Several guards from the palace rushed into a room full of talismans and cinnabar, only to see their usually awe-inspiring Imperial Master shivering under the table.
"This is a big demon, and I don't have enough power to deal with it."
As the long-bearded Imperial Master was lifted up from under the table, he shook his head repeatedly, not daring to face A Si who entered the palace and scooped up excrement.
"Eunuch Huang!"
And among the palaces outside, many people finally discovered that the old eunuch was swimming upstream, and seemed to be heading towards the direction of A Si who was digging out dung.
"That's a monster. Eunuch Huang, don't go and die." Several officials who were familiar with the old eunuch shouted repeatedly, but the old eunuch just shook his head and smiled at them.
No one could stop Ah Si, who was digging out dung, from moving forward. All the guards surrounded him, but they kept retreating like a tide.
I only heard the old eunuch's voice, "Please step aside first and I'll talk to him."
"you……"
Although this old eunuch is usually in charge of many things in the palace, he is not able to order the imperial guards and guards in the palace. But looking at his extraordinarily calm face at this time, many of the imperial guards and guards were frightened by A Si.
However, the general of the Royal Forest Army involuntarily moved out of the way.
"You guys stay further away."
The old eunuch said to several generals of the Royal Forest Army, walked not far in front of A Si, and then continued: "You have never been to the palace before, want to come in and take a look?"
Ah Si, who was picking up manure, stopped.
He looked at the old eunuch in a daze.
In fact, he had been in a daze ever since he killed the fat maid. He had clearly wanted to go in here and take a look, but he couldn't tell what he saw.
He looked at the old eunuch with a calm face and felt that he seemed different from other people in the city.
The old eunuch looked at him who didn't respond for a while, shook his head slightly, and said softly: "Isn't there actually nothing good to see?"
Ah Si, who was digging out his feces, still didn't know how to answer, so he just nodded subconsciously.
"My heart has nowhere to go, so everything feels like it belongs to others, especially everything in the past that was false. There is no precise judgment on what is good or bad." The old eunuch said softly.
Ah Si, who was digging out feces, was slightly shaken. He looked at the old eunuch and said, "Who are you?"
"You and I should be the same kind of people." The old eunuch said: "My name is Huangtang. I feel that I am more unlucky than you. In your memory, you are only in your twenties and thirties? But in my memory, I
I have lived in this palace for more than seventy years."
Ah Si, who was digging out manure, stared blankly at the old eunuch, not knowing what to say.
The imperial guards and guards surrounding him and the old eunuch saw him stop and seem to have calmed down under the old eunuch's persuasion. They felt that the old eunuch was calm in the face of danger. Maybe his persuasion was effective, so they didn't dare to do so.
Come out, follow the old eunuch's instructions, and then retreat quietly.
"Do you have a name?" The old eunuch looked at Ah Si who was picking up feces and said, "I know it's hard for you to accept, but you should understand what I mean by what I said to you."
"My name is Ah Si, and they all called me Ah Si the excrement-picker before." Ah Si, the excrement-picker, looked at the old eunuch. His breathing became inexplicably difficult, as if he was beginning to be forced to transform himself from an illusory world.
The spirit was brought back to reality, "Are you saying that our previous memories are all false?"
"You have seen that weird scene in the sky before." The old eunuch nodded calmly and said: "In fact, we may have lived for countless years, but we are always influenced by others, and we always live by others.
Give us life.”
"Then how could this happen?" Ah Si, who was digging out manure, looked at the crimson bamboo stick in his hand in pain and said, "We don't know what's going on, don't others know?"
"Because you can be A Si who collects manure, A San who writes books, or Lao Wu who raises geese." The old eunuch looked at him and said: "You can stay in this city for many years, maybe
It just changed a few streets and alleys, changed a different appearance, or maybe stayed in another city for many years. Anyway, people like you and me will be quickly forgotten if they die or disappear one day."
"What about you?" Ah Si, who was digging out feces, was shaking all over. He looked at the old eunuch in pain and asked.
"I am Eunuch Huang here. If this royal city is gone, I may be Eunuch Huang living outside. Maybe I will become someone else somewhere else by then. Who knows?" the old eunuch sighed.
"How could this happen?" A Si's face became paler and paler as he dug out feces. He understood more and more, but he became increasingly unable to accept it.
