Zhong Xinxin ordered a lot of dishes, and the delivery man couldn't finish them in one trip. He had to go downstairs twice before bringing all the dishes. The table was full and there was no room for it, so he put the ones with two portions aside.
Go to the food preparation table and wait until we finish eating here.
Sheng Chuncheng looked through his sunglasses and saw so many dishes being served from a distance. He wanted to scold you, "You're crazy for ordering so many dishes." But he couldn't see it, so he couldn't scold him. Zhong Xinxin rubbed her hands while arranging them.
, showing off with Guo Shuang:
"How about it, are you having fun?"
Guo Shuang was dumbfounded and could only nod and smile.
"Eat more, today is dad's day of mercy. I have been waiting for this day for even I don't know how long." Zhong Xinxin and Guo Shuang said, "Next time, you cry more often. When you cry, dad will be merciful."
"
"Fuck you!" Guo Shuang cursed, his face turning red.
Sheng Chuncheng sat there and listened to a book, pretending that he didn't hear anything about the conversation between the two people there, but when he heard Guo Shuang's laughter, he felt relieved.
When they were ready, Zhong Xinxin asked Sheng Chuncheng to go over and eat. Sheng Chuncheng stood up and walked over. Zhong Xinxin asked Sheng Chuncheng one by one if he wanted the ingredients. Sheng Chuncheng said he wanted them, so she put some of them on him.
In the small bowl in front of you.
The water in the pot was boiling and the ingredients were ready. Zhong Xinxin knew that Sheng Chuncheng liked spicy food, so she heated the vegetables, put them on the plate in front of Sheng Chuncheng, and told him what they were. Later, Guo Shuang also followed suit.
Like Zhong Xinxin, she also helped Sheng Chuncheng pick up and cook the vegetables. While the two of them were eating, they also ensured that the plate in front of Sheng Chuncheng was always rich.
The three of them were chatting while eating. Mainly the two girls were talking. Sheng Chuncheng was listening. Although his life trajectory was actually similar to theirs, he couldn't talk. Zhong Xinxin was talking about her things in the UK.
, Guo Shuang was talking about her affairs at Peking University. Sheng Chuncheng could not tell them about his affairs at Pheasant University, so he could only listen to them silently.
This meal lasted long enough. They ate from about four o'clock in the afternoon to about eight o'clock in the evening. All three of them were full. Guo Shuang himself suggested:
"Should we go for a run?"
"Ah, I still have to go for a run." Zhong Xinxin said to Sheng Chuncheng with a sad face: "Dad, can't we skip running on the day of mercy?"
Sheng Chuncheng said no, "I've already made you overeat. If you don't run and accumulate, you'll have massaged for nothing for a month. Aren't you afraid of rebound?"
"Okay, okay, run." Zhong Xinxin shouted, "Oh my God, why am I so miserable?"
Sheng Chuncheng and Guo Shuang stood there laughing.
When he came out, Guo Shuang was wearing a pair of sneakers, which was fine for running, and a pair of sports pants underneath, which was fine for running. However, he was wearing a long-sleeved zipper shirt, and he had already rolled up his sleeves while eating hot pot.
It's too hot to run.
Guo Shuang was pulled out in a hurry by Zhong Xinxin. Under the zipper shirt, she was wearing nothing but a tube top. She couldn't run in a tube top.
Guo Shuang didn't want to go back to change clothes. She told Zhong Xinxin that she wanted to borrow her clothes to wear. The two of them went into the room. Guo Shuang found a short-sleeved jumper and put it on. The whole dress hung down on her body.
It was empty, like she was wearing a bat shirt, but it didn't matter. She tied the excess hem of the jumper into a knot at her waist.
The three of them arrived at the greenway, got out of the car, and walked along the greenway for five or six hundred meters. While walking, Guo Shuang became silent and stopped talking. They walked back, and Sheng Chuncheng said it was okay and started running.
Guo Shuang suddenly said: "I can't run anymore, you can run."
Before either of them could react, she walked towards the river, sat down on a stool by the roadside, and stared blankly ahead.
Zhong Xinxin and Sheng Chuncheng also walked over. Zhong Xinxin put his knee on her back. Guo Shuang turned around and said to them:
"Really, I really can't run anymore, you guys run away."
How could Sheng Chuncheng be relieved to leave her alone here, by the river? He told Zhong Xinxin, "You go run, I will sit here with her."
Zhong Xinxin said "Oh", turned around and ran away.
Sheng Chuncheng sat down next to Guo Shuang. From the corner of his eye, he saw Guo Shuang looking ahead blankly.
The two were silent for a while, and Sheng Chuncheng asked, "Are you still thinking about your father?"
"I'm too lazy to think about it, I just feel disgusting. When I saw people like this in the news, I thought such a man was too disgusting. Haha, I didn't expect that in the end, my own father was such a person. You said,
Isn't it a slap in the face?" Guo Shuang sneered, "I feel like my face has been swollen and I have no face anymore."
"Actually, you don't have to think so much." Sheng Chuncheng said, "My parents are my parents, and you are you. Everyone still has to walk their own path. Even your parents only accompany you for a certain period of time. In theory,
It says, as long as you reach the age of eighteen and become an adult, your parents have fulfilled their responsibilities to you, and you can follow your own path from now on."
"Can you do it?" Guo Shuang turned his head and stared at Sheng Chuncheng, with a chill in his eyes: "Yes, you can do it now, but you are forced to do it."
"Have you ever thought about it, you are actually forced to accept this reality, forced to face your current situation, and then you are also forced to go your own way." Sheng Chuncheng said,
"There are many things that we don't want to do, but we have to face not accepting them. This is something that can't be helped, and it is also the cruelty of reality."
Guo Shuang turned her head and remained silent. After a while, she asked: "What were you thinking about when you were in the most difficult time?"
"I want to die," Sheng Chuncheng said.
"Me too." Guo Shuang said.
"Then I thought about it more and more, and I didn't want to die anymore," Sheng Chuncheng continued.
"Why?"
Sheng Chuncheng said: "I thought about dying. Isn't it easy? You can do it at any time. Stand up and jump down from here. You will die. Give yourself a knife and you will die. I thought, since death is like this
It's easy. It's something I can do at any time. So what do I have to fear? I'll struggle a little longer and see how embarrassed I will be and whether I can survive it.
"When I think about it like this, you know, Guo Shuang, I feel like there are two people. One is me, who is in a state of embarrassment and beaten by all kinds of things. There is another one, also me, who just stands there with a sneer.
There, standing idly by, he was just waiting to see my own joke and see when I would die.
"The embarrassed me looked at the me who stood by and watched. He kept saying in his heart, no, no, I won't endure it any longer. I just endure it and endure it. Instead, I got over it. After I got over it, I looked back.
Look, it turns out that the hurdles that I thought I couldn't overcome didn't seem to be a big deal. At that time, I was very proud. Really, I was proud of my embarrassed self."
"You're pretty good, but I don't think I can do it," Guo Shuang said.
"No, you can do it too." Sheng Chuncheng said, "As long as you think about the worst case scenario and die, you won't be afraid of death."
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