Chapter five hundred and second [Should I just die?]
Chapter 502 [Should I die?]
"After dinner, can I go out for a walk?"
Yunyin quickly put down the bowl, looked at Chen Nuo with calm eyes, and made such a request in a very calm tone.
Chen Nuo frowned and said nothing.
Yunyin said slowly: "The physical body I am using now is called Sun Keke or something, maybe it is someone of yours - but none of us know how long this matter and this situation will last.
Maybe in a few hours, I will disappear.
Maybe... days, months, years.
Maybe it will be like this in the future..."
Chen Nuo added coldly: "I won't tolerate it. I will always get Cocoa back."
"That's your business." Yunyin said in a very cold tone: "I mean, we don't know how long this situation will last - it may take a long, long time.
So, do you plan to keep me locked up in this house like this?
Are you here to stare at me every day and bring me food and drink?
When you had something to do and you wanted to leave, you blocked my movement and threw me on the bed?
How long will this state last?
Are you going to keep doing this?"
To be honest, Chen Nuo really thought so.
"There must be times when you can't stare at me." Yunyin sneered: "When I go to the toilet and take a shower, do you also have to move a stool to watch me?"
That’s not impossible…
Chen Nuo quickly shook his head.
Forget it, it really doesn’t work.
If you want to do this, if the Deer Queen finds out, you will be beaten to death in minutes!
Besides...how could such an upright person as myself do such a despicable thing?
Staring at other girls taking a shower?
How underhanded!
"So, let's make a deal." Yunyin said softly: "If you meet my small request, I will cooperate with you and not cause you any trouble."
"How can you cooperate?" Chen Nuo looked at Yunyin.
Yunyin grinned - this innocent face that belonged to Sun Keke had such a cruel smile on it, which seemed a bit inconsistent.
"The content of my cooperation is...I can promise not to harm this body. For example...not to harm myself, or not to commit suicide."
Chen Nuo's face turned cold: "You...will commit suicide? I don't believe you are willing to die."
"If you lived for three hundred years, you wouldn't have such a strong nostalgia for life." Yunyin's tone was very calm.
Chen Nuo actually didn't believe it.
He believes that people will miss life.
but……
He doesn't dare to gamble!
Whether it's self-mutilation or suicide - she used Sun Keke's body!
"You can't stare at me all the time. When I take a shower or use the toilet, it's not difficult to drop a piece of glass and scratch my face.
Of course you can save me. But...it will always be troublesome, right?"
Chen Nuo sighed: "What do you want?"
"I said, I just want to go out for a walk." Yunyin turned his head and looked out the window: "After all, this is the first time I came to China in 2002."
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When you say "walk around", you really mean "walk around".
literal meaning.
Walk with your legs.
After dinner, the two came out of the house, went downstairs, and walked along the street.
"Actually, there is nothing particularly beautiful about Jinling City. It is just a city - in modern society, every city is similar."
"Is there anything delicious?"
"You already had salted duck when you ate just now. That is a local specialty."
"Then...is there anything worth visiting?"
"Confucius Temple, Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum?" Chen Nuo thought for a while and replied: "Confucius Temple was the place where the imperial examinations were held in ancient times. Now it has been turned into a scenic spot."
"Forget it, I don't like exams very much. What's the point of going to an ancient exam room?" Yunyin shook his head.
"So, Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum? Mr. Sun Yat-sen, you must know, right? That's his mausoleum there, it's..."
"...I have no interest in visiting people's graves." Yunyin shook his head again.
Chen Nuo spread his hands: "Then there is no place to choose."
Yunyin suddenly glanced at Chen Nuo: "Why don't we go to your house and have a look?"
Chen Nuo rolled his eyes.
You really want me to die, right?
Yunyin stared at Chen Nuo for a moment, then nodded, with a sly smile on her lips: "I understand... It's not convenient for you to go home, right? It's that woman named Lu Xixi, yours
My wife is here, right?
I think I roughly figured it out.
That woman named Lu Xixi is your wife.
And my current physical master, Sun Keke, also has some unclear relationship with you.
So…the king doesn’t see the king, right?”
Chen Nuo: "…………"
Yunyin nodded: "I have finally found your first weakness."
Chen Nuo said with a straight face: "If you continue to act like this, I will have no choice but to take you back and lock you up."
Yunyin waved her hand: "It's just a joke, let's... go shopping for another hour."
