Song Jing's entire thoughts were frantic and restless. She seemed to be trapped in an invisible, intangible and boundless cover.
She wanted to break through this barrier, but there were always demons and demons trying to stop her.
The instinct to get rid of these made her keep waving the dagger out again and again.
puff!
The dagger was pulled out and inserted into the flesh again, this time into the left arm.
"Brother Yan!" Xiang Wenxing and the others were shocked and anxious.
"No one is allowed to come over!" Shi Yan hugged Song Jing tightly, tilted his head and kissed her ear gently, "Baby, I'm here, wake up."
Song Jing's eyes were evilly red and he couldn't pull out the dagger. He opened his mouth and bit Shi Yan's shoulder.
Shi Yan's muscles all over his body tensed instantly, and his brows furrowed and relaxed in pain.
He hugged Song Jing and gently patted her back to comfort her, just like stroking a cat with fried fur, "Be good, don't be afraid, I'm coming."
Song Jing didn't know what she was biting, but a cold woody fragrance penetrated her nose.
This breath was so familiar, it invaded bit by bit and surrounded her completely.
The mania and boiling in Song Jing's blood gradually calmed down, his scarlet eyes gradually calmed down, and the bite on Shi Yan's shoulder was loosening little by little.
Xiang Wenxing and the others looked at it and breathed a heavy sigh of relief.
Damn, they almost thought Sister Jing was going to kill Brother Yan!
Song Jing's eyes became clearer and clearer, and his body slowly withdrew from Shi Yan's arms.
She said nothing, only looking down at the two bloody wounds on Shi Yan's shoulder and the dagger still stuck in her left arm.
It doesn't take much to figure out who caused these injuries.
What Tang Wu said is true.
She will really lose control in extreme situations, causing her body to be controlled by manic and murderous emotions.
She really could kill everyone close to her.
Song Jing's eyelashes trembled, and he raised his hand to hold the dagger on Shi Yan's left arm. His hand was trembling, but his voice was cold, "You should not have come here even though you know I'm going crazy."
Shi Yan held her hand and pulled out the dagger with a little force on his wrist, "I shouldn't come over, who should come over?"
"Is it possible that you have other lovers?"
"No." Song Jing pursed her lips and turned back to look for her bag.
"Sister Jing, are you looking for this?" Xiang Wenxing immediately handed over her blood-stained bag.
"Thanks."
Song Jing took out the hemostatic ointment and bandages from his bag, untied Shi Yan's clothes, and treated his wounds.
Shi Yan looked down at her, "Why don't you look at me?"
Song Jing's hand applying the medicine to him paused for a moment without saying anything. After applying the medicine, he took a bandage to wrap the wound.
"Lao Xiang, you guys go out."
Xiang Wenxing paused, waved, followed A1 and A2 and led the others out of the room.
Shi Yan raised his hand and took off his upper body clothes, "Song Jing, look at how many injuries I have on my body."
"You are a doctor. If you look carefully, you will see how many of these injuries almost killed me."
Of course Song Jing knew how many injuries he had on his body. Their most intimate relationship had happened. Not only did she know how many injuries he had on his body, she also traced these injuries with her fingertips.
Shi Yan didn't reach out to forcefully lift Song Jing's head. He just looked at her and said calmly: "Baby, I won't die that easily."
Song Jing bit his lower lip.
"Can you look up at me now?"
Song Jing suddenly raised his head, his eyes red, filled with tears and fear.
"This is why I dare not look at you." Song Jing gritted his teeth, "Did you see it?"
Of course I saw it!
Her eyes were full of tears and fear!
She is afraid, she is afraid that she will kill the person she loves most when she loses control!
Shi Yan's heart tightened and was grasped into a ball by an invisible force.
Even if he died, he would not want to see his cold, proud and arrogant little girl showing such a fragile and helpless expression.
It was him who failed to protect her.
Shi Yan rubbed Song Jing into his arms distressedly, and many of the words he wanted to say were choked back by his sore throat.
Song Jing clutched his work clothes tightly and gritted his teeth to swallow the taste of blood in his mouth.
"I'm sorry." Shi Yan said softly.
"It's not your fault, why are you apologizing?" Song Jing sniffed.
"It's my fault that you're crying." Shi Yan let go of her slightly, gently wiped away her tears with his fingertips, lowered his head and kissed the end of her eyes that were wet with tears, and then held her hand.
Pressing on his chest, "Baby, the pain here now is much more painful than the two stabs you stabbed me in."
Song Jing glanced at him, lowered his head and put his ear to his chest. Listening to his strong heartbeat, the steps that had been hanging high suddenly felt like they were stepping on something real.
Shi Yan rubbed the top of her hair, "Did you hear my sweetheart crying in pain?"
A smile flashed across Song Jing's eyes, "I'll treat your wounds first."
Seeing her smile, Shi Yan really relaxed the breath in his throat, and allowed her to treat his wounds and only lowered his eyes to look at her.
The little girl has too many secrets, but she is also a very good at hiding things.
If he really checked, even if the little girl was very capable of hiding many things, he would still be able to find some.
But he didn't want to check, he wanted his little girl to tell him willingly.
I just don’t know when this little girl of his will be able to completely open her heart to him?
"Baby."
"Huh?" Song Jing responded without raising his head, still applying medicine on his hand and treating his wound.
"I love you so much."
Song Jing's hand wrapping the bandage suddenly applied too much force, causing Shi Yan to gasp in pain.
"Hey! Baby, are you trying to murder your husband?"
Song Jing curled up the corner of his mouth, his eyes completely regained their brightness, and gave him a mean and evil look, "If you know you are a wounded person, don't be flirty. I don't bully the wounded."
A faint smile flashed across Shi Yan's eyes, and after she finished treating the wound, he took her hand and wrapped it in his palm.
Song Jing let him hold his hand, turned around and sat next to him, and used his other hand to tug at his work clothes, "You came directly from the operation room of the base?"
"Yeah." Shi Yan spread her fingers and interlocked with hers.
In fact, Song Jing was the only one who was afraid. When he broke into the room and saw Song Jing losing control, his fear was no less than when Song Jing found out that he had stabbed him.
Song Jing fell silent.
She still remembered how mysophobic Shi Yan was when they first met, and it was well known that the prince of the Shi family in the imperial capital was so mysophobic to the point of perversion.
But now.
Shi Yan knew that she might be in danger, so he came out of the operation room filled with black and dirty engine oil and ran thousands of kilometers without even taking off his work clothes, just to confirm whether she was safe.
Song Jing's chest seemed to have been thrown into a piece of hot coals, which made her eyes feel numb again.
"Shi Yan, I only confirmed yesterday that my body is different from normal people."
"I will go crazy and kill people like today, and I won't even know who I am."
"Do you know what the first thing I thought of was when I woke up and saw the dagger stuck in you?"
"I think I have to leave you, as far away from you as possible."
"But my heart can't let it go. Even if my brain tells me clearly that I will probably kill you when I go crazy one day, my heart is also telling me that she can't let it go."
"Shi Yan, I'm very selfish and I'm not a good person either."