Jiang Yimian kept telling herself that she had to plan this matter carefully.
She wants to take her things and stay away from Zhao Jingyan completely.
"Mianmian, don't be afraid anymore, okay?"
Zhao Jingyan's voice sounded in her ears, interrupting the question she was thinking about.
He raised his eyes and met Zhao Jingyan's gentle and deep eyes.
As before, he doted on her deeply.
However, Jiang Yimian knew clearly in her heart that she and Zhao Jingyan would never be the same again.
She would never be foolish enough to fall in love with him again.
To Zhao Jingyan now, she is just a pastime that can be ravaged at will.
Zhao Jingyan never loved her before, let alone four years later.
Jiang Yimian never believed in the saying, "You only understand treasure after you lose it."
She only knows that to love someone is to treat him wholeheartedly and only to be good to him, rather than to learn to cherish him after losing him.
Now she can't really see clearly what Zhao Jingyan thinks of her.
But one thing she knows very well now is that Zhao Jingyan wants her to be obedient.
"Mianmian, what are you thinking about?"
The deep meaning in Zhao Jingyan's eyes became more and more intense. He slowly came closer, and his warm breath sprayed on her cheek, which tickled her a little.
Jiang Yimian was startled and forced himself to calm down, but his voice was still uncontrollable and trembled slightly: "Zhao Jingyan, can you go back to the room first?"
In the darkness and silence, Zhao Jingyan seemed to be looking at her for a long time.
As time passed, the fear hidden deep in Jiang Yimian's heart became more and more obvious.
At this moment, all her inner thoughts and thoughts seemed to have been easily exposed in front of him.
No matter it was in the past or now, in her relationship with Zhao Jingyan, Zhao Jingyan was always the smart one.
And she could never guess what Zhao Jingyan was thinking in her heart at this moment.
Jiang Yimian thought about it, and couldn't help but clenched the hands hanging by her sides, her nails pinching her palms tightly, but she seemed not to feel any pain.
After an unknown amount of time, Zhao Jingyan's eyes flashed slightly, and he suddenly lowered his lips and smiled: "What are you afraid of?"
Jiang Yimian's heart skipped a beat, and she stared at him momentarily, waiting for his next words.
Zhao Jingyan didn't say anything more, but just hugged her tighter.
He rested his chin on Jiang Yimian's left shoulder and sighed softly: "Mianmian, you will never know how I feel in my heart every time I think of you in the past four years."
"So, don't try to lie to me, okay?"
The moment his body fell onto the soft big bed, Jiang Yimian's words kept echoing in his ears.
Will you lie to him?
But before she could think about it further, Zhao Jingyan's somewhat chaotic breath came close to her ear again.
The dead leaves outside the window were flying in the wind, making a rustling sound. The moonlight breeze slowly spread, and some faint murmurs gradually came.
At that moment, it was the same as always.
Feeling her discomfort, Zhao Jingyan breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but he still bowed his head in her ear and asked slowly in a low and hoarse voice: "Mianmian, do you still love me?"
A tear slowly slipped from the corner of his eye. It was a little cold, but it was quickly stroked away by Zhao Jingyan: "Why are you crying?"
After calming down, Jiang Yimian said softly: "Well..."
After hearing her admission in person, Zhao Jingyan was completely satisfied and smiled casually: "Mianmian, you can only stay by my side forever."