Chapter 432 [Don't want to wait a second for this garbage life? 】
[It’s so difficult, I finally figured out a few places.
I was really asking for trouble, insisting on creating this kind of plot difficulty for myself...I actually regret it.】
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Chapter 432 [Don’t want to stay in this garbage life for a second? 】
"Don't call her Bo SS, just call her pretty boy instead." Chen Nuo smiled bitterly in annoyance.
Well, this kind of scene is not like the scene where the Dragon King returns to his throne after the eight-year period has come. It is even less likely to happen. The three girls ran to Chen Nuo crying and crawling, knelt down in front of Chen Nuo and shouted, "Your Majesty!"
The kind of scene that makes people extremely embarrassed.
The three girls, whether they were fireflies, hummingbirds or little blueberries, were all dumbfounded. They stared at Chen Nuo with their wide eyes, looking up and down, up and down carefully, their gazes seemed to want to
Like eating people...
Chen Nuo didn't care at all about such looks, but slowly began to speak:
"This is 2002.
To be precise, I died on December 23, 2021.
After I died, for some reason that I don’t know now, I went back to December 23, 2000.
Different timelines are also different time and space, similar to time travel.
However, the difference is that in the time and space of 2000 that I returned to, I did not exist in this world.
Instead, it seems that my soul has been placed in the body of another ordinary person with the same name.
I have lived in this world for more than two years, and at the same time, I have also gotten to know you three, um, and others in this world again.
But because I do not exist in this timeline, and the time started in 2000, you did not know me in this timeline at the beginning. I found you again based on the memories of the life before my death.
Li Yingwan, I am...
Hummingbird, I went to Mount Everest and found you who was still in a schizophrenic state at that time...
And Xicheng Xun, I went to Tokyo and found you who was trying to hunt down the leader of the Truth Society..."
Chen Nuo narrated quickly for a few minutes before continuing:
"Later, in this timeline, we got to know each other again and were related again.
But for the three of you in this world, there is no memory of my previous life. In other words, in this life, your living environment will generally remain in the world of ordinary people.
Then, I provoked a very powerful opponent.
What happened tonight, to be precise, at this moment, we are not in the real world, but in a memory world in my mind, but the opponent outside has a very powerful power, according to my mind
The memory inside has copied a part of the material world, which is Jinling City.
I was brought into this space by the other party, who wanted to catch me and ask me something very special.
What I don't understand is why you are brought here.
What I can't understand even more is:
Why in this place, you...became you! Can you understand this sentence?
Your current appearance should obviously be what it looked like in 2002, but you have the memories of three people from my previous life. You call me Bo SS!
This is a paradox that I don't understand now.
So...the current situation is roughly like this."
Chen Nuo said this and exhaled: "Now, tell me about your situation."
By the time Chen Nuo finished speaking, about fifteen minutes had passed.
During these fifteen minutes, the three girls did not say a word, but listened to Chen Nuo very quietly, without interrupting or asking anything in a hurry.
This confirms Chen Nuo's judgment.
The three girls in front of me are not simply Li Yingwan, Niver, and Xicheng Xun! They are not Li Yingwan, Niver, and Xicheng Xun in 2002.
But the fireflies, hummingbirds, and little blueberries from the previous life!
Because, when encountering a crisis, you can stay calm, suppress your questions and desire to express yourself first, have excellent self-control, and listen first instead of asking questions or anything else in a hurry.
This is a quality that was only created by the Yama team in the previous life.
The problem is, Chen Nuo can't understand why they appear here!
Then, after being silent for more than ten minutes, the three girls looked at each other, and the first one to speak was Li Yingwan.
"I remember, I died."
Chen Nuo's brows tightened.
"I performed a mission in London, and the mission was very successful. After I evacuated, I received a message from the fox, asking everyone to enter a period of silence. Then the fox told me that this was the order you left before you died...
"
When Li Yingwan said these words, her tone was very calm, as if when she talked about committing suicide, she was not talking about herself at all.
That look of completely taking one's own life for granted was exactly the style of Firefly in his previous life that Chen Nuo was most familiar with.
"...Then I died, but after I died, I suddenly woke up and found that I was already here." After Li Yingwan finished speaking, she closed her mouth and still stared at Chen Nuo with her eyes.
Chen Nuo's heart sank!
This woman actually committed suicide for herself?
