share of the love from his parents, he will feel very satisfied.
Now that his father understands and cares for him, he already feels that the world has treated him well.
"You are so old, and you still look like a child."
Father Han looked at Han Jun who had rushed to the door. He remembered that his son had just said thank you to him, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised in a beautiful arc.
"Why did you allow him to go to London?"
Mother Han only looked at her husband after Han Jun left home. She looked at her husband angrily and asked him in a voice that almost shouted.
"Then why do you object?"
Father Han glanced at his shrew-looking wife and frowned slightly. Now he seemed to really understand Han Jun's unwillingness to return to this home during this period.
This wife is almost arbitrary at home, and she believes that as long as she decides on something, others cannot oppose her or criticize her.
"Don't you know why I object?"
Mother Han was very unhappy that her husband did not answer her questions directly. She thought that everything she did was for the sake of this family. Why did they not understand her now, but instead came to oppose her?
"I have no idea."
Father Han turned his head and glanced at his wife who was already glaring with anger. After saying these words, he was about to leave the restaurant and go back to the bedroom to change clothes.
"Han, if you don't speak clearly today, you won't even be able to leave this home."
Mother Han listened to her husband's disgusting words towards her. She grabbed her husband who was about to leave and seriously hurt him with threatening words.
"Besides being a rogue and a scoundrel, what else can you do?"
Father Han looked at his wife pulling on his clothes with a numb face. At this time, he was not in a hurry to leave now.
"Didn't you think carefully about what Han Jun said today?"
"On the surface, this home doesn't seem to have any problems, and even looks very envious to outsiders, but you and I know exactly what it's like on the inside."
Father Han has become accustomed to his wife's attitude. Every time he quarreled with her for so many years, he would quarrel until his face turned red and he would leave the house in anger.
But now he is able to analyze the current family situation with her so calmly. It seems that he has indeed experienced Han Jun's accusations and figured out a lot of things.
Now he has more nostalgia and yearning for this family. He doesn't want to have such a cold relationship with his wife when he comes back in the future. He hopes that his family will have a warm harbor. He hopes that no matter how late he stays out, he will always be there.
Returning home, instead of like before, as long as the clock crossed ten o'clock, he never wanted to return to this home again.