"Do you still remember that chairman?" Sun Hong asked Sheng Chuncheng, "It's what I told you. In order to help me complete the task, he used his savings to mortgage the loan."
Sheng Chuncheng said he remembered.
"He helped me, and I was very grateful to him. Later, we often spent time together and ate together when we had time. On weekends, we would drive around and visit almost all the places around us.
He is more than thirty years older than me and almost forty years older. When others look at him, they think we are father and daughter. No one knows that we sleep together at night.
"I took the initiative. Whether I seduced him or teased him, it was me who took the initiative. The first time we hugged each other and wanted to have sex, he felt bad and said that I was better than him.
The child is still young and would harm me. He cannot have such a thing with me. I won't agree or agree, so I must give myself to him.
"I don't know if you understand that feeling. I am very grateful to him. I feel that I have nothing to give to him but myself. I have nothing to give except my body, so I gave myself away.
.
"After we had sex, I lay there crying and couldn't stop the tears from flowing. He suddenly panicked and was at a loss. He kept apologizing to me and saying sorry, sorry. He thought I regretted it, but I said no.
, I am happy.
"I'm very happy that I did this. I feel like I sacrificed myself. It's very ceremonial. I'm very happy. I'm also happy that things turned out as I expected. We are so different in age, but I feel that we are very close.
Harmony, it's like a natural match. I didn't tell him because I was afraid that he would be proud. In fact, we are more harmonious with him than with my boyfriend before.
"He said that after his wife fell ill and died, he had not touched a woman for more than four years. He had almost forgotten this feeling. Thank you for reminding him of it and waking him up. He said that I made him look younger.
Already.
"The night we had sex, we were in a hotel in Wuyuan, Jiangxi. It was the season when rapeseed flowers were in full bloom. Outside the window was a large golden rapeseed field. We opened the window, and while we were doing it in the dark, I sniffed
When the rich fragrance of rape flowers drifted in from the window, it was really beautiful at that moment.
"On the way back, he still felt bad and told me that we should just treat this time as an accident and don't let it happen again.
"I said no, it's not an accident. This is what I planned. Not only do I want to give myself to you, I also want to be with you. I love you. In my eyes, there is no other man.
"He laughed and said, whether we love each other or not, with such a big age difference, it would be a joke to others. I said that I don't care what others think, and age doesn't matter. We have been together for ten years.
We have been together for ten years. If there is only one year, we will be together for one year. If there is only one day, then we will be together on this day.
"He didn't say anything after hearing this. After he returned to Hangzhou, he wanted to take me back, but I refused, so I stayed in his car and followed him to the underground garage of his house, and followed him home.
That night, we did it twice more at his house, and it was still as good...
"Since then, whenever I have time, I will go to him. Really, I didn't lie. In my eyes, there is really no other man except him.
"Sheng Chuncheng, when I say this, do you think it's cheap to be with someone so old and be so shameless and call it true love? Do you think it's cheap?"
Sheng Chuncheng shook his head and said no, "You are right, if you really like someone, age is not a problem."
"Gender is not an issue. It does not mean that an old man can like a little girl, but an old woman cannot like a little boy." Sun Hong said.
Sheng Chuncheng burst into laughter: "Are you comforting me?"
"No, I'm comforting myself." Sun Hong said, "On the other hand, a little girl and a little boy can also like someone much older. By the way, do you know Fu Cong?"
Sheng Chuncheng shook his head and said he didn't know.
"Pianist, Fu Lei's son."
Sun Hong said: "
When I was in junior high school, other female classmates had photos of celebrities in their schoolbags. In my schoolbag, there was a photo of Fu Cong. He was wearing a suit, a clean white village shirt underneath, and a bow tie. He looked like Chow Yun-fat.
His hair was not messy at all. He was very old, already an old man, but I had never seen such an elegant old man.
"The CCTV Music Channel aired a program interviewing him. Oh my god, whether he spoke in a gentle tone or when he sat there with his hands folded, he was so charming. I have been obsessed with him for many years."
"Are you a pervert?" Sheng Chuncheng blurted out, but he immediately regretted it. What about you, you still reacted when you saw Mr. Lan's body that day, so what does that mean?
Sun Hong was neither angry nor denying it. She said, "It's possible, but I don't think there's anything wrong with it."
"What happened next?" Sheng Chuncheng asked, "You and the chairman."
"Later, we got together. When we were outside, he was very careful not to get too intimate with me, but as long as he was at home, he was very attached to me. He hugged me and hugged me for a moment.
Don't separate.
"I told him that we should get married, so that we can be together legitimately. He refused to say anything. He told me that at such an old age, he would not let others see the joke, and he did not want to make such a big fuss.
.If we really get married, it will definitely be a sensational news, at least in our industry and system, and among his acquaintances, everyone will be shocked.
"He said, it's good to be together like this. Why do we need that piece of paper and that false name? He also joked that if you regret it one day, you can just get up and leave. I don't allow him to say that, but...
I didn’t force him anymore. Now that I think about it, he was probably protecting me.”
"Protecting you? Why?" Sheng Chuncheng asked in surprise.
Sun Hong did not immediately answer what Sheng Chuncheng was, but said: "My house was given to me by him. I refused to take it, but he insisted on me taking it. I asked him what he meant, did he want to compensate me? Don't
I forgot that I was the one chasing him. Neither of us owes anything to the other.
"He said no, he just wanted me to have a stable place to live, so that even when we are not together, he can imagine where I am when he misses me. In the end, he even said that there is an age difference between us.
It is so big that no one can overcome the objective laws. I will definitely leave before you. You will have a stable place to live. Even if I die, I can rest in peace.
"I scolded him and forbade him from saying such things. He said that if I took over the house, he would never say such things again and would only cherish every day we spend together. I agreed and took over the house.
Thinking about it later, I realized that all of this was arranged by him. Whether he refused to marry me or gave me a house, he was actually arranging his funeral arrangements."
"How do you arrange funeral arrangements?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.
Sun Hong turned around and looked at Sheng Chuncheng in the darkness. Sheng Chuncheng saw tears flashing in her eyes. Sheng Chuncheng stretched out his hand to help her wipe away the tears. Sun Hong avoided it and she whispered.
:
"Don't, let me cry. I just want to cry. Now, Sheng Chuncheng, I really want to cry. Can you hug me?"
Sheng Chuncheng moved his body and came closer. He stretched out his arms and hugged Sun Hong, who also hugged him. After her chest heaved violently for a while, she lay on Sheng Chuncheng's shoulder and began to cry.