Luo Chen was a little confused as to why Xu Xu would ask him such a question. He felt that it must be a dream, otherwise he could not explain why he saw such a scene.
"What's wrong? Are you so nervous?"
Xu Chen held Luo Chen's hand tightly, her body trembling slightly uncontrollably, and her face looked extremely frightened.
"Luo Chen, what did you just do, do you still remember?"
Luo Chen shook his head.
"I have no impression at all. What did I do?"
Xu Chen's voice trembled and her face turned pale.
"Luo Chen, I just heard you shouting 'I will do it', then you grabbed the wine bottle, picked up the glass shards and tried to cut your face. Do you remember these things?"
After Luo Chen heard this, his eyes widened, full of fear, and his body began to tremble slightly.
Isn't the behavior Xu Xu said exactly what Bai Mian asked him to do in the nightmare he just had?
It turns out that you are actually doing the same thing in reality?
Why is this happening?
Is it because of nightmares?
It was the nightmare that fermented the worry about Mu Binglan in his heart, thus creating such a nightmare. In the nightmare, the nightmare transformed into a white face, hypnotizing himself into committing acts of self-mutilation.
Thinking of this, Luo Chen felt horrified. Never before had Luo Chen been as deeply afraid of that inexplicable nightmare as he was now.
When he just woke up, Luo Chen didn't realize what he was doing holding the glass shards, but now he understood everything. It was because he was hypnotized by the nightmare and wanted to harm himself.
However, Xu Chen saw it and stopped him, and the deep wound on Xu Chen's hand must have been scratched by him to stop him.
At this time, the fear in Luo Chen's heart disappeared a little, and he became grateful for Xu Chen's concern.
Luo Chen gently raised Xu Shu's hand. A wound cut by glass fragments lay across her palm. Blood was flowing out from the wound, which was a bit dazzling.
"Does it hurt?"
Luo Chen asked Xu Chen with some distress. Xu Chen saw that Luo Chen was completely awake and shook his head with a smile.
"It doesn't hurt."
"How can such a deep wound not hurt? Just wait a moment."
After saying that, Luo Chen went back to the room, found the portable medical kit he had used before, and prepared to bandage Xu Xu's wounds.
Luo Chen took out sanitary napkins, disinfectant alcohol, gauze and other medical supplies from the medical box. He put Xu Shu's hand on his thigh, then dipped the sanitary napkin in disinfectant alcohol to disinfect the wound on Xu Xu's palm.
The contact of disinfectant alcohol with the wound caused bursts of stinging pain, making Xu Shu gasp for air.
"Just be patient for a little bit and you'll be fine soon."
"Um."
Xu Xu nodded obediently, gritted her teeth and persisted. She watched Luo Chen lower his head to treat her wound. Although her hands hurt, her heart felt warm and very happy.
"Okay, it should be fine."
After a while, Luo Chen bandaged the wound on Xu Shu's hand. He let go of Xu Shu's little hand and began to pack the medical box.
Xu Chen raised her hand and looked at it. White gauze was tied around her palm two or three times. It was neat and beautiful. She happily said thank you to Luo Chen.
Luo Chen packed up the medical kit and put it aside, he said with a smile.
"It's me who should thank you."
Finally, Luo Chen remembered what happened just now, and his tone became disappointed again.
"If you hadn't discovered it in time just now, I might have been in the hospital by now."
When Xu Chen heard Luo Chen mention what happened just now, she couldn't help but ask.
"Luo Chen, what's going on? Did you really just have a nightmare? The way I looked at you just now..."
Xu Chen didn't know how to describe Luo Chen's weird look when he fell asleep just now, so he paused for a while before speaking.
"You looked like you were possessed just now."
Evil.
Luo Chen suddenly felt that this description was very vivid. His self-mutilation just now was obviously affected by the nightmare. It was more appropriate to say that he was possessed by an evil spirit.
However, Luo Chen always thought that the existence of nightmares would only cause him to see some horrific scenes while sleeping, making it difficult to fall asleep. However, he never thought that nightmares would also give him psychological hints and do things that would hurt him.
Luo Chen was still frightened by what had just happened and felt very scared.
But it was not easy for Luo Chen to explain such a matter to Xu Chen, so he could only fiddle with it and told Xu Chen not to worry too much.
After hearing this, Xu Chen no longer asked what was going on with Luo Chen, but she decided to stay with Luo Chen.
Luo Chen saw Xu Chen sitting next to him and noticed whether she had any intention of leaving. He also noticed her intention.
However, after being so tormented by the nightmare just now, Luo Chen knew that he would definitely not be able to sleep tonight. He didn't want Xu Chen to accompany him despite being tired, so he advised her.
"I guess I can't sleep. I plan to sit here all night. You should go and rest."
At the end, Luo Chen added.
"Don't worry, I'll be fine when I'm awake."
Xu Chen shook his head and said.
"I can't sleep either, can't you just let me sit with you?"
Luo Chen sighed.
"Well, if you feel sleepy, go and rest. Don't hold on."
After saying that, Luo Chen ignored Xu Xu and leaned on the sofa to light a cigarette. At this moment, he might only be able to relieve the worries in his heart by relying on a cigarette.
Time passed little by little. I don’t know how long it took. It was three o’clock in the morning, and the dark night was still outside the window. It was still a long time before dawn.
Xu Chen finally couldn't hold back her tiredness. She leaned over and fell asleep leaning on Luo Chen's shoulder.
Luo Chen turned his head and could see Xu Shu's sleeping face and even hear her even breathing.
Xu Xu was only wearing a thin pair of pajamas. Luo Chen was worried that she would catch a cold while sleeping like this, so he picked her up, walked over and put her on the bed.
When covering Xu Xu, Luo Chen heard her talking in her sleep.
"Luo Chen, you are so bad. You only have Mu Binglan in your heart and no one else?"
Luo Chen's hand froze in mid-air, and Xu Shu's words made Luo Chen feel uncomfortable.
But Luo Chen had no choice. He knew that Mu Binglan's position in his heart could no longer be replaced by anyone.
He would do anything for Mu Binglan, so Luo Chen could only make up for those people he ignored or hurt because of Mu Binglan as much as possible with an apologetic attitude.
Luo Chen said sorry softly, then covered Xu Chen with a quilt and went back to the balcony, alone.
Xu Chen opened her eyes, she clenched the quilt tightly, trying not to let her tears flow down.
"How can I be sorry? I want to treat you the same way you treat Mu Binglan."
Luo Chen brought another bottle of red wine. After he put out the cigarette in his hand, he sat on the sofa again and drank alone. He looked out the window at the dark night, alone, and welcomed the dawn.