"You don't know that some time ago, there was a long period of time, I can't remember the time. At that time, there was not a single comment that caught my eye here, under my Weibo, everyone was malicious. Every day I open the mobile phone and the mobile page
It shows words cursing me on various social platforms, and everyone is cursing me and telling me to die."
Chen Mo paused slightly while holding the sandwich, and looked at the young man who lowered his head and smiled softly.
"I have always not cared about the outside world's opinions and opinions. I have learned to solve problems when I was a child, because no one would help me solve them. So my first thought since I was a child, whenever I encounter something, is to solve it.
Instead of escaping. Because I know that escaping is useless and no one will protect me.
I have always thought of myself as a very mature person. I thought I would not care, but I found that I was not. When I found that I could not solve the problem no matter how hard I tried, I was not as calm and careless as I thought.
I still care about everything.
Even if I am an adult, even if I am nearly 30 years old, some people say that the collapse of adults always falls apart in an instant. I don’t know when it will fall apart at a certain moment. I think this may be true. I don’t know what.
time, that is, a moment of effort, without any
It was an omen, everything was fine before, but one day at a certain moment I collapsed... I looked at the countless messages on my phone, and looked at the text messages sent from my father saying that I wanted to sever the relationship. I looked at all the messages one by one.
He left a message telling me to die, and I looked at it all with a smile while stocking up on medicine."
Chen Mo couldn't eat the sandwich in his hand anymore and slowly took it away from his mouth. In fact, since he met Lu Chan, he knew how strong his psychological defense was. From the first time he met Lu Chan,
He knew it from the very beginning. He knew that Lu Chan and he were in the same category.
People are not people who easily show their scars to others. Sometimes they are so rotten in their stomachs that they won’t even say a word to others when they take them to their graves. They think they are pretentious and will trouble other people. Give it to others
While people cause trouble, they cannot solve the problem.
He didn't expect Lu Chan to speak to him. But he wasn't tired of hearing all this, or listening silently from a third perspective. There was only an emotion of empathy and anger, the kind of nameless fire rising up.
Angry emotion.
"When the medicine bottle slipped from my hand, I had no consciousness... Later, I was lucky enough to survive and not die. I thought this was God saying that I should not die. After that, I dealt with it as usual.
Everything else is business as usual, even more cooperative with my agent
Think of a way and try hard to stand up again. It’s like the rescue and gastric lavage that night didn’t happen. My friends are worried that something will happen to me again, but they think too much. Since God has not punished me,
If you leave me, it means that my life should not be cut off. I am quite a metaphysical person."
As Lu Chan spoke, he squatted beside the haystack, pulled out the weeds and knitted them there. After a while, a small but lifelike grasshopper was knitted in his hand. As he spoke, he looked up at Chen Mo, raised his hand, and gave it to him
Look at the vivid grasshopper in the palm of your hand, as if it is about to come to life. He said with a smile.
"I will live a good life in the future. After dying once, I feel that no matter how bad life is, it is still my life. No matter how bad the situation is, I can accept it. I just have to follow my own script.
, but I didn’t expect to meet you...” It’s like my original life script has been corrected, a very strange feeling.
Chen Mo took the little grasshopper and looked at it for a long time. The depression gradually dissipated. Green, especially the purest emerald green in nature, is really a healing color. Just like now, take a look at it.
, Chen Mo was in a much better mood. When he met someone whose magnetic field was weaker than his, he could comfort him, and his previous experience also gave him countless words to actually comfort him.
But he knew that Lu Chan didn't need it. He was not the kind of person who could comfort him. He had adjusted himself very well. But when he really collapsed, comfort wouldn't work. Like him, he had some kind of problem.
In a sense, they are the kind of people who are very stubborn at heart. Stubborn and arrogant, even if they are very humble on the surface, but in fact they are determined about something in their hearts. There is a kind of arrogance that will not listen to anyone but only listens to themselves.
Chen Mo is actually not a very talkative person, at times like this.