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An hour later, standing by a river, Yunyin held a map of Jinling City that he had just bought from a roadside newsstand. After reading it, he threw it into the trash can.
Chen Nuo understood that she should have memorized it completely.
"This should be the Inner Qinhuai River, right?" Yunyin frowned: "The management is not very good, the river water is obviously polluted."
Chen Nuo shrugged his shoulders.
Isn't it? In 2002, the internal Qinhuai River was not well managed, and the river water had an unpleasant smell.
It will be a few years later, when urban management catches up and starts to create scenic spots, that the management of this river will be put on the agenda.
"You still have eight minutes." Chen Nuo said with a straight face, "In eight minutes, it will be over in one hour."
Yunyin looked very relaxed: "Not bad...it's still eight minutes long. Anyway, if we go back, it will only take one second. Can't you move in space?"
Saying that, Yunyin actually sat down by the river.
He just hugged his knees and sat on the grass by the river, looking up at the buildings on both sides of the river bank, and then looking up at the sky.
Chen Nuo stood a few steps away and did not step forward, but stared at her with a calm expression.
Yunyin's expression gradually became more relaxed, and then she suddenly turned her head and wiped her eyes gently.
Chen Nuo was sure that the woman was crying, but he gritted his teeth and pretended not to see it.
A few minutes later, Yunyin stood up and walked over.
"Is it time yet?"
"Actually..." Chen Nuo originally wanted to say, but actually there were still two minutes left.
However, Yunyin nodded, and his tone became completely indifferent: "Okay, it's time to relax, let's go back."
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That night, Chen Nuo did not go back, but stayed here.
He called home and told Lu Xixi that he was at Brother Lei's place to handle some car dealership matters.
Lu Xixi didn’t sound like she was thinking much.
At night, Yunyin slept on the bed. She seemed to fall asleep easily and slept soundly.
Chen Nuo moved the single sofa in the living room to the bedroom and sat on the sofa all night.
I thought about various possibilities in my mind, various solutions to the current dilemma - but none of them were feasible.
He remembered what the gray cat said before leaving during the day.
"I can't solve this problem. Maybe the only one who can solve it is Zero...and if you want to find him, unless you..."
Having said this, the gray cat left.
Chen Nuo didn't stop him because he knew that there was really nothing the gray cat could do.
Chen Nuo could also understand the subtext of the sentence "unless you" it said before leaving.
Unless I can go back in time and find Zero!
However, my ability to reverse time and space was given by zero, and it was a "temporary skill." After I returned to 2002, this ability disappeared.
(So, Zero really died in 2002?)
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At dawn, Yunyin woke up.
She just made some movement, and Chen Nuo noticed it immediately.
Yunyin's eyelids trembled a few times, then paused for a second, then took a deep breath, twisted his body slowly, and then opened his eyelids.
She stretched slightly, and then looked at Chen Nuo sitting on the sofa.
"Thank you, I haven't slept so comfortably for a long time."
Chen Nuo: "..."
"You understand, once your ability reaches a certain level, you don't need to use sleep, a very cost-effective method, to restore your mental strength.
Moreover, I used to live alone, and I got into some troubles and had some rivals and enemies.
When I am alone, I rarely sleep.
But now... my strength has declined so much, and I have a top powerhouse like you guarding me.
So this sleep was the best sleep I’ve had in more than 20 years.”
With that said, Yunyin sat up from the bed and walked to the bathroom on her slippers.
She didn't close the door and brushed her teeth by the sink inside.
After a while, Hanhan Huhu said:
"Let's have fried dough sticks for breakfast. When I was shopping yesterday, I saw a breakfast shop downstairs."
"OK."
"Also, I need to buy some changes of clothes during the day." Yunyin wiped her face and walked out of the bathroom. She stood at the door and looked at Chen Nuo: "I didn't take a shower last night because there was nothing here that I could use.
Change of clothes."
"...Okay." Chen Nuo sighed.
"I didn't cause you any trouble yesterday, right? So in exchange, I will continue to enjoy my free time today, okay?"
"Can."
Chen Nuo nodded.
Just when Yunyin turned around and walked into the bathroom again, Chen Nuo caught a hint of sadness in Yunyin's eyes at the moment the door was closed.
But before he could see clearly, the bathroom door was closed.
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For the next two days, Yunyin was very cooperative and did not cause any trouble.