Then Chen Nuo looked at the other two people.
Nivell whispered: "Firefly and I are in similar situations, and the time should be similar. I was on a capture mission, and then I got news from the fox. I..."
"Are you dead too?" Chen Nuo sighed.
"With you gone, everyone should feel that there is no point in living anymore." Nivel's tone was very calm.
"What about you?!" Chen Nuo gritted his teeth and looked at Xicheng Xun.
Xicheng Xun didn't speak, but stared at Chen Nuo with complicated eyes. Then, after a while, the little neon evil star whispered: "You pulled us out of hell, but you let go of yourself."
It wouldn’t be fair to us to walk away!”
Chen Nuo understood that this Shenjing Bing child had also killed himself.
"I don't really want to die!" Chen Nuo couldn't help but cursed.
He jumped up from the ground, first violently pulled Nivelle up from the whisper, then threw her onto the bed with a wave of his hand, placing her side by side with the two guys wrapped in quilts, and then pointed at the three people
He cursed loudly through his nose:
"Do you really think it's me who wants to die? I've been at sea for eight years, and I've been fighting myself for eight years! One day, one hour, one minute, not one second!
The tumor cells in my brain are desperately trying to kill me, and I struggle with it every day! I endure severe headaches and physical weakness every second! Painkillers have no effect on me at all.
The pain that was transmitted through the central nervous system was so tortured that I could not rest for even a second.
I even tried to split my personality and split myself into different consciousnesses, trying to avoid this pain, even for a moment.
Do you think it’s me who gave up on the struggle, or that I gave up on you?
Grass!!!"
The three girls didn't speak, just stared at Chen Nuo.
"I...I can't fight anymore." Chen Nuo's tone softened: "At the end, I could feel that my body was dying bit by bit, and my vitality was being lost bit by bit. Cell phagocytosis, which cannot be understood through research, gradually took over my body, my brain, and my consciousness.
I tried every possible way I could think of! I tried to find a breakthrough in my abilities, thinking that breaking through to the next level would change the situation.
But I can't find the direction!
In the last year, I had thoughts of suicide at least three times almost every day, and then I forced myself to chip away at those thoughts bit by bit and kill them!"
At this point, Chen Nuo turned pale and whispered: "...Where are the others?"
The three girls didn't speak.
Chen Nuo's face gradually turned paler.
Li Yingwan suddenly lowered her head, and quickly spit out a sharp blade from under her tongue, pressed it to her lips, lowered her head and cut the curtain cord on the quilt with a single stroke.
Xicheng Xun, on the other hand, tore the quilt apart with his fingers, ignoring the cotton wool scattered inside, and shook the torn sheets aside.
The three girls jumped out of bed together and walked to Chen Nuo's side.
"I know what you were thinking during those eight years." Xicheng Xun whispered: "You thought we were domesticated animals and had been domesticated, so you chopped us up, hid on the boat, and imprisoned yourself.
You think this is a kind of release, and you want us to be like those raised lions and tigers, throw us back into nature, and leave us alone.
Do you think that in this way, we wild animals can regain our wildness...
If it weren't for us... you would have wanted to die a long time ago, wouldn't you?
If it weren't for us... you might not have waited as long as eight years and would have chosen to end your life long ago.
Yes or no?"
With that said, Xicheng Xun slowly knelt down in front of Chen Nuo, then stretched out his hand, hugged Chen Nuo gently, and whispered: "I know you are fighting hard and in pain... The eight years of pain you suffered were actually all for our sake."
"...But we are not the beasts you tamed." Li Yingwan also said softly. She grabbed Chen Nuo's hand and took a deep breath: "Boss, you are not the master who tamed us. We don't need you to tame us either. Or release them.
I actually feel that I have already died. I died very early.
The only reason why I stay in this world is because you are in this world.
You feel that you are waiting for us, using your persistence and fighting against the pain, to fight for the time for us to return to our wildness.
But do you know, for me.
My only purpose in staying in this world is actually to wait for you."
"Yes, SS Bo, you think you are accompanying us. But in fact, we are actually accompanying you." Nivel also sighed, walked behind Chen Nuo, and gently hugged his head , whispered in his ear:
"To me, it feels like I was saved and brought back to life by you.
But in fact, in my heart, I feel that every minute and every second of living in this world is painful and a huge torture!
