Chapter 194 This life is also considered a total white head
Liu Mingzhi took out several folded pieces of rice paper from the envelope and subconsciously estimated what Tao Ying had written in the last letter left to him.
Turning his head slightly and glancing at Huan'er, who was still standing next to the coffin and sobbing softly, Liu Mingzhi shifted his body slightly, then lowered his head and read the letter in his hand.
My husband, Liu Mingzhi, personally opened the door to you.
Concubine Tao Ying bows her head.
On the day when the writing paper is spread out, husband, you should see the words as if they were on your face.
I have been crying for many days since last year. How is your husband?
Although we have no chance to meet again, I only hope that your husband will be well.
The life is shallow and blessed, and you have a fate with your husband, but you have no one to stay.
The road to the underworld is long, but it is so quiet. I look to you husband, but don’t think about it even though it hurts.
Don't use your personal feelings as a concubine to take care of the people of the world in vain.
Recalling the past two years or so, I first met you. I was filled with all kinds of resentment and approached you because I had a personal vendetta.
When I think about it again today, I regret that I shouldn’t have done it in the first place.
However, looking back on the past, I regret it too much.
The situation she is in today is actually due to the concubine’s fault and has nothing to do with her husband’s fault.
Although I have forgiven my grudges against my former husband, the death of her former husband, even though he was not killed by the husband himself, still has a lot to do with him.
As the saying goes, a good woman will not marry two husbands, and a loyal minister will not serve two masters.
I and my husband are not known as husband and wife, but they have sex several times day and night. This behavior is completely different from the womanly virtues I learned when I was young.
It is really shameful to think about it alone in my spare time.
I came here to seek revenge, but by chance, I lost my virginity at the hands of my husband, thus losing my reputation for innocence.
It is even more difficult to control one's feelings and have secretly communicated with her husband for a long time. She should be ashamed of her deceased husband's spirit in heaven.
When my identity was exposed, I originally wanted to leave without saying goodbye. However, due to my long-standing sympathy with my husband, I wanted to leave but my heart stayed. I hesitated to say goodbye to my husband and left sadly.
Moreover, I never imagined that one day I would be completely devoted to my husband and become trapped in the love web woven by my husband and be unable to extricate myself.
However, although getting along with her husband is sweet, every time after her husband leaves, I think of her dead husband’s spirit in heaven, and she feels ashamed because of her lack of wifely virtue.
You and I have always been a dew couple in name only. After all, our status as concubine is that of Li's wife and concubine, not as a member of the husband's family.
Although you have your heart set on something and are willing to treat yourself as your husband, your husband, and your concubine, you are only deceiving yourself and others after all.
I hope that your husband will forgive me for my selfish choice, and don’t argue with me as a prostitute, so that you may harbor resentment against me and make me die in peace.
Before my identity was revealed, I learned from a senior spy that not only I was alone, but also my eldest sister-in-law, Chen Jie of the Li family, was secretly having an affair with her husband.
She also gave birth to the apple of her husband’s eye. The Liu family’s Jiao’e, the main one is Lian Niang.
When we get along in private, we are loving in every possible way.
At first, I despised my elder sister-in-law for her unchaste behavior. However, after spending time with her husband day and night, I didn’t realize that I was just like my elder sister-in-law.
It wasn't until after the affair had subsided for many days that the husband came back to his house for a private meeting with me, I couldn't help but feel happy. At that moment, I suddenly realized that I, like my elder sister-in-law, had been deeply involved in it.
At this moment and that moment, I couldn’t help feeling envious of my eldest sister-in-law for being able to stay with her husband for a long time.
However, nature is impermanent and things go against your wishes.
Although the concubine and the eldest sister-in-law are both concubines of the Li family, they have completely different identities.
is the identity of the deceased husband.
Although the eldest brother Li Baiyu died young, he had nothing to do with her husband. Although her husband arrived thousands of miles away to save her, the incident happened suddenly and her husband had tried his best but was unable to save his life.
Benevolence and righteousness are fulfilled.
In the midst of such chaos, my husband also vigorously supported Li Ye's son to ascend the throne. For the Li family, although it was the duty of a minister, it was also a great kindness.