Except for eating, sleeping and an hour of "winding" time every day, Yunyin would sit on the bed.
Sit cross-legged and practice with your eyes closed.
Her attempt to regain her abilities had no intention of hiding Chen Nuo.
Chen Nuo was a little worried at first - Yunyin, who had regained her strength, was not something he could easily deal with.
However, Yunyin's strength is obviously not so easy to recover.
To be precise...not "recovery".
Yunyin's state is as if she has become a new person. All the strength in her previous life has disappeared. Now she is using Sun Keke's body, and her abilities are only at the level of Sun Keke's abilities.
With Sun Keke's strength, if he wanted to cultivate to the point where he could compete with a top controller like Chen Nuo... a conservative estimate would take less than 20 to 30 years.
And the fantasy in Chen Nuo's heart disappeared little by little.
He originally had another hope: Yunyin's soul awakened. Maybe, maybe, there was a time limit. Maybe after some time, it would dissipate on its own... and then it would be replaced by Sun Keke?
This fantasy is very naive, but now other than this fantasy, there is no good solution.
He even considered whether to ask Qingyun Sect for help again.
For example, the so-called "spiritualism" used by Wu Daotao and Situ Erya after the original owner Chen Nuo returned to occupy his body last time?
Oh, it seems that only Situ Erya can use spiritualism.
But... it’s not like Chen Nuo hasn’t tried this method before.
I had already tried it before leaving Qingyunmen.
The result was that after Situ Erya checked Yunyin, he told Chen Nuo clearly.
"I can't sense Sun Keke's thoughts in this body."
Situ Erya also explained: "Your situation was different back then. I could still sense the fluctuations of your thoughts in your body.
But now, I can’t feel the second wave at all.”
But no matter what, the question before us now is...
Chen Nuo has to go home.
I still have a wife and children at home, so I can't just stay outside and not go back.
Although the scene would be a bit embarrassing... Chen Nuo decided to explain the matter to Lu in detail.
Although the Deer Queen is a bit violent, but... she is a reasonable person.
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Opening the door with the key, Chen Nuo entered the door first and saw Lu Xianxi holding a child in the living room and humming a song.
The deer raised his head carefully and looked at Chen Xiaowu with a smile.
"I thought you didn't have enough fun outside. I don't know when you will come back."
The tone is one part complaining and one part coquettish.
Chen Nuo coughed awkwardly and moved half of his body.
Lu looked past Chen Nuo carefully and saw Yunyin standing behind Chen Nuo...
For an instant, Lu Xixian's face froze, and then she seemed to take a deep breath, and her eyes returned to Chen Nuo.
Chen Nuo bit the bullet: "First... come in and talk."
Lu Xixian's face was calm and he didn't say a word.
Yunyin looked at Lu Xixian with strange eyes. He just stared at Lu Xixian, just like that!
She slowly entered the door and walked slowly in front of Lu Xixian.
Even Lu Xixi was a little embarrassed by this strange look.
This look...
It doesn’t seem like the “love rival’s gaze”!
But Chen Nuo understood Yunyin's eyes.
This look means:
This is my mother’s body!
!
Watching others live with their own bodies... this kind of feeling...
Well, Chen Nuo really couldn't really feel it.
"Keke, it's been a long time..." Lu took a deep breath and was talking, but before the word "see" came out of his mouth, he was interrupted by Yunyin.
Yunyin's expression was very complicated, and she looked at the child in Lu Xinxi's arms.
"This child...was you born?"
Um?
The deer was stunned for a moment.
Isn't this... nonsense?
Why does it seem like this is the first time I’ve seen this expression? Don’t you already know it?
Yunyin swayed a bit.
She turned her head with difficulty and looked at Chen Nuo.
"She gave birth? With you?"
"Um."
"Use...my body! Have a baby with you?!"
There were sparks in Yunyin's eyes, and she was obviously trying her best to suppress her anger.
Lu's thin eyes narrowed and he looked at his man: "Chen Nuo?"
Chen Nuo sighed, quickly walked over and separated the two women, standing between them.
He pulled Lu Xixian and asked her to sit down first.
"First of all, what I want to say is..." Chen Nuo pointed at Yunyin and smiled wryly at Lu Xian: "If I said that this woman is not Sun Keke, would you believe it?"
