After the massage, the words were not finished yet, but the time was already late. Xueer herself was a little surprised. She said, Master Sheng, why did I talk to you so much today? Usually when I finish the live broadcast, I am too lazy to talk to people.
It feels like all the saliva was used up in the live broadcast room, haha, I didn’t expect to say so much again.
"Am I a bitch?" Xueer asked Sheng Chuncheng.
Sheng Chuncheng said no, "Maybe it's because people are more relaxed during massage."
Xueer thought for a while and nodded. She said that maybe it was true. After the massage, she felt really relaxed.
After a pause, Xueer said again: "After talking so much, it seems very relaxed. Thank you, Master Sheng, for listening to my nagging all night."
Sheng Chuncheng said: "I should thank you. I really like what you said to me. Thank you for trusting me. I think you probably won't say these words to others."
Xueer was stunned for a moment, and she said: "I really don't know how. Some things are not good to say to others. I am somewhat famous now. If others hear it, I don't know how they will spread it. However, I don't know why,
When I told you, I didn't think about this at all. What should I say and what shouldn't be said? Anyway, I said it all. I just feel that you won't harm me."
"No," Sheng Chuncheng said, "Not even if I'm beaten to death."
Xueer giggled: "It's not that serious. I didn't do anything bad. You're right. Let's go."
Xueer didn't sleep in the company tonight. It's already past two o'clock in the morning, but for Xueer and the others, it's still early. It's normal to go home at three or four o'clock. But on weekends and Saturdays, the live broadcast
It ended late, and I basically had to wait until dawn outside to rest.
Because Xueer wanted a massage today, she asked everyone else to finish work early.
Xue'er wanted to send Sheng Chuncheng back, but Sheng Chuncheng said no, I can just take a taxi. Xue'er said no, it's so late and the road is not safe. I'm not worried about you going back alone, so I'd better send you off.
Where do you live?
Sheng Chuncheng and Xueer said, Jingfang Second District.
When they arrived at their destination, Sheng Chuncheng got out of the car. Xueer said goodbye to Sheng Chuncheng and drove away immediately. Sheng Chuncheng stood there, watching Xueer's car turn the corner and disappear.
There was no one around. Sheng Chuncheng took off his sunglasses and put away his blind cane. He did not enter the gate of the community and walked through the community. Instead, he walked along the road outside the community. The night was as cool as water and the silence was peaceful. Sheng Chuncheng felt very comfortable.
, I simply didn’t even ride a bicycle, but walked home in the shadow of the trees.
Tonight, they talked a lot, but Sheng Chuncheng felt that he didn't know Xueer better, but more vaguely. He and Xueer were not closer, but farther away.
This feeling is like a person seeing a fire in the cold winter wilderness, and crawling towards it on hands and feet hastily, and when he gets very close, the snow and frost on his face melt away, making you lose sight of it.
Blurry, because if you get too close, your hands and body are likely to be burned.
To him, Sheng Chuncheng felt that Xue'er was like this fire. You can watch it from a distance or watch around, but fire is fire. It will never and cannot belong to you. You cannot carry it forward.
OK.
Sheng Chuncheng had to admit that he had a good impression of Xueer, and it was more than just a good impression. Xueer made him feel close, not just because she was beautiful, but because there were other things about her, Sheng Chuncheng said.
I don’t understand, but I feel like this kind of thing seems to have something in common with him.
Sheng Chuncheng knew that this kind of thing came from Xueer's family and her unforgettable understanding of poverty.
Children from poor families, as time goes by, some will become domineering, vulgar, and very violent. Just like Mr. Yun, he will even be unscrupulous, giving the impression that the poor are determined to turn over.
There is another kind, the kind of children from poor families with good texture, who will become open-minded and considerate, always have a steelyard in their hearts, and will weigh themselves from time to time, how many pounds they have. Such people, for
The outside world and others will have a tolerant and open heart, and there will also be an objective evaluation.
Sheng Chuncheng feels that Xueer belongs to the latter, so she feels close to others.
Sheng Chuncheng raised his head and looked at the sky. The moon was bright and clear, and the stars were few and far between. Sheng Chuncheng took a long breath. He felt a kind of sadness in his heart. This sadness came from his own realization that there was a relationship between him and Xue'er.
An invisible and insurmountable gap.
He could see the most secret parts of her body and even touch her skin. But to Xueer, this kind of touch was not a skin-to-skin kiss. Sheng Chuncheng was still just a stranger to her in the final analysis.
The man caressing her body was no different from the other men in her company, or even the men who passed by her in a hurry and caught a glimpse of her beauty.
Who are you? Have you made a mistake?
If Sheng Chuncheng dares to blur the relationship between them, Xueer will blame him at any time.
For Sheng Chuncheng, although Xueer can be seen and touched, there is always something invisible standing between them. This makes Sheng Chuncheng feel a kind of pain and a little inferiority. He feels so inferior that he must
He objectified himself and turned into a blind masseur. These five cold words, to Xueer, yes, he was actually these five cold and emotionless words.
That's why she saw everything in front of him, and even why she said to him, I feel like "I didn't think about this at all when I told you. What should be said and what shouldn't be said, I said it anyway."
, I just feel that you won’t harm me.”
To her, he was just a harmless creature, and with his energy, it was impossible to even harm her.
In this regard, Xue'er is very similar to Sister Chen. They both have few friends and no one they can really talk to. At one point in time, Sheng Chuncheng temporarily took over this role, but he must understand that they did not
You haven't really made him a friend, let alone someone to confide in. Don't show your wrong feelings.
Sheng Chuncheng looked up at the sky again and sighed. Inexplicably, he felt like crying again.
When Sheng Chuncheng returned home, Ding Huamei was already asleep. Sheng Chuncheng was careful, and after washing up in the bathroom, he turned off the light in the bathroom, walked into the room in the dark, got on the bed, and reached out to hug Ding Huamei.
But he suddenly spoke, startling Sheng Chuncheng.
Ding Huamei asked: "Does Xueer smell good?"
Sheng Chuncheng nodded and said with a smile: "It smells good."
Ding Huamei turned around, walked over to Sheng Chuncheng, and shouted: "Come on, give it to me. I'll go to her live broadcast room to watch her live broadcast."
Sheng Chuncheng couldn't help but laugh and cursed: "Are you a pervert? She is a woman. You still have this hobby?"
"What do you mean, only you men can say she smells good?"
Ding Huamei said, sitting up suddenly, reaching out to turn on the light, and stared at Sheng Chuncheng. Sheng Chuncheng was horrified by her stare, but he didn't dare to look away, so he could only look at her. He knew that as long as he
If his eyes dodge, Ding Huamei will be reluctant to let him go.
The two people looked at each other. Finally, Ding Huamei's eyes narrowed and asked: "Sheng Chuncheng, have you fallen in love with this little goblin?"
Sheng Chuncheng cursed: "It's unreasonable!"
"I'm telling you, Sheng Chuncheng, even if you like her, it's all in vain. It's the ultimate unrequited love. She's a post-sea anchor, and there's no way she'll fall in love with you. So don't be a toad and try to take a bite of the swan!"
"Crazy!" Sheng Chuncheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He cursed, then stretched out his hand to please: "Sleep, sleep, you are my swan, okay?"
Ding Huamei chuckled, "That's it."
She fell down, hugged Sheng Chuncheng, and said to him: "But I know myself. I am not a swan. I can only be regarded as a chicken...ah, bah, bah, bah, who the hell is a chicken? I am
A little white rabbit.”
Sheng Chuncheng laughed loudly and said, okay, no matter who you are, I have arrived in the animal world anyway. This chapter has been completed!