Under such circumstances, the eldest sister-in-law, as a widow, has a secret affair with her husband. Although their status is contrary to human relations, for lovers, it is within the limits of emotion and harmony.
However, the concubine is different. The death of the husband who died first was ultimately caused by her husband.
The husband is kind to his eldest sister-in-law, but to his concubine, he has the hatred of killing her husband.
Although I have been relieved, because of my late husband’s spirit in heaven and my status as concubine, I have never been able to calmly face my inner condemnation and stay with my husband until the end of my life.
It is the virtue of a wife to ask herself questions.
The bottom line is that I never thought that one day I would be devoted to my husband, a person with whom I have a grudge, and show all kinds of affection to her.
Love is like wind and snow, unpredictable, but the moment it moves, it will cause death.
I always thought that I was having sex with my concubine because my husband was forcing me to do so.
However, when I was in a difficult situation and asked my husband to accompany me to celebrate my birthday, I suddenly realized that I had already fallen in love with him and my love was deep-rooted.
Once a woman is tempted, there is no turning back.
When love suddenly arises, I originally want to be with my husband and grow old together.
I have thought deeply about it, but I feel that the shackles in my body and mind are difficult to break. I just feel that my life is poor and I have no chance to stay with my husband until the end of my life. I am not blessed to receive all kinds of love from my husband.
Therefore, only when the debt is wiped out after death can the concubine return home.
On the snowy night of my birthday in the past, I occasionally whispered softly. My husband once asked me what I was saying in my low voice.
I smiled but did not answer. Today I will tell you in my final words.
Two people miss each other and are showered with snow at the same time, so this life can be regarded as a total loss of life.
Your husband can think of his concubine, but he must not worry about her all the time. Because of her concubine, he will waste the country, the country, and the country, which will affect the country's affairs and people's livelihood.
Your husband is now a prosperous and wise king who is deeply loved by the people. I hope that your husband will not forget his original intention, forge ahead, and always put the affairs of the country and the world first.
Fang lives up to his status as a king.
Although my body has passed away, I still leave a cherry blossom jade plaque beside my husband, just like my body accompanying my husband.
This half-sling of copper coins, totaling five hundred and twenty-one, was earned from the sale of the red needlework embroidered by my own hands.
It is a bit tacky to use this as a relic.
However, things are vulgar and my heart is sincere, this is my concubine’s feeling of repaying each other by wearing a grass ring around her body.
This move is all based on a story that my husband told me when I was chatting with my concubine in the past.
The cherry blossom hairpin was requested by me for spending 1,314 copper coins from my husband.
The profound meaning of it, looking at the world, I think only I and my husband understand it.
Because the husband once told me, the husband only told me such cliché anecdotes.
Therefore, even though I met my husband late, I feel so much love for him compared to the sisters in my husband's family that I feel a little happy in my heart.
If I have a spirit in heaven, I would like to see your husband become the benevolent, wise and holy emperor of our dynasty through the ages.
More willing to protect your husband secretly, so that he will be free from all diseases and live a long life.
You and I will meet again in the underworld one day, and I will definitely be proud of you.
A good husband must be a good emperor who is diligent and loves his people!
Farewell words and long speeches are already nagging.
Thousands of words can be said, but they cannot match the feeling of longing for my husband.
Husband!
These two words bring it to an end.
I wish your husband all the best.
Concubine! Tao Ying of the Liu family.
The ultimate work!
Liu Mingzhi tightly held the few pages of rice paper written in Juanxiu small regular script in his hand, and raised his head slightly to look at the courtyard outside the door.
“Two lovesickness falls in the snow at the same time, so this life can be regarded as a total loss of life.”
Suddenly, in the courtyard where the weather was clear, Liu Mingzhi seemed to see the graceful figure dancing in the snow on the snowy night of January 24 last year.
“Tao Ying, have you ever thought about it?
You could not face the shackles of identity calmly in your heart, so you chose to die for love, but you left Liu Mingzhi with an unforgettable feeling for half his life."
Muttering sad words silently, Liu Mingzhi silently rubbed the half-strength of copper coins in his hands.
It was then that he realized that the reason why Tao Ying had insisted on using his fortune to buy her a satisfactory birthday gift was because he had casually told her some clichéd stories from his past life to pass the time when he was bored a year ago.