All the sounds faded away, all the noise, all the pain and disappointment in myself disappeared.
She, the trash that drags others down, can finally disappear from this world.
But just as the feeling of weightlessness completely enveloped her body, an extremely huge pulling force suddenly came from her wrist, pulling her whole body up. The sudden upward pulling force shook her body's internal organs.
It was as if she had shifted her position, an indescribable dizziness, and a buzzing sound in her head that made her almost vomit.
She looked up and saw a man squatting by the eaves reaching out a hand to hold her.
The man was unusually strong and pulled her with one arm. Except for the slight tightening of his arm, his expression did not change at all.
The eyes that looked at her were still clear and calm, and the light-colored eyes reflected her current appearance, floating in the air and shaking without any support, like a poor rag doll.
She was so embarrassed that she didn't even want to look at herself like this. Ha, no wonder Fang Jierui didn't like her... No wonder.
"How does it feel to be close to death?"
The young man's voice was still very soft, like a mischievous devil whispering in his ear with a smile.
Chen Qian felt her body swaying slightly out of control. The lack of firmness under her feet made her feel sick and uncomfortable. She panicked and subconsciously tried to control her balance, but the shaking of her body became larger and larger.
Looking up, she saw Chen Mo's pale eyes looking at her with a smile, his eyebrows were obviously curved, and there was an expression in his eyes that was hard to see clearly.
"Isn't it pretty cool?"
"How about a few more times?"
"It looks like he was injured by a scumbag? So embarrassed? Death is not as fulfilling as you imagined, right? It's quite disappointing, isn't it?"
Chen Qian's eyes widened slightly and her pupils shrank slightly, as if she didn't expect that this man would save her.
Listening to the young man's tongue-in-cheek words, Chen Qian opened her mouth to say something, but found that nothing could come out. She found that there was only incomparable bitterness in her mouth, like countless gallbladders being stuffed.
In it, her tongue curled up in pain.
Yes, she didn't know that she was just deceiving herself, believing in the so-called retribution and the so-called afterlife, deceiving herself and looking for inner balance.
At this time, the fantasy I created for myself was ruthlessly exposed by the man.
Chen Qian's empty eyes, which had never cried, turned slightly red at this time.
Chen Mo looked at the woman's expression quietly.
His eyes were deep-set, his lips were pursed with a wicked smile, and there was an unreadable look in his eyes.
Nothing was said.
His hands used force and pulled the woman up.
Chen Qian fell on the eaves, and her feet, which had been weightless for a long time, suddenly hit the ground. She softened physiologically, and was about to collapse to the ground. She subconsciously grabbed the railing beside her, and her hand was caught by the railing.
I didn't care about the rust scratches and blood stains.
But before her body could fall along with gravity, she was pulled up by Chen Mo.
Chen Qian looked at the young man in shock. Before she could see his expression clearly, she saw the tense jawline disappear in her field of vision.
Before she could thank the man for rescuing her, express her gratitude to him, express her determination to die because she was not worthy of rescuing him.
But the man pushed her and jumped downstairs again!
what you do!
Before Chen Qian could react, she noticed a strong wind passing by.
The man also jumped down.
The sense of security subconsciously established in her heart that she would not be rescued, coupled with the dizzy feeling of weightlessness again, and the fear that had not calmed down before, combined together and exploded. Chen Qian closed her eyes subconsciously and screamed out.
.
"ah!"
Several times of unprepared psychology superimposed on Chen Qian's previously buried fear in her heart, and the fear wrapped in despair opened a gap and was revealed.
There was another tremor in the internal organs, a sudden sudden braking and a dizzy feeling caused by inertia, and my feet were dangling in the air.
She suddenly collapsed uncontrollably!
"You...what are you going to do?"
Chen Mo didn't say anything. He held onto the eaves of the roof with one hand, using only a few fingers to support the weight of the two of them.
The two of them were tens of meters in the air, and even if a coconut fell, it would fall apart.
Not to mention two people weighing hundreds of pounds.
He glanced at the woman, but without answering her, he slowly released his hands with an expressionless expression.
The woman quickly lost weight and fell again.
"ah!!"
A scream came out louder than before.
This man is a lunatic!
madman!
Chen Qian's face was covered with tears, and the fear of death that she finally found made her cry hoarsely.
Chen Mo grabbed the woman again.
"ah!"
Chen Mo looked at the woman's thin hand that took the initiative to grab his wrist. His eyes stayed for a long time before he slowly spoke.
"How does it feel? How does it feel when you are on the verge of death? Isn't it exciting? Have you found out whether you really want to die in your heart?"
"Speak after you think clearly. As long as you speak, I will let go. Have you seen the ground under you that is filled with gravel and steel bars? As soon as you let go, you will fall down like an exploding watermelon.
The same, smashed into a puddle of mud. If this is what you want, I will grant it to you."
Feeling the sudden tightening force from his wrist, Chen Mo paused and said calmly:
"It seems you don't want to. You don't dare to face death as much as you imagined. When you face death, do you feel its horror? If not, let's try a few more times.
You dare to die, what else do you not dare to do?
No matter how great the suffering is in life, you don't dare to face it. At worst, you will die in the end if you fight for your life. The worst is what you are now, so there is nothing you dare not live."
"I don't know what you have been through. You were hurt when you woke up. You are willing to die like this without anyone knowing, while the person who hurt you is living happily with other people somewhere else. Are you willing?"
It is said that there is great terror between life and death. After several twists and turns, the feeling of rubbing tightly against the edge of death makes one's scalp numb.
"Not willing..."
It was as if my defenses were shattered at that moment.
As if she was bewitched, Chen Qian looked at Chen Mo's bewitching and deep pupils and murmured to herself.
How can I be willing?
Yes, I dare to die, what else should I not dare to do?
Chen Mo's words stimulated her, and she recalled the scene that she desperately tried to forget to erase, but it kept playing in her mind.
She had just finished the operation, feeling her empty abdominal cavity and feeling extremely cold. She wanted to get Fang Jierui's approval with a morbid expectation. When she got home and opened the door, she found Fang Jierui making love with another woman.