"That night, he came back very late. I was waiting for him in the living room downstairs at home. He came in and saw me. He was stunned for a moment. He wanted to say something but didn't. Then he walked up to me. I looked at him and he wanted to come over.
I sat down on the sofa, stood and thought for a while, but finally didn't come over and went upstairs.
"I didn't go upstairs and continued to wait for him in the living room. I hoped he could come down and tell me that he was the one who did the wrong thing, not me. Is it up to him to tell me, not me?"
Ask him?
"As a result, I waited in the living room for more than an hour, but he didn't come down, and I didn't go upstairs. That night, I slept with my son in his room.
"The next morning, when I got up, I walked to the dining room. My aunt and my son were having breakfast, but he was not there. My son told me that my father had left. When I heard this, I became very angry. How dare you, this coward?
Why don't you dare to face it when you do something like that? Why don't you even dare to tell me what happened?
"At night, I was still sitting in the living room waiting for him, and he still came back very late. This time when he came in and saw me, he spoke and said, 'You haven't slept yet?' I replied, "I
I said, 'So late?', and he said yes, he was working overtime. I looked at him, and he added, 'He is really working overtime.'
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"Really, Master Sheng, when I talk about it now, the scene of that night seems to have appeared in front of me. I remember him walking up to me, standing there and hesitating. I said sit down, and he sat down.
Come down.
"I asked him, 'Do you know why I am sitting here waiting for you?' He said he didn't know. I said, because we are here, and if we quarrel, my aunt and son can hear it, which is very embarrassing. In the bedroom upstairs, they
I can't hear you, I'm afraid I can't control myself and I'll make you quarrel. Don't worry here, I won't make you quarrel, I just want to talk to you.
"He said yes, let's talk. I asked him, don't you have anything to say to me? He said, what else did you say? Didn't you see everything that needed to be said? What happened next? I asked. He said, what?
Later, there was no later. Later, as she said, we had no contact and had severed our relationship.
"I looked at him and asked, can I trust you? He said yes. I said, I am almost seven months old. He said he knew. I asked him, is it too long since you have been touched? Can you hold it in?
Are you staying? He was honest and said yes or no. It was indeed uncomfortable to hold it in. However, she was so beautiful that she couldn't control herself when they were drinking together one time.
"I asked him, is there really no next time? I just want to hear the truth. If it will happen again, or if you are not sure whether it will happen, don't say it. He told the truth, there won't be. I said,
Okay, let's go upstairs to sleep. He seemed to be relieved, yes, he was really relieved. He helped me go upstairs. On the stairs, he even said to me, "Thank you, wife."
"I'm sorry," he said, "It's nothing. We are a family. I allow my family to make mistakes and I will give them a chance to correct themselves. As long as they can be corrected, it's nothing. Don't worry, I won't take this matter to heart." He cried.
, he said, thank you wife, I didn’t know until now that you are so good.
"When we got upstairs, he still wanted to take a shower. I saw him hesitate for a moment, and finally put his phone on the bedside table and walked to the bathroom to take a shower. I took his phone over, looked at it, and found that his
My phone already has a password lock, and my heart suddenly goes cold.
"The two of us have never had passwords on our mobile phones. Without a password, we would not do such a boring thing as checking each other's mobile phones. Now that we have a password, what does it mean?
"It means he is downstairs or on the stairs. What I said are all lies. I asked him to tell the truth. He didn't even have the courage to tell the truth. Can I still believe him? A
How can someone who doesn't even have the courage to tell the truth dare to face this matter, and how can he handle this kind of thing well?
"No matter how stupid I am, I know that things between men and women can be broken off at any time. If they say they are not together, they will not be together. Unless it is from the beginning, everything is false. What they said on WeChat
Those things that they think are very heart-warming and others think they are disgusting and numb are all fake, otherwise how could it be possible?
"My husband still underestimated me. He forgot that although I didn't get a Ph.D., I also graduated from Caltech. He forgot that I was also a top student. I sat there and tried three times to turn on his phone.
, clicked on their WeChat and saw that they had a quarrel, and he scolded her for how she could send him a WeChat message even though she knew he was home.
"The woman was not convinced and scolded him back. For someone as stupid as you, WeChat didn't know how to clean it up. It's all still there. If it's just a "Dear," what does it matter? You can just make up an excuse and go.
Nowadays, no one calls anyone dear, and dear is worthless. Even the beggars call each other dear.
"I didn't expect there to be someone as stupid as you. You don't even know how to delete WeChat. There are also those pictures. What woman can stand seeing those pictures? Yesterday, your wife said it was her. I was scared. I thought she could speak.
He cursed me a lot, but luckily he didn't.
"When she said this, he laughed. If he said not to delete it, wouldn't he be reluctant to delete it? Besides, the two of them would never check each other's phones. If I hadn't happened to see your WeChat message, how could my wife check my phone?
.
"Okay, your wife is good, generous, 100% perfect, okay? When I go back, the first thing I do downstairs is to delete my WeChat. When I get home, my boyfriend will definitely check my phone.
of.
"The two of them were arguing and arguing, and they started talking disgusting words again. Only then did I realize that just in front of me, the two of them were still together.
"He was probably reluctant to delete those WeChat messages, so he added a password to his phone, thinking that I wouldn't be able to see it. He also knew that I was not the type to ask for his password or force him to open his phone in person, even if he was angry.
Check me out.
"I put down the phone, lay down and turned sideways, still pretending to be asleep. In fact, I was crying in my heart. I knew it was over between us. I was thinking about what to do next. When I thought about what to do next, I felt confused.
To be honest, this was my first time encountering something like this, and I really didn’t know what to do next.
"He came back after taking a shower and looked at the mobile phone on the bedside table. He probably thought that I didn't know anything yet, and he was probably very proud. I heard him whistle.
"I was lying there, feeling very sick. This man, who had been sweating other women on the same bed just now, was now lying next to me. I felt even more disgusting than lying next to a piece of shit. I was really sick at that time.
I wanted to explode, but held back.
"Another reason why I held back from breaking out was that I felt disgusted myself. I actually stooped to the point of trying to crack his mobile phone password and check his mobile phone. This is beyond the scope of my experience. It's really
, I think my own behavior is also disgusting.
"I didn't dare to explode because I was disgusted. As soon as I exploded, he knew that I had cracked his password and looked at his WeChat. I knew that at this time, he would definitely not talk about his own affairs and insist on why I cracked his password.
Password. He would find another battlefield to fight me. In the sewage pit, he would make me stink first and then fight me. He knew that I was mysophobic and couldn't bear to be covered in sewage."