Holding the small grasshopper in one hand, he reached into his pocket with the other hand. After digging for a long time, he still couldn't find what he wanted. It seemed that he had accidentally eaten it in the past two days. He looked up at Lu Chan and chuckled:
"Come and eat some sweets. Someone once told me that when I was sad, I would eat a white rabbit and I would be much happier. Because I feel sad in my heart, but my mouth is full of sweets. Whatever
As time goes by, the sugar water of the toffee will enter
In the stomach, all the internal organs will be sweetened. You will ignore the pain in the heart. But unfortunately, I don't have a white rabbit here. I searched for a long time and only found this one. This Alpine one is for you. It has the original flavor and the effect.
It should be the same."
Lu Chan took the candy and looked at the small candy placed in the palm of his hand before he could take it back. He was stunned for a long time. Then he tightened his grip little by little, put the candy in the palm of his hand, and grinned brightly without any expression control.
, the most cheerful smile.
The program crew all looked over at Lu Chan and Chen Mo, wondering what the two were talking about. They had such a good relationship.
In fact, other guests from the program team in the past two days have come here to apologize to Lu Chan and the others. Part of it is because of their current traffic, but it is still somewhat sincere. After all, Chen Mo saved him from the robbers.
They also beat up the robbers who beat them, and they were still very grateful.
But maybe it was because of the embarrassment before, Chen Mo's cruelty, and the fact that they knew what happened to Lu Chan and the others on the first day from the director. After watching the live broadcast and recorded video, they looked at the two of them with an inexplicable feeling.
I want to make contact, but I feel scared at the same time.
Even the director of the program team is the same. Director Li doesn't dare to mention why they brought Lu Chan to participate in the show. It was to attract the hatred of Yu Junhao fans, and the program team took the blame. Nor did he dare to think about it before.
Because of the grudge between Wang Guangmao and the woman Wen Caijie, he deliberately gave her face. When Wen Caijie introduced Chen Mo to them, she did not give her face to meet her.
After getting along with each other for the past two days, Director Li also knew that these two people were not fools. They were the kind of smart people who could understand without making any mistakes. He knew that these two people must know what happened to them. But knowing is one thing.
No one has torn off the fig leaf. Hello, me. Since Chen Mo and the others didn't say anything, Director Li will definitely not take the initiative to bring it up. Everyone understands it tacitly.
But there is still embarrassment. Director Li is actually not very willing to provoke the two of them intentionally or unintentionally. Others think the same way, but their attitude towards the two of them is more than half-hearted. From looking down on the bully, they directly get past the middle one.
Relaxed, to a kind of non-provocation with some fear.
During today's free activities, even Tian Caini didn't come to see Chen Mo before today's shooting. Everyone nodded politely, smiled and joked a few words, and after talking about where they were going today, they took their respective
The photographers and staff who were following the shoot left and started today's shooting.
As everyone thought, the live broadcast of today's program team was particularly popular due to the popularity of what Lu Chan and others caused the day before yesterday.
Basically, as soon as it started broadcasting, countless viewers and netizens flocked to the show.
"Come here for the reputation, come for the reputation!"
"Come here because of its reputation. Come and have a look."
"Check in! Check in! Oh, my dear, are there so many people? This has just started airing, and the number of viewers is too exaggerated. "Flower Young Master" has exploded this time!"
"I came here because of its reputation. This program has been discussed everywhere in the past two days. My seven aunts, eight aunts, my best friend, and even my old-fashioned dad who only watches the news actually talked about this variety show with me! I was shocked.
I'll come over and take a look when I get there."
"Hahaha, I testify that yesterday the Xinwen Network mentioned the variety show "Hua Shao" that was filmed here, although it was in the tone of reporting an accident, hahahaha."
"Come on, come on! I'm here, the photographer!||ヽ(*￣▽￣*)ノミ|Ю"
"The program team didn't start the live broadcast yesterday. I waited hard all day! One day!! I want to see the photographer and Lu Chan! I want to take CP (dense fog)!"
"Photographer, I'm here, I'm here to see you! Ah! The show is finally on. I'm so excited! Why did it stop for one day yesterday? It turns out it was just a break! I thought the show was canceled because of what happened at the playground that day.
The pigeons have been formed!! That’s great, just stay there, just stay there.”
The netizens here just haven't figured out the arrangements for today's program, so they rushed in and dispersed to the netizens in various guest live broadcast rooms. When Chen Mo finally finished the sandwich, the little grasshopper put it in his pocket, and finally started recording
, when the live broadcast was started, netizens were all excited.
