When they saw the incoming remittance displayed on their mobile bank card, the two of them wanted to cry for some reason.
They are a freshman and a sophomore, and it is actually very difficult for them to follow this project. Compared with the junior, senior and even graduate students who were later recruited because of Chen Mo, their foundation is
Quite weak.
In order not to be left behind, in order to convey Chen Mo's meaning to the greatest extent, they were doing things when others were doing things and studying when others were resting. They really read a lot of books and made up a lot of them after class.
A lot of information.
Of course, they also knew that Chen Mo put them in this position to train them.
They are really grateful to Chen Mo. They have really learned a lot in the past semester.
It's really a lot.
Sun Qing is still a freshman, and he has just been promoted from high school. I don’t know. As a freshman, Xu Zhipeng worked really hard for a year and almost got a scholarship among the students a few years earlier. He always thought that he was very hardworking and that he was already enough.
If you work hard, you deserve better.
That's why he was so devastated when he was reported to have lost the spot that was supposed to be his.
He always thought that he worked hard enough and had good study habits, until he saw Chen Mo. Until this period of time, he was with Chen Mo. During this period of extreme training, he really learned a lot. Especially before.
When there were three of them, he followed Chen Mo all day and night, like a madman, but when he learned to the limit, he really felt the pleasure of being tortured that Chen Mo said.
During this period of time, he seemed to have lived a dream. He was very tired every day, but also really fulfilling.
I have really made rapid progress with the boss, and he can feel the growth of his skills that can be seen with the naked eye every day. The most important thing is that the boss is like an endless pool. You don't know his bottom line at all.
Where is the limit of .
I remember that when the three of us were working on the first and second phases of the project, the three of us stayed up all night together in the laboratory. Whenever he felt that he couldn't stand it any longer and was exhausted, he turned his head and looked at the boss, and he was still the same.
He is analyzing and calculating with a calm face. It seems that every time he is about to reach his limit, look at the boss, he is always unhurried and unhurried.
He is always working and always maintains a calm and stable mood. Sitting there is like a tranquilizer, which can soothe his mood at all times.
What he once thought was his own hard work and limit was nothing compared to his boss.
During that time, he really gained a lot during that time in the laboratory, not only in terms of ability, but also spiritually, which is indescribable. Even his mood and patience became better after that period of time.
a lot of.
It seemed that when he was faced with something he couldn't solve and he was extremely depressed, thinking of that figure would calm him down during that period of time.
It's like there is such a benchmark there.
Xu Zhipeng really feels that his temper has improved a lot.
He felt that if he were the same person now, and encountered that situation, he might no longer fall into that desperate and collapsed situation, nor would he choose the hysterical way to deal with it.
There is no way to break the situation, so he fights to the death and drags people to die with him.
Only those who are powerless will become hysterical. When faced with a desperate situation, those who can calm down and think rationally and have a strong heart may finally break through.
Collapse and hysteria in desperate situations will not solve any problems.
He really felt that he had changed. The most destructive and desperate emotions would not stir up any thoughts in him at this time. He could feel that his heart was really much stronger.
Even he himself couldn't believe that half a year ago he was a man who was ready to commit murder and step into the criminal ranks, and almost never looked back.
Xu Zhipeng is really grateful for this year and for Chen Mo's hand that extended to him. He felt like a dream countless times.
He felt that he had changed a lot from the inside out.
It’s not an exaggeration to wash away all the trouble and be reborn.
There was a period of time after that day when he dreamed countless times that after committing a crime that day, he fled to the airport, was taken away by the police, and was sentenced to death a few days later. He woke up from nightmares time and time again, but maybe he was following him all the time.
With the boss, his brain is filled with things in the laboratory every day, and he has no time to be anxious and fearful.
Since he couldn't help but have nightmares, and every time he died in his dream, ending up being executed, he would tell himself every time he woke up that every day he was alive was picked up, and he would earn more by living one more day.
He loves every day of his life more and more now.
