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317. Paranoia



"You should all know what she did to Lu Chan back then. Shouldn't the two of them be completely separated? Why did she still restrain herself after she found this place and harassed Lu Chan repeatedly?"

Zhen Cheng knew what Chen Mo meant by asking, and he was actually very angry.

"Chen Mo, I understand everything you said. If you don't mix in the circle, you don't know. The water in this circle is too muddy. Without a backstage, it is impossible to stand firmly. Lin Jiayi is not what she seems on the surface. The network of interests behind her is complicated.

It has interests entangled with too many capital parties.

Our Lu Chan is protected by Brother Xu Hong, otherwise he would have been banned long ago... Many people on the crew here are friends of Lin Jiayi, or people with interests linked to her. Even in this film, Lin Jiayi invested some time ago

Yes, it belongs to the capital side of investment...

So you know the benefits... We can't completely offend her. If Lu Chan still wants to act and be on the crew, we can only hold our noses and admit it. Sometimes it's really not what we want to do.

As for what we did, when Lin Jiayi pestered Lu Chan like crazy again and again, we wanted to kick her out of the crew. But in real time, if we kicked her out, it would not be our turn at all. If Lin Jiayi wanted to, she could first

Kick us out..."

Chen Mo took off his hat and scratched his head. His curly hair was messy and fluffy. After listening to Zhen Cheng's words quietly, he put the hat upside down on his head and nodded gently.

He understood why Lin Jiayi was so confident when facing Lu Chan today after what happened last time.

Let's wait for Lu Chan to finish talking. He's not finished here yet. He may have to talk to Lin Jiayi. He has a good temper, but that doesn't mean anyone can point at him and scold him for no reason. Except the old man.

Chen still has a few people he cares about. He is unwilling to tolerate anyone's sudden malice and temper. He has no reason to pay for other people's malice and negative emotions.

"Forget it, Chen Mo, I'll go over there and take a look. I'm still a little uneasy!"

"Well, go ahead."

Chen Mo nodded, unscrewed the mineral water, and took a sip. It was indeed time to go. Lin Jiayi's thinking really refreshed his outlook. If he continued to mess around like this, the conversation would never end. Chen Mo had to lament that sometimes his hearing was too much.

Okay, that's not a good thing either.

"Bang!" He threw the empty mineral water bottle into the trash can, stood up, and walked towards the group of people.



"Lu Chan, look at me, okay? Lu Chan, look at me..."

"Lin Jiayi, let go!"

"I don't, I don't! Let go of you and run away. I can't stand you ignoring me and ignoring me. I finally know why we are like this. Is it because of that person just now? Is it because of him that you don't

You treat me like this because you care about me?"

"Are you crazy?! That's my friend, I beg you, Lin Jiayi, can you not embarrass me so much! Forget what happened a few days ago, but don't get involved with my friends! Let's get together and relax

Can't you do that?! Just go your own way and let me film my scenes, can't you?! Why do you do this to me!! Do you do this to me again and again?!"

"No...I didn't...I didn't want to do this at the beginning. It was you who forced me. It was you who pushed me to this step step by step! I really didn't want to do this at the beginning...Friend? No

, that can't be a friend, there can't be such a person around you, that smile is too familiar to me, it was the smile you showed when you faced me before, you treat Xu Hong and Zhen Cheng with the people around you

They are not like this at all... I am too familiar with that special treatment, you can't deceive me!"

"Do I really mean that when I smile at others? Lin Jiayi, what kind of brain circuit do you have?! Can you please stop disgusting me? In your eyes, can't I have friends? What the hell is this?

What a thing! First of all, let me make it clear to you, he and I are just ordinary friends! Secondly, you'd better apologize to my friend for what just happened!"

"Apologise, you want me to apologize? I don't! I will never! Lu Chan, this is the second time today that you have spoken to me in this tone! You still said it was not because of him?! You have never talked to me like this before

Spoken!"

Lin Jiayi felt extremely uncomfortable looking at Lu Chan's appearance, and she could hardly contain her inner grievances.

From her perspective, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong. She even felt that she had restrained her temper enough and used the greatest endurance in her life to do her best. She was really wronged and she had

She came to block him after her patience reached the extreme. Why couldn't he see it at all? Why did he treat her like this?

But what Lin Jiayi didn't notice was Lu Chan's state at this time. There was something wrong with Lu Chan's state when he spoke. His eyes were red and his veins were taut, and bulging veins could be seen on the surface of his skin. His facial expression also changed.

He is no longer as gentle as before, and feels like he has stepped over the edge of a cliff.

There is no way to get rid of the influence of the original family in a lifetime. When Lu Chan was a child, he was framed by his stepmother and hated by his biological father. He has been blamed for hurting his younger brother since he was a child because his parents had no scruples.

He mentioned it to relatives and friends when chatting, which made him bear the reputation of being mentally unhealthy in front of people around him since childhood.

It has already caused him great psychological trauma, as well as psychological implications of low self-esteem and self-loathing.

In addition, he was later taken out by his father to live alone and handle his own life and study. He was responsible for everything by himself, faced and spent it alone. He developed a very strong appearance, as if nothing could happen to him.

