"You don't love him." Shen Chi said, "You are just showing that you love him very much. You are deceiving yourself by defending him in front of the media and showing affection with him. After you have lied for a long time, you will believe it. Already."
Both of Chang Jiu's hands were held by Shen Zhi, and she couldn't push him away, so she could only pinch his hand.
Things he didn't want to face were put on the table, and Chang Jiu felt extremely embarrassed——
Ever since Liang Yin risked his life to save her, she told herself that he was the best choice and the only man in the world who could not hurt her.
She even felt that she no longer needed love. Being with Liang Yin for the rest of her life would make her life extremely stable.
She did the same thing. She dated Liang Yin, fell in love, faced the media together, and did what all lovers would do. However, the relationship between the two of them was more like a long-term relationship, like friends and more like family members.
She does have feelings for Liang Yin, but they are definitely not the kind of feelings where the heart beats faster and the little deer bumps around.
Over the years, Chang Jiu has always felt that she has performed well. Everyone in Jiangbei knows how much she protects Liang Yin, her fiancé.
The "illusion" that she had maintained for so long was now exposed by Shen Zhi's words, and her long-standing psychological defense line collapsed bit by bit.
"Shut up, it's not your turn to dictate my feelings. Even if I don't love Liang Yin, I won't love you either." Chang Jiu was a bit unscrupulous in what he said, and his voice was trembling at the end.
But Shen Zhi didn't stop because of this. He still asked, "Do you feel like you are in love when you are with him? You have known him since you were a child. Do you regard him as a lover or a family member? When he touches your body, you Will you tremble like when I touch you?"
"When he kisses you, will you be reluctant to hug him?"
Shen Zhi's questions came one after another.
Although Chang Jiu tightly closed her lips and did not answer, she had the answer to every question in her heart - no.
When she was with Liang Yin, she didn't even have the thought of taking the initiative to be intimate with him.
They had lived under the same roof for three years, and intimacy was inevitable, but they always slept in separate rooms at night.
Liang Yin never mentioned sleeping together, and it was impossible for her to take the initiative.
The two of them were intimate in private, and at most they only touched lips for a kiss, and there was no more in-depth contact.
When lips touch lips, she basically takes the initiative and Liang Yin touches them.
If she doesn't agree, Liang Yin will not have any intimate behavior with her.
I don’t know if it’s because Song Bowan had a conversation with him before.
Thinking about it this way...she and Liang Yin really didn't look like they were in love.
Because of this conversation, the breakfast, which was originally a good atmosphere, ended on bad terms.
Chang Jiu returned to the room, closed the door and sat on the sofa, her mind filled with the questions Shen Zhi had just asked her.
The more I think about it, the more confused I become.
Changjiu was so irritated that she threw the pillow on the bed opposite. She hugged her knees and buried her head in her knees.
I maintained this position for more than half an hour, and my thoughts still couldn't calm down.
And at this moment, Shen Chi opened the door again and came in.
When Changjiu heard the sound of the door opening and saw Shen Chi again, he immediately went into a state of alert, and his eyes were full of hostility when he looked at him.
There were still undried tears in her eyes, and her eyes were red. With such eyes, she looked extremely stubborn.
Shen Chi held a cup in his hand and placed it on the bedside table.
I smelled the smell of ginger and brown sugar for a long time, and when I took a closer look, I saw it was ginger syrup.
Shen Chi said, "Drink it while it's hot and have a good sleep. I won't disturb you."
This time he really meant what he said, put down the cup and left.
Chang Jiu stared at the glass of water for a long time, then picked it up, brought it to his mouth and took a sip.
After drinking it, the body immediately warms up, making people want to take a second sip.
Before you know it, a cup of ginger candy
Just drink the water.
Changjiu sweated slightly on her forehead, and her body was more relaxed than before. She gave up thinking for a while, lay back on the bed, and closed her eyes.
She couldn't run away at this stage. Even if she and Shen Chi went against each other and quarreled, they would have nowhere to go. This was the only place for her to stay on the sea with no end in sight.
After thinking about it for a long time, I fell asleep and woke up again in the evening.
People who have their period are drowsy and often feel groggy when they wake up.
She got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. When she came out, Shen Chi happened to come in again.
After a good sleep, Chang Jiu's mood calmed down a lot, and naturally he couldn't argue with Shen Chi like before.
Shen Chi didn't talk to her about those unhappy topics anymore, and just asked her, "Are you hungry?"
Chang Jiu touched his stomach and found that he was really hungry. He didn't eat lunch.
Shen Chi: "Let's go, let's go have dinner."
Chang Jiu was taken to the first floor by Shen Chi and found that there was a barbecue rack set up on the terrace, and fish was being grilled on it.
As soon as you get closer, you can smell the strong aroma. The plump fish is being rotated on the shelf, sizzling with oil, and there are some shrimps and other vegetables being grilled next to it.
Changjiu was not surprised that there were such foods on the ship, but he didn't expect that there was even a barbecue rack. When Shen Chi saw Changjiu standing still, he asked, "Why don't you leave?"
After Chang Jiu came to his senses, Shen Chi took him to the table next to the barbecue grill and sat down.
Shen Chi brought her a pot of hot tea, "If you don't feel well, you won't drink juice. This is grapefruit jasmine tea."
After saying that, he went to work at the barbecue grill.
I drank tea for a long time and watched Shen Chi busy in front of the shelf. I was a little confused. Where did all these things come from? They are too complete.
When they were together before, she only knew that Shen Zhi could cook, but she didn't know that he had this skill.
A few minutes later, Shen Chi came over with several plates of barbecue. He smelled the aroma for a long time and salivated unconsciously. At this time, Shen Chi also sat down opposite her.
"Try it and see how it tastes." Shen Chi gave Chang Jiu a skewer of grilled fish.
Changjiu took it and took a bite. It tasted very good. You could tell that the fish was very delicious. It didn't look like it had been frozen. Changjiu asked casually, "Where does the fish come from?"
"Sea fishing." Shen Chi said, "When you were sleeping in the morning, you set a net and the harvest was pretty good."
Changjiu was surprised, "Is there any fishing facilities here?"
Shen Chi: "There is everything on the boat. If you like it, we can live on the boat for a year without any problem."
Changjiu knew that what he said was not an exaggeration. From the fact that he had prepared sanitary napkins, it was obvious that he planned to fight a protracted war.
But Changjiu is still curious, "Is this the boat you bought?"
Shen Chi: "No, I borrowed it."
Changjiu: "Whose ship?"
Shen Chi: "I will introduce you to you again when I have the opportunity."
Hearing that he didn't intend to say anything, Chang Jiu originally asked casually.
At this time, even if she knew whose ship it was, it would be in vain.
If you can't struggle, it's better to wait for the opportunity quietly.