The most recent chapter was blocked, revised, and rejected again. It will take two days before I can apply to be unblocked again. The reason is myself. I can find faults no matter what. Logically speaking, there is nothing to complain about.
But the author was a little confused and a little lost. From morning to night, he updated six chapters a day. When he was in high spirits, he suddenly became depressed after receiving such a blow. Maybe this incident was just an introduction! Again
Perhaps, God wants to tell me that no matter how hard you try, there is always no hope for such a niche subject matter and such a rare audience group...
When I first wrote this book, the author's idea was very simple, that is, he wanted to show everyone the lost ancient civilization of America. Therefore, the author would consult a lot of information and describe the various tribes of the Mexica Plateau in detail.
The story tells the present and glorious history of the Mayan people's division, the life and culture of the Taíno people in Cuba, and the diverse aboriginal tribes of the North American continent...
Many people always ask, why do I keep writing about the Americas? Why don't I let Columbus come quickly, and then kill him, detonate the point of conflict, and also have the climax of the plot?...I always answer that I haven't deduced it.
.But in fact, I have deduced a lot and laid a lot of foreshadowing in advance, many interesting perceptions and "misunderstandings", and a series of European reactions... I believe that it will be a very classic scene, and
The reason for repeated delays... is because I want to show as much as possible the unaffected American civilization and the many tribes, city-states and kingdoms before Columbus arrived!...
Because, when the Western colonists arrive, Pandora's box will be opened. Large-scale epidemics will completely destroy the various American tribes, especially the South American tribes in the Amazon basin where cassava originated.
...And the entire continent of North and South America will fall into rounds of doom and death due to the repeated ravages of nine severe infectious diseases and the cruel murders of the colonists. In real history, this is the case.
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Of course, Columbus will not be affected by the changes in the Americas. He will appear according to history. And everything that follows is a new continental deduction. The alliance's exploration of the Far North will eventually communicate with Japan and then use the Japanese fleet.
, linked to the Huanghuang Celestial Dynasty of this era. The history of the entire East Asia will start to change in subtle ways, until it forms a torrent of drastic changes in the times. And during the Ming and Qing dynasties, with the prosperity of northern trade, there is a high probability that it will not happen again.
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The author has imagined a lot and has great hopes. He wants to describe an era and a truly magnificent history! However, I may have overestimated my abilities and my works. The author has established
I have used the model to deduce population and economic data...but I have never thought about speculating on my own achievements and the future of this book...because I will probably lose the motivation to continue as long as I calculate it once.
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In the book club, some readers left a lot of comments saying that they have collected this book for a long time but have never read it. They will not consider subscribing until Columbus comes...
The author doesn't know how to answer, but the kind of well-intentioned comments brought me a critical blow, which is actually no less than today's ban. I am really a little confused. Are these detailed stories about American civilization really not worth clicking?
Come on, go take a serious look at it? A devoured continent, thousands of years of lost history, and tens of millions of extinct tribes... those lost aborigines, lost Indians...
All anger and sadness actually come from my own powerlessness. And the same is true for the author's depression. There is nothing I can do about the real history. There is nothing I can do about the review of the website. There is nothing I can do about the performance of this book. I can't do anything about it.
Readers think that I can't do anything about it. What's more, I can't do anything about the sparse traffic, the dozens of new collections added every day, and it seems that I can't see any hope for the future...
Sometimes, I feel a little scared. I am so afraid of myself that I can no longer persevere and finish writing the story in my heart. I can't even write about the emergence of Columbus... The pressure of reality is unavoidable. And the current results...
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I don’t know what to say. Maybe I shouldn’t have written such a speech in such an impulsive mood. Even if I say what I want to say, I might just get ridicule from the author and readers.
Witnessed another ordinary failure, struggling and shouting unwillingly at the end...
And what is the content of the cry? Is there anything different?
No, there isn't...
I want the support of readers, I want to collect and subscribe, I want traffic, I want to be seen and recognized by more people, I want to continue writing well!
That's it, a cry from the heart. Nothing special, I just want you to see it.
Author bacteria, thanks~
Thank you to all readers who have supported this book.