"There is no way, because as those people in the picture said, we were originally the puppets placed in this world when it was first built, and we lived a preset life. It was like we were rolling from one end to the other.
The marbles at one end are always like this." Huang Tang, the old eunuch, looked at him and said.
"So even if I fall in love with a girl and save money for her, is it a lie?" Ah Si couldn't help shouting hoarsely.
"It turns out that you were so careless because of your love affairs. If you have to judge me, it is indeed false." Huang Tang said with emotion: "Because maybe your previous preferences and the kind of girls you would like were all pre-determined.
It has been arranged for you. Maybe among all the girls in the city, according to the established arrangement, you will only like which kind of girl."
There were tears streaming from A Si's eyes, but he opened his mouth but could not speak.
Huang Tang looked at his appearance, shook his head with some sympathy, and asked, "What happened between you and that girl?"
"She deceived me to help her redeem her life, but she was actually having an affair with someone and planning to elope. She deceived many people, and I was just one of them." Ah Si closed his eyes in pain, "I had already killed her before I came here."
"Then these are all fake." Huang Tang thought for a while and comforted: "Perhaps according to the established arrangement, as the excrement collector, you will only fall in love with such a girl, and then you are destined to be deceived by her. Maybe according to the original arrangement
Arrangement, you will eventually take risks, but you will not have such ability. Maybe in the original arrangement, you may also commit murder, and then you may become a murderer in the memories of people in this city.
, fled and became a murderer. But in fact, at some point, you may become someone in the city again, living a life arranged by others. Since they are all fake, then the past should have no meaning, and you don’t need to be sad and angry.
.”
"What happened can be treated as if it didn't exist?" Ah Si looked at him and said.
"That's not the real you. No matter it's Asan, Four, or Five, it's not the real you. From the moment you discover that the past was all false, that's the real you." Huang Tang nodded and said, "You have
Do you hear the voice in your heart?"
"Hear the voice in your heart?" Ah Si couldn't understand.
"Do you have any words in your mind about your ability at this time?" Huang Tang looked at him and said: "For example, my current method, I seem to have words in my mind to describe it, called the Sunflower Book."
Ah Si came back to his senses and said subconsciously: "It seems to be the Supreme Sword Realm."
"It is indeed the case." Huang Tang laughed with emotion and said: "Even after this strange change, the abilities we developed seem to be prearranged by those who built this world. Even if we are awake, we are still not yet aware of it.
Completely break out of the arrangements given to us."
"Then what should we do?" A Si stayed for a long time and said.
"I can't answer your question." Huang Tang smiled bitterly. He looked at Ah Si seriously and said, "We are like babies just born in this world, but all babies don't have such a long memory at first, and
All babies will not have abilities that are far superior to those around them at the beginning. Including me now, I just feel that I have lived here for many, many years, and I don’t know what I will do for a while after leaving this palace.
What. Because if you can’t believe that this is a real world and think everything is fake, then there seems to be no point in possessing something.”
"If everything before is false, I'd better not remember anything. If I don't remember, I won't feel the pain." A Si looked at Huangtang and said, "Do you think there are some people in the picture?
Is it possible that you can help us?"
"It depends on what you want to do. If you want others to help you, you must at least know what you want to do." Huang Tang smiled bitterly: "Do you want to forget everything, or do you want to find out who arranged this kind of life for you?
?”
Ah Si took a deep breath, closed his eyes, thought painfully for a moment, and said, "I want them to help me at least not repeat a fake life. At least I can have my own memories in the future."
Huang Tang said: "Now that you have figured it out, go and ask them if they can help you."
Ah Si said: "Then where are they?"
Huang Tang said: "I don't know either, but as long as we look for them, we can eventually find where they are."
Ah Si looked at the old eunuch with a calm face, and suddenly felt infinite gratitude in his heart. He couldn't help but ask, "What about you? Aren't you going to find them?"
"I want to do nothing. I will still be here as my eunuch in charge." Huang Tang said.
"Why?" Ah Si looked at him in surprise.
"Because I feel that the reason why I am sober is probably the arrangement of someone. He made us sober and had such ability. Maybe he just wants us to do something." Huang Tang laughed and said: "That's right.
, with such invincible abilities, how could he not do something big, but I just don’t want to follow his arrangements, I just want to be the same as before.”
Ah Si looked at him blankly and said, "I don't quite understand."
Huang Tang laughed at himself: "Who can understand."