I feel like every extra day I live and live well is earned.
Xu Zhipeng thought with a smile.
If you really get along with high-energy people, you will gradually be led to become a high-energy person.
I don’t know if I thought about it too much, but that kind of nightmare didn’t happen again from that day on.
Xu Zhipeng now loves himself very much and is willing to use his excess energy to love others from the bottom of his heart.
…
Both of them were in complicated moods that day. After they saw the money in their bank cards, they both went out and called home.
Because Sun Qing was typing at the window in the corridor, Xu Zhipeng did not go there. He found a stairwell with stairs and called his sister.
It has been a few months, no, maybe since he was in college, maybe earlier, from the time when his grandmother fell into a ditch and passed away in junior high school to now, he wants to contact his younger siblings so much, or dares to contact them.
He has always known what his younger brothers and sisters have done for him in this family, not only giving up opportunities to study, but also bearing the beatings and scoldings from his father for him.
Sometimes he also feels that he is quite cruel and selfish, how could he allow two children to bear all this for him and take advantage of the opportunity given to them. He does not dare to contact, and many times he feels helpless, guilty and helpless that he cannot change the status quo.
Face them face to face.
Listening to the ringing tone of the phone and the call page, he had never been so looking forward to picking up the call.
Say this to your younger siblings:
"Mei, brother, I can afford to support you."
I can pat my chest and say to them: "Brother can make a lot of money now. You don't have to stay home from school to support me in school. You don't have to go to the ditch every day to touch shrimps and sell them for money. You don't have to string beads and sell them for money at night. You don't have to
If I walk a few kilometers along the mountain road to sell gardenias in the county town, I won’t have to save money to send it to him...my brother will be rich."
Even just thinking about it, his nose couldn't help but feel sore. He had really been waiting for too long.
He finally did it.
Now he finally has a little bit of the right to choose his own life. He doesn't want his younger siblings to suffer the bullying, contempt, and unfairness he once suffered.
He wants his two younger siblings to go to school.
Needless to say, my brother, that kid, like him, has a quick mind and can read. He already felt guilty for delaying him for so long and making him enter school two or three years later than his peers.
This was especially true for his sister. It was actually her whom he felt more sorry for.
His sister is younger than him and calls him brother, but she often acts more like a sister. She likes to cook for him, worry about him, and take care of him. City A is so far away from province S, but she still thinks about it.
Send him food.
She thinks about him everywhere, but in these years, except for the pair of sneakers that the boss brought back some time ago, and some cash, he has never given her anything else.
His brother is really incompetent at his job.
Xu Zhipeng has personal experience and knows very well the difference between reading and not reading, and what reading can change.
Even though his sister is indeed a bit older now that she is studying, she is indeed a little embarrassed and shy and does not want to study anymore. But he still wants his sister to go to school.
No matter how old she is now, she has not yet reached adulthood. Counting the learning time from childhood to adulthood, it is twelve years. As long as she is willing to study, her life will be long. Compared with the hardships she has to endure in life, twelve years is nothing.
Yes. Even if you become an adult, there is still the Adult College Entrance Examination. As long as you can learn, it is never too late.
He would let his sister study no matter what.
Even though his younger sister always said that she was stupid and not good at studying, and that she didn't want to study, he knew that those were all lies. His younger sister had liked watching him write since she was a child. She wanted to go to school. From the age when she should have gone to school normally, she
I've thought about it for a long time.
But for the family at that time, it was not realistic for my sister. Let alone talking to her father, it was a luxury just thinking about it.
So Amei never said anything about her wanting to go to school. She also said every time that she was good at work but got a headache when she read words, so she was not suitable for studying.
She has always been sensible and made her brother feel ashamed.
It's not that my sister doesn't want to go to school, she just knows that her family is poor and wants to save some money for the family, which already doesn't have much, and give him and his brother more opportunities, so she quit without even fighting.
He has money now.
Brother, I can fully afford to support you now. You don’t have to save yourself for me anymore or feel sorry for me.
