Almost at the same time, the two of them yelled "Hey, you" and sat up. Sun Hong rubbed his knees, and Sheng Chuncheng rubbed his forehead. Just when Sheng Chuncheng fell down, Sun Hong couldn't hold back her feet.
She naturally shrank back, and Sheng Chuncheng's forehead hit her knee hard.
The two looked at each other and laughed. Sun Hong said: "I want to complain to my mother-in-law, saying that you always bully me when I am here."
Sheng Chuncheng said fine, "I'm going to file a complaint, saying that you either twisted me with your toes or kicked me in the head. How could you have such a violent girlfriend? I'm going to ask her to take you back."
After Sheng Chuncheng finished speaking, the two of them laughed again.
Sun Hong came over, reached out and took away Sheng Chuncheng's hand that was rubbing his forehead, looked at it, and said to him, "It's okay, it's okay, it's just red, not swollen."
Sheng Chuncheng glared at her and was about to scold, "My forehead hit your knee, of course you are fine." Sun Hong quickly said: "Okay, I feel bad, I feel bad."
She came closer, stretched her neck, raised her head slightly, held Sheng Chuncheng's head with both hands, and kept blowing on Sheng Chuncheng's forehead. This posture of both parties allowed Sheng Chuncheng's eyes to see her.
Sheng Chuncheng couldn't help but laugh at the scenery inside the collar.
Sun Hong realized it and pushed Sheng Chuncheng away. Her face turned red instantly. She folded the collar of her pajamas with both hands, grabbed it with her right hand, and cursed: "Rogue!"
Sheng Chuncheng laughed and yelled back: "You are still being unreasonable. You are trying to seduce me into committing a crime, okay?"
Sun Hong puffed out her cheeks and was still angry. She looked at Sheng Chuncheng, was startled, and then breathed out, she said:
"Okay, what you said makes sense. You saw it unintentionally, and I didn't want to seduce you. Do you agree?"
Sheng Chuncheng nodded and agreed.
"We will be together for another fourteen days. I don't have underwear to change into, and I can't be wary of you everywhere. It's also impossible for you not to see it. In this way, when you see it, just pretend that you haven't seen it. That's good.
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Sheng Chuncheng said yes.
Sun Hong let go of her right hand and said to Sheng Chuncheng, "Come here."
Sheng Chuncheng sat over, and Sun Hong hugged Sheng Chuncheng, kissed him, then let go, stepped away a little, and said to Sheng Chuncheng:
"Let's just talk it out, okay?"
Sheng Chuncheng said yes.
Sun Hong said: "You are very nice. Being with you makes me feel like home and very warm, to be honest, but let's not have sex, okay? I hate that."
Sheng Chuncheng nodded and asked, "Why?"
"This, how should I put it, is a bit complicated, just..." Sun Hong stretched out her hand and held Sheng Chuncheng's hand. She turned her head to one side, thought for a while, then turned back, looked at Sheng Chuncheng and said:
"I'm very disappointed in men. In fact, to be honest, it's not that I can't find a boyfriend, nor that no one pursues me. With my conditions, how could I not have one? But I'm a little afraid of men and afraid of dating men.
There are not many men who don't have deep friendships who are not like that.
"The first time you are with him, it's okay and he can behave himself. But the second time, he starts to make moves and wants to get further with you. This will immediately put me on alert, thinking that this bastard...
There is no difference at all from the men I met at the bar.
….
"Although the relationship between a man and a woman always ends in bed. But it was too naked, too quick and direct, and it made me very uncomfortable.
"Yes, the relationship between a man and a woman will eventually end in bed, but the relationship between two people will most likely end in bed, and there will be no further progress or sublimation. His relationship with you will end in this bed. , after getting out of bed, he went to look for another woman, just like the men at the bar.
"Every time, I am always disappointed, disappointed with the man, and disappointed with myself. I feel as if it is all my fault. I have downgraded the relationship between two people to a purely physical relationship. Sometimes I even think , if only I didn't look so good-looking.
"If I look uglier, will men respect me more? Instead, they will treat me as an independent person."
I don’t want to be an independent individual, a work partner and a cooperative partner, instead of rushing to sleep with me? I don’t know, anyway, I don’t like this very much. It disappoints me time and time again. In the end, I will even feel a little desperate. I think men are probably all It's the same animal.
"The final result of being disappointed again and again is that I have lost hope in men and lost respect for them. I need to socialize at work, and there is no other way. I have to deal with them. Many times, even in my heart I was so disgusted that I felt like vomiting when I saw this person, even though he was smiling on the outside, I felt like a lunatic.
"That's right, I think I have a psychological problem, that's why I resist my mother and others so much and introduce me to each other. I feel that every man I see is the same man I have met countless times. Why should I go to see these men who I met at the wine table and felt disgusted and made me want to vomit?
"Am I so mean? I can't help it at work, but in life, I still have to abuse myself like this? It's not worth it, I just don't think it's worth it."
Sun Hong looked at Sheng Chuncheng, held his hand tightly, and said, "Sheng Chuncheng, look at me."
Sheng Chuncheng looked up at her, and Sun Hong said seriously: "Do you know why I feel close to you and like being with you? To be honest, like that time before the Spring Festival, I was driving , leave from the gate of the community below, look at you standing there in the rearview mirror, always looking at my car, you are seeing me off, right?"
Sheng Chuncheng nodded.
"I know. At that time, I almost stopped the car and ran back to hug you. I cried. I drove the car away while crying." Sun Hong said.
Sheng Chuncheng said: "At that time, I felt very sad."
"I know." Sun Hong nodded, "I know you will be like this too, otherwise I wouldn't feel sorry for you."
Sun Hong stroked the back of Sheng Chuncheng's hand and said softly:
"You are different from other men. Do you know what is different? I have been to your place so many times and asked you for massages. We can be said to be skin-to-skin. We are so close, but the way you look at me, They are all very clean, not like other men."
Sheng Chuncheng laughed and said, "I'm just good at pretending and have good acting skills."
"No." Sun Hong said, "The eyes can't deceive people. You make me feel very relieved. I can sleep peacefully with you without worrying at all. I feel that even if it's like this, the two of us can When we are alone together, even if I am lying in your arms and you hold me, I can sleep peacefully. This feels good."
Sheng Chuncheng felt that he was a little confused by Sun Hong's remarks, and he didn't know if what she said was right.
He said that he didn't like Sun Hong, but that he was eager to sleep with her. Sheng Chuncheng felt that he really didn't have such thoughts. When he saw Sun Hong, he would also be distracted, and
There will be a reaction, but this reaction seems to be different from seeing Yanyan lying in front of him.
Sun Hong said: "Just like just now, if you have a ghost in your heart, just keep peeking and not laughing. This is conditioned reflex, and conditioned reflex is your truest humanity."