Volume 1 Yanyun Chaos Chapter 51 If I See You for the First Time (3)
How can one's heart die?
To stop beating is to die, and to stop worrying is also to die.
The former is easy, the latter is difficult.
Feng Qi was silent for a long time.
Murong Xue looked at him from the side with an increasingly mocking expression.
Silent because of guilt? She thought silently.
"Xing'er and I have known each other for a long time." Feng Qi finally said, "When I was six years old, my second brother Shi Juemei had an attack for the first time. In order to ask Sanmu for help, my mother led several people on Qingqi out of Yanbei, and then returned from Yanbei.
Shuntian rode the Naxi River, merged into the Qianling River, floated all the way to the East China Sea, and arrived in front of Yihua Palace."
"I moved flowers to ask for magic, but to no avail for half a month. My mother was very worried and fell seriously ill. After careful consideration, Uncle Mo reluctantly decided to return north."
"At this moment, the Weeping Blood Pavilion attacked. Four Star Slayers launched a surprise attack with a deadly force. However, except for Uncle Mo, no one around my mother was able... This was a sure-kill situation."
Murong Xue didn't know why Feng Qi would bring up such old things, but she didn't interrupt Feng Qi's words.
Every cause has its effect, and everything is no exception. It seems that this cause and effect actually originated from the previous generation.
"Four Cutting Stars surrounded and killed me. To be honest, I don't know how my mother managed to survive. But I know that when my mother returned to Yanbei, only Uncle Mo was left."
"There are not many people traveling with us, and one of them is Xing'er's mother."
"My mother never told me clearly what happened on the way from Jiangnan to Yanbei. She only told me to treat Xing'er well, even if the Yanbei Palace owes the Luo family."
"She didn't ask me much, but this is the first one."
"Shortly afterwards, Xing'er was sent to Yanbei Prince's Mansion, where she was personally taught by her mother, and taught her every detail of daily life... The second brother was not sensible at that time, and even secretly felt jealous of Xing'er, saying that he was
Mother treats Xing'er much better than she treats him."
"I don't have anything to do with it. Firstly, my mother specially warned me; secondly, I am the Crown Prince of Yanbei. I am precocious and learned how to ride a horse at the age of four. Before that, I knew what was happening on my shoulders.
Responsibility, I don’t have time to worry about this kind of thing; thirdly, Xing’er is extremely sensible, optimistic, cheerful, lively and generous, and very comfortable to get along with.”
"When I read Tianxinjuan for the first time, I didn't understand many things. I couldn't sleep at night and wanted to walk around. I found Xing'er, she was curled up in a ball with the moonlight on her back, kneeling by the Tanghua Pond, without making any sound.
I looked at her for a long time and realized that she was crying."
Having said this, Feng Qi paused, "Maybe I shouldn't have stepped forward at that time."
He didn't continue talking, Murong Xue already roughly understood.
Opera comes from life, and life is often more bloody.
If you don’t know the origin of love, it will go deeper and deeper. How much more if you know the origin of love?
Because it is caused by love and knowledge, it is difficult to control oneself?
Being in a different place, she had no good way to solve this problem.
"You can marry her." Murong Xue suddenly thought of a solution, which earned Feng Qi a blank look.
"What? You look down on Luo Xing?" She became a little angry.
Feng Qi shook his head, "No, I just calmly rejected the proposal."
Murong Xue asked: "Why?"
Feng Qi said seriously: "Because this is not my original intention, no matter how it suits the wishes of the mother and concubine, the wishes of Xing'er, or the wishes of Yanbei, I will reject it."
After a pause, he said: "I don't want to marry you, probably for the same reason."
Murong Xue sneered and said: "You are so noble in what you say, but in the end, aren't you just motivated by sex?"
Feng Qi did not explain this problem.
He and the saint have known each other since they were young, and they have experienced hardships and conflicts together, so why should they tell others?
He didn't say anything, so Murong Xue just thought he was acquiescing, so her evaluation of Feng Qi became even worse.
"How do you know what I said? Although I am firm, not many people can hear me, and even fewer can be sure that I am the Crown Prince of Yanbei." Feng Qi asked.
"Why else? The man standing next to you at that time was the Young Pavilion Master of Xiaoyao Pavilion, who is known as the storyteller." Murong Xue said coldly: "He spread the word as soon as you finished speaking.
By talking about Xiaoyao Pavilion, I am afraid it has spread throughout the world."
"Didn't you say that the whereabouts of this young pavilion master are secretive and have been hidden for a long time? How can you see that it is him?"
Murong Xue rolled her eyes at him, snorted, and turned away.
After she left, Feng Qi looked at the flickering candlelight on the table and estimated that it was almost done. His expression changed and he said coldly: "Come out."
There was a chuckle, and then someone walked out of the inner room, passed by Fengqi, and went straight to the opposite side of him.
Only then did Feng Qi see this man's face clearly and was startled.
The man chuckled and said, "I haven't seen you for an hour. How are you doing, Your Highness?"
Feng Qi sighed silently in his heart, stood up and prepared to salute.
The man waved his hand, chuckled and said, "Hold on, this is not the East Palace, and you haven't been admitted to the official list, so why do you need to see me?"
It turns out that this person is the current crown prince, Dugu Zhe.
Feng Qi thought for a while and said: "You are supreme, and your orders will naturally follow your orders."
Duguzhe said: "I heard some, it seems you don't want to marry Sister Xue?"
Feng Qi said: "Don't listen to what is inappropriate. Your Highness's actions..."
Duguzhe smiled and said, "It's not my fault. It's not my concern anyway."
His eyes suddenly sharpened, and he stared straight into Feng Qi's eyes, as if he wanted to see through Feng Qi's heart at a glance, "Then let me ask another thing... Fourth brother, how did you die?"
Feng Qi said: "Zhezi from Yanbei Palace has already entered the capital. There are several first-class Xiaoyao Pavilions along the way from Wuyang to Jizhou. Why does the prince need to ask me?"
Duguzhe said: "The wind and sand formation is a match for Hedao. My fourth brother should be absolutely infallible in the wind and sand formation."
Feng Qi said: "He Dao's whereabouts are difficult to find. The Prince's shadow guard has half the power, so it should be foolproof."
Duguzhe was stunned for a moment, and then remained silent for a long time.
Feng Qi noticed his slightly moist eyes and lowered his head without revealing any trace.
He lowered his head without showing any signs of it. He still lowered his head. How could the prince not notice it?
He forced himself to calm down and said, "It doesn't have to be like this. I have other important things during my trip."
Fengqi didn't even raise his head, "Your Highness, please speak."
Duguzhe said: "The last letter home from my fourth brother told me about the last conversation between you and him. I want to hear what you have to say."
The Fourth Prince stayed with them in Yanbei for a short time, but they had a lot to talk about.
Even though we are not able to communicate in simple and profound ways, we still have the experience of expressing our opinions directly.