Xia Ruyan was obviously a little drunk. She raised her hands to tie her cascading hair into a ponytail, sat on the bar again, took a glass of cocktail, and blinked her beautiful eyes.
"Okay, I'll accompany you." Ye Cheng sat down with Xia Ruyan, feeling extremely uncomfortable seeing Xia Ruyan like this.
"Ye Cheng, what do you think we are like now? Do you still have me in your heart?"
Without waiting for Ye Cheng to answer, Xia Ruyan drank a glass of strong wine in one gulp. Her throat hurt, and she choked and coughed several times.
"Slow down."
Ye Cheng reached out to help Xia Ruyan, but was thrown away. Xia Ruyan's eyes were bloodshot. She sniffed and looked at Ye Cheng's chiseled face, looking at the man who once brought him happiness but also made her suffer.
The man's emotional valve seemed to have collapsed, and two lines of clear tears slowly flowed down.
Xia Ruyan raised her head, then continued to grab the wine glass, and drank another glass of strong wine.
With the help of alcohol, Xia Ruyan laughed at herself: "Ye Cheng, am I really useless! Why would I live my life like this! I just want to do something I like and have something of my own.
Career, I want to have the power to protect Xinxin, but why...I can't do anything!"
"It's not your fault, it's all my fault!"
Ye Cheng looked at Xia Ruyan at this moment and once again understood what heartache felt like.
"No, I don't blame you! In fact, from the time I met you, I knew that you are not a person who lives a good life. You have your own pursuits and your own ambitions. In fact, it is also because of this that you are fascinated. If you really
If you are willing to live by yourself for the rest of your life, maybe I don't like you that much. Back then, there were people chasing me all over Jiangcheng!"
Xia Ruyan wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes and smiled as if she was recalling something: "Ye Cheng, I was really happy when I was with you, but after having Xinxin, I really don't want to live in fear anymore.
Life, but you are still immature. Do you know how much pressure I have endured? My parents and friends around me are all trying to persuade me..."
Xia Ruyan continued to drink and whispered: "Do you know, when something happened to you, I felt like the whole world had collapsed. I don't know how I persisted."
"I'm sorry..." Ye Cheng had tears in his eyes, but he could only say these three words.
What he owed Xia Ruyan could never be repaid in his lifetime.
"No, there's no need to say sorry. I'm your wife. We said we wanted to hold hands and grow old together. We said we wanted to watch the beautiful mountains and rivers together, but we didn't do it."
"Ye Cheng, do you know why I want to file for divorce from you?"
Xia Ruyan forced a smile to Ye Cheng: "I said that I don't want to worry about you anymore, and I don't want Xinxin to get involved in your troubles. This is only part of the reason. What's more, in three years, changes have taken place.
There are too many things. In fact, I have been so beaten down by life that I am no longer the Xia Ruyan you loved before. I think you are no longer the Ye Cheng you were three years ago. We have all changed.
Got it!"
The only constant in the world is change.
Ye Cheng remained silent.
He knew that Xia Ruyan was right. After he woke up, he knew that everything had changed beyond recognition, whether it was him, his wife, or the world.
No matter how much he made up for it, there was actually a sense of distance between him and Xia Ruyan.
"I'm sorry..." Ye Cheng reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of Xia Ruyan's eyes.
"No need to say sorry, marrying you is a decision I will never regret in my life."
Xia Ruyan raised her head, showed a bright smile, and said: "Ye Cheng, I must admit that I still have feelings for you. Even every time I see you, my heart will still move. I know you have entered again."
In the world that belongs to you, I also thought about not caring about everything about you, but I found that I couldn't do it. Every time I hear someone mention you, I can't help but worry..."
"That's why I want to make myself stronger as soon as possible. While I can protect Xinxin, I can also help you. However, I overestimated myself."
"Ruyan, I..."
At this moment, the blood all over Ye Cheng's body was burning. He wanted to tell Xia Ruyan everything!
He wanted to tell her that the person he loved most in his life, the only person he loved deeply, was her, and she would never change in this life.
But he...has no future!
"Ye Cheng, you move out. Since we are divorced, we will divorce more cleanly. As for Xinxin, I will tell her everything. I believe that Xinxin will understand her parents' decision. I don't want Xinxin to
Living in this kind of deception, I don't want to live in the shadow of the past." Xia Ruyan said calmly.
But these words,
But it made Ye Cheng extremely painful.
"If this is your decision, I agree." Ye Cheng's voice was choked and he lowered his head.
"Okay! Ye Cheng, come, let's toast. From now on, we will really be independent individuals. Wish us a happy single life!" Xia Ruyan smiled, showing a row of white and neat teeth.
"cheers."
Ye Cheng had a drink with Xia Ruyan. At this moment, he felt that he was a complete coward!