Like a surging river emerging from an ant's nest, it suddenly collapsed a thousand-mile embankment with an unmatched force. The surge spread rapidly and quickly occupied the originally empty live broadcast room. The speed of byte beats
It's not as good as the increase in the number of people coming into the live broadcast room. People are always worried that the fragile live broadcast room will be overwhelmed by the huge amount of traffic brought by the surging number of people in the next second.
"ヾ(??▽?)ノOkay! The first one! The first one!! I finally came in! I'm actually the first one!"
"Hahahaha, I finally waited for you. Fortunately, I didn't give up. I saw the program team's Weibo notification that recording would resume today. I squatted here in the live broadcast room early in the morning and waited. Lu Chan, and the photographer, I miss you so much.
!!!”
"Second, I am second! I finally waited for the third day of the live broadcast! I am really looking forward to what will happen today! On the first day, I encountered a corpse hidden in the trunk case, and on the second day, I encountered a robber at an amusement park. I am so curious.
What will happen during the live broadcast today?"
"Hahahahaha, indeed, we are looking forward to it!! Lu Chan's live broadcast has never let us down, there won't be anything exciting today!"
"There is a saying that I can actually watch it without irritation. With Lu Chan's appearance and his interaction with the photographer, I can watch it all day without getting tired of it."
"Hahahaha, sister 1 in front of me, I have something to say. With Lu Chan's looks, I can watch him for a long time even if he stays still. It's very eye-catching. Even if he and the photographer just eat melon seeds for a day, I can still watch them with gusto.
,Ha ha ha ha."
"Sisters in front, don't leave, me too!!"
"I have been following Lu Chan from the first day until now. I don't know how many days Lu Chan's live broadcast will last. I heard people said that this live broadcast will last for a week during the National Day holiday. Does that mean that Lu Chan can still live broadcast for three days? I have decided
, I can’t leave without paving the floor in this live broadcast room, hahahaha.”
"I've been working on the floor, and I've been squatting in the live broadcast room these days."
"I beg the photographer to show up every day. Hey, has the photographer turned back the ambient sound mode again? Help, I want to hear the photographer's voice, woo woo woo."
"Lu Chan is so handsome! Come on Lu Chan, we are here. I had a day of eating yesterday, and I have been away from fans for a long time, and I am back again. Yesterday I accidentally found out that you were filming a variety show, and I went to the fan club forum to watch it.
Look, I cried when I saw Wenwen, the deputy bar owner. I cried for a long time. I am so happy to see you today. We are back and we won’t leave. If you stand up, we won’t leave. No matter how others scold us
, we’re not leaving either. Come on, I’ll always be behind you.”
"Come on Lu Chan!"
"come on!!"
…
One barrage after another passed by, and the live broadcast had just begun. Lu Chan did not stand far away. At this time, when he saw the barrages passing on the live broadcast screen, his eyes accurately captured these few messages, and his smiling lips
There was a slight pause, and his eyes were a little soft.
He stepped back a little, smiled and greeted the audience after the live broadcast.
"Hello everyone, I am Lu Chan, and this is my live broadcast room. Audience friends who have been to the live broadcast rooms of other program groups before should have heard about the process of today's program group. Yes, our guests are separated today
Act independently. Find the place you want to travel by yourself..."
Here Lu Chan is introducing, and the netizens behind the screen in the live broadcast room are very excited.
In the live broadcast room:
"Hahaha, I know, I know! What about independent travel, it makes me laugh to death! Except for Lu Chan and his group, the other groups all travel on a budget, hahahaha."
"Ah? Why?"
"Because the program team said that the travel funds will be distributed according to the points obtained from the challenge the day before yesterday. Lu Chan took care of all the projects, and no other guests except He Bing went up. Because the program team considered that there was an accident in the challenge that day,
We still gave some token subsidies to the guests for traveling funds. It’s really a drought and a flood. The other guests are now worried about how to save money. Lu Chan spends all the money he has.
It’s not over. No worries at all, hahahaha.”
"I just came over there too. I laughed so hard. What I said before is right. According to the rules of the show, only Lu Chan can play casually. He can go wherever he wants."