Li Muge sorted out his emotions and put the memorials on the table again.
At this moment, his subordinates hurriedly came to report that a young man named Chang Yan was outside and he was looking for her by name.
Li Muge's hand paused as he picked up the memorial. How could Chang Yan come to this place after such a long time between ancient time and space and the current Fenglin Continent?
"Hey." Li Muge raised her head and pressed it on her temple. She didn't know how to face Chang Yan, and she didn't know how to face the young man who was completely sincere to her. It can be said that from the time she made the choice, she didn't feel that she could be there.
It is possible to see Chang Yan in this time and space.
"Let him come in." Li Muge stood up, even if it was difficult to face her, he still had to face it.
This was something she felt ashamed of Chang Yan.
She didn't want to fall in love with Chang Yan, but Chang Yan's sincerity towards her was true. She also really liked Chang Yan when she lost her memory.
When making a choice, Li Muge once made an assumption for himself. If he had not lost his memory, he would have not fallen in love with Yun Qi.
Will I fall in love with Chang Yan despite the constant killings on my body? The answer is no.
Li Muge knew exactly what she was thinking. She was sitting on a high seat, and a man in navy blue clothes caught her eye.
Chang Yan's white hair was disheveled. He raised his head and met Li Muge's eyes. From Li Muge's eyes, he saw panic, guilt, but no love anymore.
"Li Muge, why did I come here today to ask for an explanation?" Chang Yan said calmly.
"Chang Yan..." When Li Muge looked at Chang Yan carefully, she suddenly realized that the Chang Yan standing in front of her now might have also traveled through ancient time and space.
She was sent here by Shakya. Could it be that Shakya would send Chang Yan here? It should be impossible.
Li Muge fell into deep thought.
After a while, she stepped down from her high position and told everything she had with Yun Qi in the past: "Chang Yan, I know that I will always owe you an apology, but I can't deceive you, let alone myself."
There was a hint of sadness in Chang Yan's loving eyes: "So you chose Yun Qi, but Li Muge, is everything about us fake? I really have no way to accept that we were so happy together."
"But after you recovered your memory, you were so eager to find Yun Qi that you didn't even want to say goodbye or explain to me." Chang Yan's tears finally fell.
Li Muge sighed: "Chang Yan, I know I can't help you, but apart from feelings, if there is anything I can do to make up for it, I will definitely..."
Before she could finish her words, she was interrupted by Chang Yan with a sneer: "Li Muge, how can you compensate me? Didn't I have money, status, rights, etc. before? I gave up all these for you before."
Chang Yan suddenly hugged Li Muge, and his voice was like an abandoned animal: "Muge, I have given up everything. From the beginning to the end, all I want is you."
"I..." Li Muge once thought she was calm and decisive enough, but when she saw Chang Yan again, her words of rejection were stuck in her throat.
Yun Qi appeared at the palace gate dressed in white and accidentally knocked off his crutch.
When Li Muge turned around and saw Yun Qi, he immediately pushed Chang Yan away without hesitation.
Yun Qi's face was full of gloom: "I'm so sorry, Your Majesty, it seems that I have done something bad." Yun Qi stumbled away.
"I..." Li Muge ran to Yun Qi without hesitation: "Demon Lord, wait for me, I can explain it just now."
"Muge..." Chang Yan's shout received no response from Li Muge, and she even didn't even turn her head. Chang Yan could feel that Yun Qi was the only one in Li Muge's heart and eyes.
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"Yun Qi." Li Muge chased Yun Qi from behind, panting from exhaustion. In fact, she and Chang Yan had nothing to do with each other, but for some reason, Li Muge didn't feel guilty when Yun Qi bumped into him. He was just afraid that this awkward man would misunderstand.
In fact, even if something happened between her and Chang Yan that led to this point, Yun Qi would not blame her. All this was not his own connivance.
If he hadn't taken away Li Muge's memory, how could Muge have fallen in love with Chang Yan? The only person to blame for all this is himself.
Li Muge became even more anxious when she heard Yun Qi blaming herself. She cast a spell to catch up with Yun Qi and grabbed Yun Qi's wrist: "Yun Qi, you are not wrong."
Yun Qi paused, seeming to wonder why Li Muge knew what he was thinking.
Li Muge pursed his lips, stood on tiptoes and threw himself into Yun Qi's arms: "Yun Qi, you are not wrong. I know that you are doing it for my own good, but Yun Qi, do you know? I, Li Muge, have lived for so long.
Look away from life and death."
"A mortal's life span is only a hundred years. I am already lucky to have lived for tens of thousands of years. If I were to meet my death tomorrow, then I hope we can stay together today. Yun Qi, you always say you are selfish."
"But actually I am the most selfish one." Li Muge hugged Yun Qi tightly, tears falling from her cheeks. Her whispers were like the whispers of a lover.
