There has been some turmoil in the past two days, so I won’t say more. I don’t want to involve my readers at Qidian with other things. My readers don’t need to participate and don’t care.
But the person who hacked me found a point to set the pace. This matter involves you, so I think it is necessary to explain it to everyone.
I know many of you know that I often write answers on something.
So many readers have always had a complaint with me: You have time to write answers to something, but why don’t you have time to update? You put the time and energy in writing answers on updating.
You may think that if you use that time to update, you don’t have to stop updating.
Not so.
It's not such a simple time conversion.
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I understand readers’ resentment when they can’t see updates.
Let me put it this way.
The update of this book is slow at the end, not simply because I don’t have time.
But I have no inspiration, I don’t know how to write, I can’t figure out how to write.
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I believe many people feel that way - even though you are not the author or the person who writes.
Have you ever encountered something that you can't solve at work, or are you stuck at a certain point or in a certain emotion?
Yes!
Have you ever fallen into a bottleneck in your studies, or been unable to solve a certain problem, or been stuck in a certain emotion?
Yes!
Have you ever encountered a quarrel with a friend or a couple, where you can't communicate smoothly, become more and more stalemate, get stuck in a certain node and can't get out, and you can't resolve the differences?
The essence of these things is: each of us will encounter this situation in life and work - getting stuck in something and unable to find direction.
At this time, I think everyone will do one thing: find something to do that can best vent their emotions. By getting rid of this emotion, you can calm down and find inspiration.
Some people find a place where no one is around and yell crazily.
Some people choose to eat and drink with friends.
Some people choose to either rock iron or go for a run.
Some people choose to play games and spray like crazy.
These are all to vent those emotions.
I have my own way too.
My way is: write, write hard, write crazy.
It's just that I used to go to W Blog to do this, but then I gradually disliked the atmosphere of W Blog platform, so I ran away to something.
That's all.
Every time I go to a website to answer questions, I always have diarrhea and write down dozens of answers at once.
Please really don't think that I'm just here for fun, that I'm just having fun, that I'm not doing my job properly, that I'm wasting my time at work, and just running away to play.
Please don't misunderstand me as: I used the time that should have been spent on updating to write answers to something for fun.
What fun is that!!!
I couldn't write and update, I was stuck, I didn't know how to write, and I was feeling depressed. I needed to find the most effective thing to do to vent my emotions. Through crazy writing, crazy writing, I vented to the bottleneck in my heart. Just emotions.
Through crazy writing and the process of writing, I try to find that elusive inspiration.
I do this just like you, when you are stuck in a bottleneck, running crazily, lifting irons crazily, and drinking crazily.
In fact, it's all the same.
It's really not for fun.
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Therefore, the logic is not: just for fun, write answers on Zhihu, and waste time updating.
The truth is: I couldn’t write an update, so in order to vent my emotions I did the most effective thing for myself - writing desperately, but I just chose something else.
At this stage, what I lack is not time, but inspiration. It’s not that I don’t have time to write, but I just can’t figure out how to write.
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As a final notice, the next chapter will be updated on Friday. I have been thinking about this pitfall of 1981 for the past two days.