I don’t want to stay in this world that makes me miserable for one more second!
The only reason why I am still alive is that I want to be with you.
Because you want me to live, I can't die.
Because in this world, you are still alive, and I will continue to stay in this world to accompany you.
Wave SS...
Actually, you really don’t understand?
Every one of us has long since given up on living and has no nostalgia for this world.
In my heart, this life is already over.
I just thought about the remaining time in my life, whether it be one more minute, one more day, one more month, one more year...or ten more years, several more decades...
It doesn't matter.
I just stay in this world, waiting for you.
When you die, I can leave with you.
Just like a train, I have long wanted to get off.
But because you want to continue riding, I have no choice but to stay with you and wait for you to get off the bus."
Li Yingwan listened and sneered: "Ha! Although I have always been unhappy with you, your idea is actually in line with my wishes.
Just kidding, SS, sometimes, I even get a little impatient waiting for you.
Sometimes I wonder: When will Boss Bo die? I have been waiting in this world, and I really can’t wait any longer..."
Chen Nuo's expression suddenly became extremely exciting.
What the hell is this?
What kind of deep well ice did I raise!!!
What is this called?
I don’t want to stay in this garbage life for a second anymore???
besides……
"Actually, SS, if you really hope that I can continue to live after you die, you have made a mistake.
You shouldn't push me away every time I want to climb into your bed.
If you had accepted me early and allowed me to give birth to a child with you, maybe after you die, I would still have a reason to live."
This was said by Li Yingwan.
Well, Chen Nuo knew that among his group of people, Li Yingwan was one of the most paranoid, extreme and psychotic...
However, when Li Yingwan said this, Niver and Xicheng Xun both nodded seriously, as if they agreed.
Chen Nuo: "…………"
Then, Xicheng Xun suddenly said: "Where is this place? Isn't this the hometown of Boss Bo in Jinling, China?"
"Obviously this is it." Li Yingwan also turned to look around.
Nivel went even further. She walked directly to the side and started looking at the bookshelves on the wall and cabinets, the tapes, and the celebrity posters on the wall.
"It seems to be no different from an ordinary young boy's bedroom."
"Boss spent his adolescence here, right? Maybe there is TT hidden in the drawer? Go and see if there is a cardboard box with adult pictorials hidden under the bed."
Chen Nuo waved his hand helplessly: "Stop talking nonsense, this is China, and the life of young people in China is... different from what you know."
Seeing that these three girls seemed to be curious, they planned to check it out... Chen Nuo quickly shouted: "Okay, let's all come over and discuss our current situation!"
"It doesn't matter. Since you are here, it is up to you to decide how and what we will do next. If we succeed, everyone can get out of here.
If you fail, you've already died once anyway, so it doesn't matter if you die here."
These words came from the mouth of Li Yingwan, who was most seriously ill.
However, it seems that Nivell and Xicheng Xun have no intention of objecting.
"Okay, let's start now to discuss actions." Chen Nuo had no choice but to adopt a "Yam Luo" posture, took a deep breath, and lowered his voice: "Come over and sit down!"
Only then did the three girls stop eagerly planning to search the room.
"There is one thing that I haven't figured out yet, and that's you!" Chen Nuo said slowly: "I definitely wasn't the one who brought you in... If it was that opponent, then it should have been the other three who brought you in.
Do you understand what I mean?
You, it shouldn’t be you!”
The timeline doesn’t match up!
I died on December 23, 2021 in my previous life, and when I woke up, I went back to 2000 years ago!
And Li Yingwan and the other three committed suicide on the same day as herself in their previous lives! But when she woke up, it was now!
why is that?
If it was [Group Travel], everyone should have appeared together two years ago, rather than two years after they came to this world, and their three souls belatedly arrived and appeared in this ghost place.
Xicheng Xun is considered the calmest and calmest among the three.
Little Blueberry thought about it carefully: "Logically speaking, either you did it, Bo SS, or the opponent outside did it!
If neither of you have done it.
Then the problem can only appear in the space of this world!"
"The space of this world is a replicated mirror world."
"Purely material world, material world without life. All statements here, including ours, are foreign."
"And besides the so-called differences in timeline, are there any other differences?
Our three souls, from the time of death in our previous life to the time when our souls suddenly passed through now, are later than the time of SS Bo's resurrection. This is a difference in the timeline.