You supported me before, but in the future it will be my brother who will support you.
…
Sun Qing was calling home. In the past, his father usually answered the phone, but this time it was his mother who answered the phone.
"Mom~my father?"
"He's okay, he's working, he's working~"
Listening to the mother on the other end of the phone stammering for a long time and unable to speak, the strings in Sun Qing's mind tightened.
"Mom, don't lie. What are you doing in this winter? Something happened, right? Don't hide it from me!"
"Bah, bah, bah! What are you thinking about, bah, bah, you're stupid because of studying. Don't be a coward. He went to work for someone else!"
"What kind of work do you do?"
"Don't worry about it. This kid is really asking questions. Oh, okay, okay, don't guess. He just goes to the county town to lay bricks for other people."
"When did he learn to lay bricks?"
"Isn't the busy farming season over? There's nothing much to do in this winter. Your father watched people laying tiles, making cement and so on. As he looked at it, he thought he could do it too, so he learned from others for two days, and he really did it.
It's all in good shape. Now I'm going to work with the construction team in the city. Don't tell me, you can make a lot of money in the city in a day~"
"It's winter, and there's no heating at home, so it's freezing to death. He already has frostbite on his hands..."
"Hey, your dad is doing great work now, don't worry about him. The last time he went to City A, he went to your school to see you and said that the prices there are very expensive, even more expensive than ours.
It was more than double the amount. He said he was worried that you didn't have enough money to spend, so he asked around and found out that the living expenses of your classmates were at least two to three thousand.
He just wants to earn more living expenses for you.
You kid is so smart that you only know how to save money. You ask us for hundreds of dollars a month, how can you spend it? Let me calculate the prices, and you don’t even have enough to eat. You kid is short of money.
You don’t even know how to talk to us about money, just save it. If we don’t tell you how good it is for you, we can’t make you worse than others...
Don't feel bad for us, we are at the right age now when we should be busy. Just study hard and we can help you with other things. Don't be too arrogant, you should go out to eat with your classmates.
Food, you need to have a good relationship with your classmates, don’t make things too rigid. You are a kid and you are good at everything, but you are too lonely..."
Sun Qing's eyes and nose turned red at some point as he listened to his mother's nagging curses.
My nose and eye sockets are a little hot.
Maybe it was because the wind was too strong, and tears welled up in my eyes, making them painful.
"Mom, I'll hang up now. I'll call my dad. Don't be too tired. Don't go to the lake to wash clothes in the winter. Your hands are cracked. Don't be too tired. Get more rest.
Rest. Mom, I will be back in two days, and I will tell you good news then."
"What's the good news? You'll be back in two days? Didn't you say you won't be back during the winter vacation this year? Do you have something to do that requires you to stay at school?"
"It's okay now. I'll be back in two days. I won't stay in school anymore."
"Okay, okay, you call your father first. He will be happy to know that you are coming back. He is still showing off to his coworkers, that is, he has a son who was admitted to A University. You call him now
He must have been very happy in the past."
"good……"
…
When Sun Qing called his father, his father was still laying bricks.
Old-fashioned push-button cell phones are very loud.
When the phone rang, many people working on decoration looked over.
"Dad, I heard from my mother that you have learned how to lay tiles?"
"Yeah! Hey, your mother is such a big talker, she tells you everything... I'm here right now. I can even build a chimney now. Don't look at it. It didn't take long for me to get started. Many people are praising me.
My skills are good."
"Your son?"
The person next to him saw Sun Qing's father's smiling face and asked with a smile.
"Um."
Sun Qing's father smiled shyly and nodded.
The signal was a bit poor, so I stood up a little and walked to the window to make a call.
"Son, you are coming back in the next two days. You need to buy a ticket. Do you still have enough money? I will transfer some money to you and you buy a ticket... Oh, right! Look at me, I forgot. You said you would not be able to buy a ticket this year.
Maybe he won’t come back during the winter vacation, right?”