"Yun Qi, I have been reincarnated countless times. I am no longer the Ye Luo who is in love with Sakyamuni and cares about all the people in the world. I am just a selfish coward who is afraid of losing my lover."
"So Yun Qi, if I am destined to die, I hope to die with you at the last moment of my life."
"Without you, my life as a commoner in the three realms means nothing to me. If we can't live together, so Yun Qi, please die with me."
Li Muge's voice was filled with paranoia and madness. When Yun Qi heard that Li Muge asked him to die with her, his heart suddenly became enlightened.
"Okay, Muge." Yun Qi hugged Li Muge's back: "No matter what happens in the future, I will face it with you."
After clearing up the previous misunderstanding, Li Muge still did not tell Yun Qi that he could hear Yun Qi's inner voice and that he actually knew the truth about the existence of this world.
You still have to save Yun Qi. Otherwise, what if he promised not to leave her today and plans to leave her tomorrow for her own good?
Chang Yan stayed.
It's just that his body didn't seem to be in very good shape. When Li Muge helped him heal his injuries, he discovered that his cultivation level was being depleted at a rapid rate.
Li Muge held the brewed medicine in his hand and stared at Chang Yan, who was lying on the bed with a pale face. His thoughts suddenly became complicated.
Chang Yan struggled to sit up.
Li Muge stretched out her hand to help him, but her outstretched hand froze in mid-air and she took it back. She didn't want Chang Yan to feel that she still liked him because of her kindness to Chang Yan.
Since it needs to be cut off, it should be cut off completely.
Li Muge took back his outstretched hand, and Chang Yan's eyes showed disappointment. It turned out that he no longer had any place in Li Muge's heart.
"Why, Muge is so unfamiliar with me, are you afraid that Yunqi will misunderstand you?" Chang Yan laughed, and looked a little disappointed as he lowered his head.
"No." Li Muge shook his head: "Chang Yan, drink this medicine and leave. This time and space does not belong to you."
"If it doesn't belong to you, then who does it belong to? Does it belong to you and that Yun Qi?" Chang Yan suddenly grabbed Li Muge's wrist: "Why, why on earth Li Muge? We obviously love each other sincerely, why did everything happen after you regained your memory? Everything has changed."
"Chang Yan, calm down first!"
"Calm down." Chang Yan sarcastically said, "Li Muge, if this happens to you, I would like to see how calm you can be."
"Chang Yan." Li Muge roared and broke away from Chang Yan's grasp: "I know, Chang Yan, I know you are in pain, I even know how much you like me, and I also know that I am standing in front of you at this moment, saying That’s really not a human being.”
Li Muge's charming face was also stained with sadness at this moment: "Chang Yan, I know that things have happened. No matter how sorry I say, they are just hypocritical excuses."
"But what should I do? What I like is Yun Qi. I can't lie to you Chang Yan. You can go back. This is not your time and space."
Chang Yan's eyes were slightly red: "Muge, are you driving me away?"
Before Li Muge could answer, Chang Yan muttered to himself: "But I can't go back."
"What, Chang Yan, what do you mean by this?" Li Muge asked.
"It's nothing!" Chang Yan refused to drink the medicine and lay on the bed: "I'm tired, you can go back."
"Okay, then take good care of yourself." Li Muge turned and left, closed the door and found Yun Qi at the corner.
Yun Qi looked stunned: "How do you know that I know this place?"
"Of course I know, maybe it's because of the connection." Li Muge said jokingly, but there was a hint of heaviness in his eyebrows.
"Yun Qi. I always feel that if Chang Yan stays in time and space, he might not be able to get out in his current body." After Li Muge finished speaking, he suddenly recalled Chang Yan's words about not being able to go back.
She suddenly realized something and ran to the library in the Immortal Realm to find the archives recording ancient history. However, when she read the archives, the last description of Chang Yan, a first-level immortal master in the Immortal Realm, was that he sneaked into the Immortal Realm for unknown reasons. The queen of the day and the eldest princess Nangong Lianyi were killed.
Li Muge didn't expect that Chang Yan would pay so much for her.
Back in ancient time and space, he was also a traitor, and Li Muge felt unspeakably sad.
Yun Qi followed Li Muge. Although he could not see, he kept paying attention to Li Muge's emotions.
"Okay, what happened to Muge Changyan?" Yunqi held Li Muge's hand, and Li Muge smiled: "It's nothing, Yunqi's ground is cold, let's go back first."
"Okay." Li Muge suddenly realized that she might never be able to repay what she owed Chang Yan in her lifetime.
But as Chang Yan stayed here, his cultivation was constantly being depleted. If this continued, he would probably die soon. Li Muge was so worried that he was worried all day long.
But when she was discussing with the medical officer, she didn't expect the strong wind to come straight in. When she saw her, she felt like she saw a savior.
"Your Majesty, please go and see my Demon Lord quickly. Something happened to him and he looks like he is about to die."