If it is the particularity of this space world that caused the three of us to be resurrected here.
So what is the spatial specificity of this world?
In other words, what is there in this world space only exists here, and the real world outside does not exist!
This difference may be the reason why the three of us are resurrected here.
Logically speaking, I can only deduce this."
It was Xicheng Xun who finally made the inference.
Then, she sighed softly: "This kind of analysis is not what I am good at. It would be great if... Niutou or Fox were here. Well, Niutou is best at using his brain."
Speaking of this, Li Yingwan's eyes suddenly lit up: "Bo SS, what you experienced in 2002, the real world outside, you just talked about the current situation of the three of us... Where are the others?"
"Yes, Niu Tou is only ten years old now, right?" Nivel's eyes also lit up.
Chen Nuo thought for a while and replied: "I have found all our members.
The situation of the three of you has just been discussed.
Then……
Iris is still at home and living with the Qingyun Sect where she lives. According to my observation, there should be no tragedy.
As for the fox...well, her situation is special, but there should be no surprises for the time being.
And the bull’s head…”
She...won't still be following that annoying woman!" Li Yingwan frowned.
Nivel also seemed to have remembered this, and frowned at Chen Nuo: "Although that woman has some friendship with my family, I also hate her very much!
In this era of the timeline, she should still be alive, right?"
Well……
alive.
Not only is he alive, but he also gave birth to a daughter with me.
Chen Nuo smiled bitterly in his heart.
He knew very well how disgusted these people under him were towards Lu Xixi.
They have never concealed this kind of disgust.
The only difference was Yu Naitang. After Yu Naitang was taken back by him, these people only managed not to mention the deer in front of Yu Naitang.
This also created a special situation that has continued within the Yama organization.
From intelligence to planning ability and mind, Yu Naitang is actually the best one.
After all, the white-haired lolita is a genius.
But in fact, within the Yama organization, those who have been responsible for planning, behind-the-scenes command, and liaison command during operations are all foxes.
As for Fox, everyone knows that her mind is not as good as Yu Naitang's.
However, although they are all members of the Yama organization, everyone is separated from Yu Naitang by a layer of separation, consciously or unconsciously.
There is actually only one reason: Yu Naitang once followed [that woman].
Of course, don’t think that everyone is uniting to isolate Yu Naitang.
In fact, within the Yama organization, there is no boring scene where these deep well ice children can stick together and have a deep sisterly love for each other.
How can a group of guys who don't even want to live have feelings for others.
It’s free because everyone is keeping Chen Nuo alive.
The relationship between them is just that of companions in the gang, with no personal feelings at all.
There will be absolute trust in each other, but this absolute trust is based on the logic of "Because Chen Nuo absolutely trusts you, so I also absolutely trust you."
There is no affection for each other.
The only emotional bond is Chen Nuo, and only Chen Nuo.
As for each other's views on other people inside, it's nothing more than: You are very capable, I recognize and accept it. And Chen Nuo absolutely trusts you, so I absolutely trust you.
Even when we act together, I can sacrifice myself to protect you when necessary so that the task can be completed, not because I really have feelings for you and sacrifice for you.
This is a group of Shenjing Bing children who have no emotional ties but are brought together because of Chen Nuo.
This can also be seen from the fact that after suddenly waking up in this replica world, the three people were clearly in the same room, but they did not immediately identify themselves.
There is not much warmth and affection between them.
The absolute trust and the tacit understanding of absolute cooperation in the previous life are still there, but after waking up, because there is no existence of Chen Nuo, I will not choose to trust the other party immediately.
"Yu Naitang is still following her teacher." Chen Nuo answered vaguely.
Then, he began to carefully consider Xicheng Xun's ideas.
If it's not a human problem, then there's something wrong with this copied space world.
What exactly exists in this space that does not exist in the real world outside?
Then the answer is right in front of you!
This is your own "home"!
What if this world was completely copied by the Fourth Seed according to the real world outside and based on its own memory.
Then, this "home" should not exist.
Because in 2002 outside, this place did not exist.
This place only existed in a previous life.
Chen Nuo expressed his thoughts.
Nivel immediately revealed another detail: "Before destroying the building outside, the opponent once floated outside the stairs to search. He clearly passed by our window and looked inside.
But it’s as if they didn’t see us at all.”
"So...he can't see us?" Li Yingwan asked.
"No!"