He cannot be defeated, but he has a very lonely and numb character inside.

Such a person will close himself off and is the legendary person who is hot on the outside and cold on the inside. He is introverted and slow to warm up. Because of self-protection, it is difficult for others to get into his heart, and it is also difficult for him to open his heart to others.

But this type of person is also usually very easy to be paranoid. Because he is too lonely, but his inner subconscious psychological hint tells him that he is not liked by others and that he is a disgusting person. At the same time, because of what happened when he was a child, he also feels that he is not liked by others.

No one around them is trustworthy. They usually pour their emotions into something they think is not dangerous, and then paranoidly devote everything they have to this matter.

That kind of paranoia is much more terrifying than many mentally healthy people, and they may even do things that normal people cannot understand because of their paranoia.

When Lin Jiayi first met Lu Chan, it was obvious that he did not pursue the matter of his fractured bones in order for the show to be broadcast. Many times, he was not pure enough, but a spirit that was completely greater than the body, dressed in pure kindness and modesty.

Under the skin, a manifestation of extreme paranoia.

Lu Chan's good temper and gentleness are what he uses to protect himself most of the time. There has always been something very paranoid in his heart. He doesn't open his heart easily, but he always really opens his heart to accept someone.

, when you give your feelings, you really have the determination to give everything you have.

His heart wrapped in a hard shell is actually very fragile, much more fragile than normal people. Therefore, the people he truly accepts are also the people who can hurt him the most. Normal people may feel uncomfortable after going through this, but for

For him, it was really a fatal injury.

In addition, Lin Jiayi is somewhat different. Lu Chan has been without a home since he was a child. He longs for a home and a family. This is a very, very important thing in his heart. It can be said that he is full of all expectations and all

He looked forward to Lin Jiayi's with enthusiasm. That's why after Lin Jiayi treated him like that, his inner defense completely collapsed.

That kind of inner collapse was not temporary. It was the string that he had insisted on not breaking since he was a child. That's why Lu Chan said that he had died once. Even if the string was forcibly tied now,

There is also the possibility of loosening and breaking at any time.

Lu Chan was so stimulated that he already had this tendency.

But maybe it was because when he was with Lin Jiayi, he gave her such a good impression. He seemed to be a person who was always emotionally stable and could digest any negative emotions on his own. And he still maintained his attitude after being suppressed.

Due to his dignity, Lin Jiayi always thought that Lu Chan had a strong heart.

So much so that he didn't notice anything wrong with Lu Chan's mood at all.

Seeing the woman in front of him messing around, a nerve in Lu Chan's mind kept being pulled, and it felt like a stinging sensation like electric frequency vibration, which reflected the pain in his entire temple. In order to suppress the pain that made him feel dizzy and about to vomit.

, I don’t know if it was an illusion, but his emotional nerves seemed to be disordered. He was back to the time when he was most collapsed, feeling suffocated every time he breathed.

Fragments of memories have been appearing in front of me like hallucinations. I was sitting on the sofa watching the Spring Festival Gala alone. I was slapped on the ground by my father. Everyone was scolding him. There were all kinds of insults on the phone screen, and the disinfectant was pungent.

The smell, the white ceiling, the smell of medicine, the sense of distortion...

Lu Chan shook his head, trying to get these things out of his mind. His broken fingers inserted into the ends of his hair, and he pinched his head hard with his five fingers, as if he wanted to push his head through... He cried out in a broken voice.

"Ah!! Why am I so unlucky to get involved with you!"

But it may be because of Lu Chan's appearance. Unlike Chen Mo, Lu Chan's eyebrows are delicate, but not aggressive when combined. His overall temperament is mild. When he puts on makeup, he is fine, but when he is without makeup, even if he is angry,

It also makes people feel uncomfortable... Even if he is angry to this extent, it still makes people feel that the sense of fragmentation is greater than his anger.

Lin Jiayi was not frightened at all, but felt very distressed and stepped forward to say something.

"Don't be like this..."

"I was deceived before because of the so-called hypnosis... First, they set up a trap for me to stand in the center of public opinion and be reviled. Then they set up business traps one after another, causing me to lose almost all the savings I had made from the previous filming.

After that, I will fully let you be in the circle

My friend blocked me, you didn’t give me any way to survive... When I was in a desperate situation, I called you and begged you to give me a way out. I was confused and you scolded me so much that I hung up the phone and blocked all your friends.

Contact information, you should still remember these, right?

Why do you still come to me after this level? Why?! I don’t believe what happened some time ago. You don’t know what impact you will have on me if you come to me and make such an expression, but you just come.

, and the media captured this scene. Because of this incident, I was hung up on again. My newly changed phone number was leaked again, and my phone was bombarded with all kinds of dirty text messages...

Lin Jiayi, tell the truth, do you hate me? If you hate me, just deal with me directly, or just stab me to death with a knife now?! Don’t pretend you still like me and torture me in such a disgusting way! If my friend today

If something happens to you in the future, if I put my words here, I will really never end it with you!"


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