"He did not die in a normal way, but he went fishing in the reservoir on the weekend. He was driving a car. He said he did not stop the car in time, and he and the car fell into the reservoir together." As Sun Hong spoke, her whole body kept shaking.
"How is it possible? He stays with me every weekend and doesn't go fishing at all. Only that day, I had to work overtime for something in the industry, and something happened to him."
Sheng Chuncheng exclaimed: "How could this happen?"
"Too many people and things were involved, and death was the best escape for him." Sun Hong said, "When he died, many people could breathe a sigh of relief, and he also earned himself the last dignity. Otherwise,
Whoever goes fishing that far away does it alone, he did the whole thing by himself."
When Sheng Chuncheng heard this, he understood. He thought of Mr. Sun, the Mr. Sun who has not been found until now.
"I hate myself very much," Sun Hong said.
"What do you hate? What does his death have to do with you?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.
Sun Hong shook her head: "It doesn't matter, but I hate what I did after his death. I hate myself for being weak and selfish."
Sheng Chuncheng was puzzled: "What's wrong with you?"
"After his death, his son and daughter overseas lost contact. I think this was probably arranged by him in advance." Sun Hong said, "His memorial service and funeral arrangements were all handled with the help of his work unit.
, not a single relative. During his memorial service, I attended on behalf of the bank. Seeing him lying there so close, I really wanted to rush over, hold him and cry.
"But no, I know that if I act like this, I will become the center of everyone, and maybe someone will come to investigate the relationship between me and him. I always thought that I was bold, but at that moment, I was cowardly
I didn't dare to get close, let alone touch his cold forehead with my hands. When I passed by him, I didn't even have the courage to look at him.
"This is the way I chose. I chose this way to say goodbye to him, the most shameful and self-protective way. This makes me unable to forgive myself every time I think about it. Do you think it's sad?
?」
Sheng Chuncheng shook his head and said no, "You did nothing wrong. In everything we do, we will subconsciously calculate the pros and cons. Didn't you say that humans are animals that seek advantages and avoid disadvantages? There is nothing wrong with this. Do you think
, if you really do that, not only will it not do you any good, but it will also do him no good. Just like this, he can still go quietly.
"If someone knew about your relationship with him and caused an uproar, what good would it do to him? He didn't tell you anything and kept you in the dark until he chose to leave. Yes, he was protecting you.
, I don’t want to implicate you because of him.
"When a person is preparing to die, I think there are not many people who really care. You are, and his children are, so he wants to protect you. The best way to protect you is to make you disappear from the sight of others.
"
If Sun Hong realized something, she nodded and said, "You're right. Listening to you say that, I feel much better."
"Yes, I have a friend who said that people should learn to let themselves go and not compare themselves with each other. Only when you let yourself go can you be happy." Sheng Chuncheng said...
Sun Hong laughed: "My friend, you are really smart."
"Go to bed, okay?" Sheng Chuncheng and Sun Hong said.
Sun Hong said yes, and then she smiled and said, "You can carry me over."
Sheng Chuncheng said yes.
He stood up and picked up Sun Hong sideways. Sun Hong's hands hooked around his neck. Sheng Chuncheng held her in his arms and carried her into the study. He put her down on the bed and covered her with the quilt.
Sun Hong stretched out her hand from the quilt, waved to him, and said good night.
Sheng Chuncheng also said good night to her. He walked to the door and looked back at Sun Hong, who was looking at him with wide eyes. Sheng Chuncheng ordered: "Sleep", and Sun Hong made a face at him and closed her eyes.
Sheng Chuncheng turned off the lights in the room, walked out, and closed the door behind him.
Sheng Chuncheng walked to the living room, turned on the light, sat down on the sofa, picked up the phone, a little absent-minded, and didn't know what he was going to do. After a while, he
I found that my fingers slid and stopped several times when they reached Mr. Lan’s phone number.
Sheng Chuncheng really wanted to call out and ask Mr. Lan, how are you now?
Looking at the time, it was almost one o'clock, and he gave up again. Mr. Lan was a patient now. It was not good to wake her up at this time. It would be better to call tomorrow.
He looked at the live broadcast rooms of Yanyan and August. They were both offline. He thought to himself that he didn't know where they were now. Did they go to have supper again? He looked at several people's friend circles and chats.
The red book has not been updated.
Sheng Chuncheng sat blankly with his cell phone. He longed for a call to come in at this time, making him feel that although he was isolated, he had not been abandoned and forgotten by the world. He was not alone in this late night.
The phone didn't ring silently, and Sheng Chuncheng sighed softly.
When Sheng Chuncheng woke up again, he was woken up by the cold. He didn't know when he fell asleep on the sofa in the living room. Although the air conditioner in the living room was on, he had nothing covered and was still cold.
In Hangzhou in early March, it was warm and then cold. By the middle of the night, the warmth had dissipated, leaving only the cold.
Sheng Chuncheng stood up. He didn't know what time it was and didn't bother to look. He walked towards his room, walked to the door, opened the door, but did not go in. Instead, he walked to the study next door and gently pushed the door open.
, standing at the door and looking inside, he saw the dark figure lying on the bed, and heard Sun Hong snoring slightly.
Sheng Chuncheng stood at the door, hesitated for a while, and closed the door again instead of continuing to walk inside.
Sheng Chuncheng walked back to his room, turned on the light and walked in.
As soon as he sat down on the bed and prepared to go to sleep, his cell phone rang. He looked at it and saw that it was Xue'er. Sheng Chuncheng quickly picked up the phone.
"Are you sleeping?" Xueer asked.
Sheng Chuncheng said no.
Xueer giggled: "I knew you didn't. Being locked up there, black and white would be reversed."
"Yes," Sheng Chuncheng said, "What time is it now?"
"It's past three o'clock."
Sheng Chuncheng was surprised and asked, "Why aren't you asleep yet?"
Xueer said: "I don't have time during the day. When I came back earlier, I just wanted to sort out the plan to go to Nanjing. After drinking a cup of coffee, I didn't expect that I couldn't sleep, so I just made the whole plan. How about it? Do you want to send it to you?
have a look?"
Sheng Chuncheng said yes, you can send it over.
"I'm going to take a shower. I might not be able to sleep yet. If you have any questions about the plan, call me."
Xueer talked to Sheng Chuncheng, and Sheng Chuncheng said yes.
Xueer immediately sent the plan, then said goodbye to Sheng Chuncheng and hung up the phone.
Sheng Chuncheng clicked on the plan and started to read it.