To be honest, Yan Jisheng never thought that he would confess all this to her in such a chaotic and unprepared situation.
However, when Yu Tao showed such an expression...
He knew that if he didn't tell the truth, she would be really angry and would not forgive him. So even if it was not a good time, he must tell Yu Tao the truth.
"In the accident four years ago, I didn't escape unscathed. My eyes were injured there. If I didn't wear glasses, I wouldn't be able to walk well because the vision difference between the two eyes is too big, which would make it difficult for me to walk properly."
I feel dizzy."
"The same goes for my ears, my left ear, I can't hear clearly..." In fact, the doctor had recommended him a hearing aid before.
But he was afraid that after putting it on, he would become too dependent on it and would not be able to take it off at all.
That's why it was useless for him to hold on, but in fact, if Yu Tao spoke behind him, or if his voice was very low and he did not speak to him face to face, he would not be able to hear clearly.
"The explosion was so strong that my eardrum ruptured. It was repaired after surgery, but I still can't have intact hearing like before..."
Yu Tao's long eyelashes trembled, as if he couldn't distinguish what he was talking about for a while.
Yan Jisheng knew that this was a sign that she was moved. Although it was despicable, it seemed that being miserable really worked.
So, he continued to sell it despicably: "I admit that it would be safer to come back with this identity, but at least please believe that my original intention of becoming 'Rade Butler' was not to deceive you. The reason why I can't be honest with you is because
..."
He told many people about that reason, but was also criticized by many people.
Everyone felt that his reason was not valid, so if he told Yu Tao, she would definitely feel that he was making excuses, right?
But, at that time, he really thought: "I...have been looking for our son."
When he said this, he paused.
It felt like there was something blocked in my throat, and I was choked all of a sudden.
Yu Tao's eyes suddenly turned red. When it came to his son, there was probably no one in the world who could empathize with him more than the two of them.
In the past four years, she has not stopped looking for the child for a day, but...
Yan Jisheng took a deep breath before continuing: "I naively thought that I could find him quickly. I thought that as long as I found him, I would have redeemed some sins. When the time comes, I will hold him back.
If I come to you, for the sake of my child, you will be more likely to forgive me."
"But, it's really hard, so hard... I've been looking for him for so many years, but I still can't find him."
This time, it’s not a misfortune!
Yan Jisheng really represents that feeling of almost despair...
Just during the time he returned to China, he experienced expectations, disappointments, expectations, and disappointments countless times...
"I'm sorry! Taotao... I said I didn't want to hurt you, which is true. But I always seem to do stupid things, which always make you angry and unhappy. You don't have to forgive me,
But don’t ignore me... okay?”
She was almost moved.
This is a true statement!
Have you ever seen him say such words to her in such a condescending manner?
However, Yu Tao tightened his jaw and asked him stubbornly: "Then let me ask you, did you know from the beginning that Yu Qi was not a little pudding?"
"..."
It was like another gentle knife stabbed into her heart, his silence was always so painful. This chapter has been completed!