Chen Nuo's heart moved!
What I saw was not this room, not my home!
What he saw... was a world copied from the timeline in which he was reborn in 2002... So this place was not his home, but the home of another person in this world.
So…it’s still a split-level space!
"My home only exists in my memory and should not exist in this timeline world.
I have been here since I was reborn, but this is no longer my home.
But here..."
Chen Nuo sighed.
He clearly remembered that this copy space was copied by the Fourth Seed based on his own memory.
So... when he was copying, he accidentally copied the memories of his previous life?!
So these three people...
Are they not real people, but just the memories of their previous lives, simulated souls?
No...no...
The fourth seed said that life cannot be copied.
Wait a moment!!!
It only exists in the memory of my previous life!!!
In Jinling City, I have such a home of my own.
So... what about outside Jinling City?!
If the two timelines are different, resulting in a staggered space...
"Boss, what are you thinking about?"
"I was thinking..." Chen Nuo whispered: "Is this so-called 'copy space' limited to Jinling City?
What is the place outside Jinling City like!"
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"You really shouldn't do this."
Under the big tree, behind Ichiro Kamizou, West Germany cut through the space and slowly stepped out.
He was still wearing an apron and holding a spoon in his hand.
After walking in, Sid looked at Kamizou Ichiro who turned back and smiled at him, shook his head and said, "So, have you formed an alliance with him?"
"Of course not, it's just limited cooperation and an isolated incident." Shenzong Ichiro said calmly: "And, according to the rules, I did not take action against your chosen one and did not cause him fatal harm."
"But you blocked it here." Sid pointed to the gray cat lying under the tree.
The gray cat hugged his head and huddled up.
"Is it Chen Nuo's protector? If a contestant provides protection to other contestants' chosen ones, then can I understand that you have formed an alliance with this guy who likes to be a cat?" Kamizou Ichiro said very carefully.
He asked in a serious tone.
"Don't get involved with me! I am no one's ally, I give up! Meow!!!" The gray cat immediately raised its paws.
"Look, it said itself that it will not protect Chen Nuo. Therefore, there is no such logic as [I blocked it]." Ichiro Kamizou sighed.
West Germany looked very calm: "Okay, I accept your statement. Now, you can leave.
But...he broke the rules. He attacked my chosen one, which means he launched a decisive battle against me.
Are you planning to watch the battle here?"
"Of course not." Kamizou Ichiro made a "please" gesture: "If you feel that he has challenged you, then you can take action against him.
However, he is not here now."
Sid stared at Kamizou Ichiro for a few seconds and suddenly laughed.
Then, he said in a very strange tone: "Sometimes, I am actually very curious about something.
Are you smarter or dumber than I thought?
Extract the separated space...
This idea may be genius.
But...don't you really know that this approach contains fatal flaws and dangers?"
Kamizou Ichiro frowned.
Sid suddenly smiled: "I understand...it turns out you don't understand yet."
"Know what?"
"If Chen Nuo is used as the coordinate, the world in his cognition is extracted and separated as a prison cage.
Okay, but he shouldn't go in.
If he goes in... then Chen Nuo may easily kill him!
Don’t you understand this?”
Kamizou Ichiro looked solemn.
The gray cat lying there suddenly lit up!
After it looked at West Germany in surprise, it quickly lowered its head and covered its eyes with its paws, as if it didn't want West Germany to notice its gaze.
West Germany actually sat down, sitting next to the gray cat.
He seemed to leisurely reach out and stroke the gray cat's back a few times, then took out the biscuit from his pocket, took a gentle bite, chewed and said with a faint smile: "Why don't we just wait here and see?
look……
See if he can come out alive."
Kamizou Ichiro thought about it seriously: "It's just a space that was separated based on Chen Nuo's memory and cognition. He is not the god of space, and the space was not created by him.
If you want to scare me with the setting of a third-rate novel, say, Chen Nuo can make up the rules at will in Chen Nuo's world... You won't be able to fool me."
"Of course, even if it is a space separated based on Chen Nuo's memory, he cannot control that space. He did not create the world, he is only a part of it.
In terms of absolute strength comparison, Chen Nuo is no match.
But...you all ignored one problem.
If the world is measured based on the coordinates of individual life...
The space you carved out based on Chen Nuo's memory.
There is only one anchor in space! It’s Chen Nuo himself!”