Clearly deeply in love,
But I don’t dare to fight for it and have it!
Even if I have the power of a god, what's the point!
"Ye Cheng, do you feel a little more relaxed now?" Xia Ruyan's voice was full of magnetism.
Ye Cheng shook his head and showed a wry smile.
"You can't bear to leave me, can you?"
Xia Ruyan smiled slyly: "Ye Cheng, actually you can't hide anything from me. There must be something on your mind and something must have happened to you. But since you don't tell me, I don't plan to ask. Let's just be friends from now on.
We can get to know each other again, I think this is the best result for us!"
Be friends again?
By some strange coincidence, Ye Cheng suddenly asked: "Then, can I chase you again?"
As soon as these words came out,
Xia Ruyan's heartbeat accelerated rapidly.
She seemed to have returned to the time when that high-spirited boy asked her stupidly like this, "Can I chase you?"
Xia Ruyan smiled, laughed and cried, and said: "It depends on whether you have the ability and charm. I can tell you, even if I am a single mother, the person who chases me Xia Ruyan,
There are also hundreds or even thousands, but you, I’m afraid you don’t have much chance! Now, I won’t be deceived by others with just a few words, I’m no longer a little girl!”
This scene,
Ye Cheng felt like he had seen him before.
This Xia Ruyan seemed to be the Xia Ruyan he knew, and she would not always look worried.
only,
Ye Cheng was not at peace in his heart. Instead, he clenched his fists tightly and was engaged in a battle between heaven and man. Finally, he asked with a serious expression: "If, I mean if, if I only have less than three years to live..."
…I……"
Suddenly, Ye Cheng couldn't talk any more.
Because Xia Ruyan was looking at him in shock and horror!
"Ruyan, I mean if..."
"Tell me! What happened to you!"
Couple for many years,
No one knows Ye Cheng better than Xia Ruyan. As soon as Ye Cheng opens his mouth, she can guess what this man is thinking!
A lifespan of less than three years…
What exactly is going on!
Ye Cheng had never seen Xia Ruyan look so scared, and said hurriedly: "Ruyan, don't misunderstand... Well, actually when I woke up, I found that there was something wrong with my heart, and I might not be able to survive for three years...
"
"What!"
Although she had been prepared, Xia Ruyan still looked pale and was covered in cold sweat.
for a moment,
She finally understood why Ye Cheng always treated her aloof.
Three years...
"Ruyan, it's actually just a possibility. Nowadays, medicine is so advanced, maybe I will be fine." Ye Cheng said with relief.
"So, this is why you don't dare to approach me?" Xia Ruyan stared into Ye Cheng's eyes and said in a deep voice.
"Yes! I'm afraid that I will be a person with no future. I'm afraid of causing you a second injury. I don't want you to suffer the heart-breaking pain again." Ye Cheng said frankly.
After saying it,
Ye Cheng was obviously relieved.
She should have no reservations about her wife.
"Ye Cheng, you are really a complete bastard!"
Xia Ruyan took advantage of her drunkenness and said angrily: "Ye Cheng, do you think you are great? Do you know that hiding it from me is the greatest harm to me!"
"I……"
"Okay, stop talking!"
After a pause, Xia Ruyan held Ye Cheng's face with both hands and affirmed: "Ye Cheng, I tell you clearly, even if it is a person with no future, even if it is a person who will die tomorrow, if it is me, Xia Ruyan,
If Yan likes it, I will definitely be with him. The meaning of life is to have it! But now, I have discovered that you are a coward, so if you want to chase me again, I am afraid it will be impossible!"
Xia Ruyan smiled sweetly, but she actually felt a little happy in her heart.
She understands everything!
It turns out that the man I love deeply has not changed, but his behavior is so stupid!
"ah?"
Ye Cheng's heart was beating loudly and he couldn't help but ask again: "So, I can still chase you again, right?"
"I'm single, and any single man can chase me! As for you, I think it's quite difficult!" Xia Ruyan said with a smile.
"Okay! Miss Xia, from today on, we are friends. I will pursue you again and marry you as my wife!" Ye Cheng said firmly.
"But I don't like you that much now." Xia Ruyan shook her hair and said proudly.
"You will fall in love with me again. Even if it only takes three years, I will take you to see the beautiful mountains and rivers! Make you the happiest girl in the world!"
Ye Cheng also wanted to understand at this time, even if it was only three years, a serious farewell would be much better than such a misunderstanding and discomfort.
"You really know how to brag!"
Xia Ruyan pouted, looking like a little girl.
But at this time,
Ye Cheng's lips moved forward.
[The author has something to say]
I cried when I wrote it~~ Minato himself was very touched. Is it not too much to ask for a reward and praise?