"..." Lu took a deep breath and squinted his eyes: "There is a red mole under Sun Keke's left earlobe. I remember it very clearly. I can see it now, that's right!
So you want to tell me that she is not Sun Keke?"
Chen Nuo shook his head solemnly: "She is not."
"Your man didn't lie." Yunyin said coldly: "I am indeed not that Sun Keke."
Lu Xixian's expression quickly calmed down, and she stared at Yunyin.
"You seem...really not Sun Keke." Lu frowned: "Sun Keke wouldn't speak in this tone, let alone talk to me in this tone.
Who are you?"
Yunyin laughed.
There was a trace of absurdity, a trace of madness, a trace of anger, and a trace of despair in her smile.
"I am you."
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Lu raised his eyebrows thinly!
What kind of incomprehensible answer is this?
Yunyin said slowly: "If I'm not wrong, your earliest memory started in 1982, am I right?
In 1982, your appearance, posture, and physical condition were exactly the same as now!
And do you have any memory of what happened before 1982?"
Lu Xixian's expression completely changed.
Chen Nuo sighed and rubbed his face vigorously.
He walked forward and said softly: "...This matter may be a bit long and complicated to talk about."
After a pause, Chen Nuo's voice was a little bitter: "If possible, I originally planned not to tell you this matter for the rest of my life.
But now, an unexpected situation has arisen, and it’s impossible not to say anything.”
Lu Wenwen looked at Chen Nuo carefully, obviously restraining his emotions.
"The woman in front of you is indeed not Sun Keke, her name is Yunyin...she is a descendant of the Qingyun Sect.
A master controller who was once a member of 'Noah's Ark' hundreds of years ago, Yun He, the head of Qingyun Sect at that time, was her biological father.
And she did not tell lies just now, but what she said was not very accurate.
Before 1982, she was indeed you - but at that time, she was the real owner of your current body."
The deer's narrow eyes revealed a look of absurdity and struggle, more confusion and discomfort: "I...the owner of my body?
So, who am I?"
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Chen Nuo opened his eyes and dispelled all the images he had imagined in his mind!
Then, he took back his feet that had stepped up the steps.
He turned his head and looked at Yunyin who was following behind him.
This is the downstairs of Chen Nuo's home.
Inside the unit building.
"I've thought about it better not to take you back." Chen Nuo suddenly turned around and stared at Yunyin.
Yunyin looked cold: "Oh?"
"Let's go."
Chen Nuo stepped forward and held Yunyin's shoulders. He looked around and saw that there was no one around. The two of them disappeared from the place in an instant.
The next second later, the two of them had returned to Brother Lei's old house.
"Why did you regret it?" Yunyin sneered and looked at Chen Nuo.
Chen Nuo said nothing.
Regret?
He did regret it!
Could it be that you tell Lu Xixi...that your body actually belongs to someone else?
You were supposed to have died in 1982?
That is my woman, and even more so the mother of my child!
Could he do such a cruel thing to her?
Yunyin stared at Chen Nuo, the indifference on his face disappeared little by little, replaced by a smile.
A smile full of mockery and anger!
"I understand what you're thinking." Yunyin smiled miserably.
"You understand something." Chen Nuo lowered his head and said with a smile, as if he didn't dare to look directly into Yunyin's eyes.
"You're afraid that the deer in your family will lose his mind if he learns the truth.
Well, so what if you know? You stole someone else's body and are still alive today? You would have died long ago?
And...you are thinking about how to bring Sun Keke's consciousness back every moment..."
Yunyin's voice is cold and aggressive!
She stared at Chen Nuo fiercely: "Mr. Chen Nuo, you are really a good man to the people around you!
You are worried that Lu Xixi will be shocked by the truth of this matter.
You have always wanted to 'resurrect' the girl named Sun Keke.
Then can I ask you something?"
Chen Nuo took a deep breath, but looked away: "What...what do you want to ask?"
"And me!"
Yunyin gritted his teeth and preached word by word: "What about me?
You have taken over my body!
Then, you want to resurrect Sun Keke.
What about after resurrection?
Should I die?
Did I, Yunyin, have any sworn hatred towards you?
You have taken over my body! Are you going to destroy my soul?
Completely destroy me and erase me!
May I ask you, Mr. Chen Nuo, what hatred do we have?
I, Yunyin, have I done anything to hurt you?
For you, for your woman, I, Yunyin, an innocent person...